Infinite Doomsday Survival System

Chapter 611 Awake
Aska, who once thought that even if he was not omnipotent, he could help people accordingly.

At this moment, after seeing the situation here, I can only leave helplessly.

He couldn't do anything, couldn't help them change their lives, couldn't change their perceptions, couldn't change anything here.

Give them minimal help?

Don't be kidding, in this kind of place, helping others casually will only harm them.

It's not that Aska hasn't done it before, the food placed in front of the other party, but the other party didn't accept it.

This is not their last dignity, but once they take this food, they will become the next dead soul in the next moment.

There are so many people here, Aska can't help everyone, but some of them can.

But after helping this group of people, other people who don't get help will feel dissatisfied, even jealous, and eventually turn into anger.

And this anger, they couldn't vent it on Aska, it could only vent to those people who accepted Aska's help.

Why is it not me who is being helped?Why is it that I am the only one who suffers from such a sin?Why do I have to endure such a life? !

It is just a trace of kindness, but it will eventually evolve into boundless malice.

If helping others is just self-satisfaction, it is only because of the current self-satisfaction that so many people have been harmed.

In the end, when he learned the truth and his conscience was condemned, he was the only one.

So, instead of killing these people, Askar decided to do nothing.

Although the current life is sad, at least they are still alive. As long as they are alive, there is still hope. As long as they don't give up hope, miracles will definitely appear.

Of course, Aska didn't do nothing. Although he didn't have much right to speak, Aska still felt that he had to talk to the city's leaders about this matter.

If it doesn't work, go ask Tian Lan for help.

In Aska's view, Tian Lan is omnipotent.

Maybe Tianlan won't help him, but Aska will not give up as long as there is a glimmer of hope.

The people here didn't pay any attention to Aska's arrival, they just regarded it as a passing visitor and would not change everything here.

As for Aska's charity, of course they would not accept it.

Although they were about to starve to death, they still knew that accepting charity from others would only make their lives more difficult.

Although life is already very difficult now, at least there is still a place for them here.

If there is no shelter here, where else can they live?

The seventh day, today is the last day, and tomorrow will be a big fight.

So today Aska and the others didn't go anywhere, they have almost visited City A, such a city, if you continue to look at it, it will be like that, it will only make you more disappointed.

As for the change, forget it, the leader of this city, Aska can't see it at all, and even if he sees it, he can't do anything.

Once a thing is ingrained in people's minds, it can never be changed.

For example, in the abandoned area here, people all know the situation there, but no one says anything, and they all pretend that they haven't seen anything, and continue their lives.

The world is full of ugliness, as long as you don't look at those things, then this world is beautiful.

But even if you don't look at them, those things will not disappear, they will always exist there, and one day they will reappear in front of them in another way.

Aska was tired of turning a blind eye to the people here, and since that was the case, he also turned a blind eye.

I came here to change my mood, and I came here as a tourist, why should I worry about the place to travel?
But I thought so, but actually Aska didn't care about it at all.

Now he can't do anything, and he can only wait for Tian Lan to wake up and beg her to help those people.

Not to mention how good it is, as long as it can change the lives of those people a little bit.

Aska who was thinking this way looked at Tian Lan who was lying on the bed and sleeping soundly.

It had to be said that Tian Lan, who was sleeping soundly, had no defenses.

Thinking of Tian Lan's tough demeanor before, but now he seemed to be at the mercy of others, Aska couldn't help but want to bully her.

It's not like Tian Lan didn't bully herself before, so now this can be regarded as revenge.

Aska, who was thinking so in his heart, quietly came to the bedside, and lightly poked Tian Lan's face.

Tian Lan didn't respond and was already sound asleep.

Seeing this, Aska also felt relieved, and began to intensify.

His fingers poked Tian Lan's face, causing Tian Lan's face to sag.

I have to say, the unexpected softness makes people want to pinch it.

Seeing that Tianlan still didn't make any movement, Aska swallowed and started pinching boldly.

In the beginning, Aska acted lightly, afraid that Tianlan would wake up at this time.

However, after seeing Tian Lan making no movement, he began to become bolder and no longer limited to light pinching.

