I heard I'm the big villain

Chapter 79

While thinking about his mother being favored, Su Jing'an thought of something: "Since that woman is so favored, did she create a lot of weird brothers and sisters for you?"

"Do you care about this?"

"I don't really care, I just hope they are not abused."

Nangong Zhirui knew that Su Jingan was thinking of his past.

"You can rest assured about this. She has always wanted to have another child, but she has never had one. At this age, she probably won't have one. I heard that she plans to choose one of her father's other children to raise under her own name." As Nangong Zhirui spoke, he paused and looked at Su Jingan's expression, "But as I said before, she has been looking for you for so many years."

Su Jing'an answered him with a bitter face when he heard the last sentence: "This is not something to be happy about."

That's where the topic stopped.

Su Jing'an raised his head and looked at the roof, and suddenly said: "Sometimes I feel that living in hiding like this is really boring."

"Then what do you want?"

"wanna die."

"Hey!"

Su Jing'an's thoughts were always jumping, and when Nangong Zhirui heard him suddenly say that he wanted to die without thinking, he really felt that something was wrong.

Su Jingan turned to look at him as if nothing had happened and said with a smile, "I'm just kidding."

"If you are worried that your identity will cause trouble for those people, give it to someone else and come back to me."

Facing Nangong Zhirui's invitation, Su Jing'an looked at him with interest: "You seem to be very obsessed with pulling me back into the darkness."

"It's not that I'm obsessed with pulling you back into the darkness. It's that you haven't stood in the light at all. Your identity, whether you should stand in the light or in the shadows, you have the answer in your heart. Otherwise, why have you refused to accept it for so many years?" Show up in the crowd?"

"Maybe it's because it's fun." Su Jing'an's answer didn't sound serious, "But after persisting for so long, I still want to try again."

"It's up to you, but let me remind you, the longer you suffer, the more painful you will be. There are many people you care about, and what they care about is only "Su Jing'an", not Nangong Yan."

Su Jing'an really didn't like to listen to what Nangong Zhirui said sometimes, because he was always annoyed by being talked about.

"Nangong Zhirui, if one day I die unexpectedly, will you feel a little sad?"

Su Jing'an seemed to be endless with this question.

Not surprisingly, Nangong Zhirui refused to answer this question: "If you talk nonsense again, I will let the dog go!"

"do not!"

Su Jingan, Nangong Zhirui, hated him very much, but he could only mention some things to him once in a while, and absolutely not for others.

Su Jing'an didn't ask about anything particularly useful, he just stayed in Yawu Palace for two days before going back to Islam - if it wasn't enough for one day to go back and forth, he would have gone back the same day.He doesn't like to get along with Nangong Zhirui very much, he is afraid of being pissed off.

Back in the church, facing the curious gazes of the four, Su Jing'an pretended not to know anything.Then began to torture the upcoming martial arts conference.

This kind of thing is just an activity for competitive people who want to prove themselves. Su Jing'an just wants to be a quiet and transparent leader in the corner, and doesn't want to get involved.

Rather than proving his ability to the world, he wants to stay silently in the dark and guard the Puppet Sect.Nangong Zhirui said that he can't see the light, and he doesn't mind being a shadow in a place of peace of mind.

It's easy to say if your identity is not exposed, but just in case, it seems that you have to find a reliable backer for the Puppet Sect to cover it.

But now the Puppet Sect is one of the top ten sects in Longyi Kingdom. Although it is not the first, it is also in the top five, and the sects in the world always look at the Puppet Sect, so he doesn't expect it to happen. If the Puppet Sect is in trouble, other sects will help.

Don't talk about helping, maybe it will make trouble when the time comes. He knows the four words "the world is in a cold state".

"What are you thinking about?"

Su Jing'an, who was thinking about something from the position of leader, was interrupted by Xi Xiyao's voice.

"Think about life a little bit."

Xi Xiyao teased him: "Yo ho? Are you still thinking about such a deeply regrettable question?"

It didn't take a day or two to be laughed at by Xi Xiyao, Su Jing'an was already used to it.

"I'm very honest now, so you don't have to stare at me like that?"

Anyway, retreat is impossible, for a long time, he couldn't do it.

"I didn't want to talk to you at first, but there is something too suspicious. Seeing that you don't want other people to know, I