And at this moment, Tian Lan, who was still sleeping just now, suddenly said: "Do you think it's very interesting?"

"Uh..." Aska froze for a moment, his heart almost jumped out at that moment, but now he couldn't feel his heartbeat anymore.

He was so frightened that his heart stopped beating.

Aska's body began to fall backwards, and at this time, being frightened into unconsciousness was the best choice.

Before he fell down, Tian Lan grabbed his hand, pulled him back, and asked again: "Do you think it's interesting?"

Well, there is only one thought in Aska's mind now, and that is the end.

Lucy has been doing it before without any accidents. How come I just woke up?

Aska began to reflect on his own luck, he really had to encounter all kinds of bad things.

Seeing that Aska was so frightened, Tian Lan didn't ask any more questions and sat up from the bed.

When she got up, Tian Lan was also taken aback when she looked at her clothes, but she soon stopped caring.

After getting up and looking at the time, Tian Lan asked: "So, if you wake me up at this time, what else is there to bother me?"

Seeing that Tianlan didn't care about what happened just now, Aska also heaved a sigh of relief, then took a deep breath, and told Tianlan about the abandoned area here.

After learning the cause and effect, Tian Lan sighed and said, "You always say I'm cruel, now after seeing this, who do you think is the cruelest?"

"..." Aska fell silent. In the past, he really felt that Tian Lan was cruel, and he would immediately execute him immediately.

But now it seems that this is very merciful, it doesn't make them suffer any pain, and they don't have to suffer the same pressure as the people here, lose hope, become monsters, and endure hunger and pain.

The benevolence of death and the cruelty of life, if Aska had to choose, he didn't want to choose either.

Why can't I live well, why can't I live with kindness?

"You don't understand that not everyone wants a life of ease, and not everyone wants a life of busyness. You can't meet everyone's needs, you can't help everyone, and you can't have everyone help you. "

"why is it like this?"

"There is no such and such, this is human beings, and they will never know how to cherish the present, whether it is you or me."

Aska looked at his hands, a little hard to accept, he probably wouldn't become that kind of person... right?

Even Aska was full of unconfidence in his heart.

People are often unable to realize the mistakes they have made. When they realize it, it is too late to repent.

This is a theorem that no one can escape, no matter who it is, even Tian Lan.

But relatively speaking, instead of regretting the mistakes you made, it is better to think about how to face your mistakes. This is the best choice.

But who can do it?

Everyone will regret and make mistakes, but not everyone can make up for this mistake.

When most people face mistakes, they basically choose to run away.

Escaping is really effective, it can keep yourself away from all mistakes, all troubles.

But this is nothing more than self-deception, mistakes are always there, regrets can never be changed.

It might be possible to escape now, but what to do when there is no way to escape?
Only by facing it, no matter how reluctant you are in your heart, as long as you have the courage to face your own mistakes and try to change everything in front of you, this is the real strong.

As for whether he can realize this truth, it depends on Aska himself, Tian Lan will not help him too much.

Tian Lan patted Aska's shoulder lightly, and said, "Don't think too much, you just need to follow your own heart."

"..." Aska nodded silently, and then asked: "Then, those people..."

"No." Tian Lan gave a very straightforward answer, and then said: "Aska, you have to know that the punishment everyone suffers is the sins he committed, if you forgive these people sins, what about those who have been harmed by them?"

"This……"

"You have to know that not everyone deserves to be forgiven, not all redemption is justice, and there may be irreparable mistakes."

"I...I understand." Aska's expression was a little dark.

He is also aware of this kind of thing, and he is also aware of it... But, this is too cruel, right?
Looking at Aska like this, Tian Lan sighed bitterly, and then said: "That gives you a choice now, whether to let them continue to suffer there, or to be free forever, you choose yourself."

"..."

Looking at the silent Aska, Tian Lan knew that he had escaped.

Faced with unacceptable choices, the best way is to run away, so that all the faults are not on yourself.

"Sure enough, you are very cunning." After whispering something, Tian Lan continued, "Since you are awake, let's take a stroll around."

(End of this chapter)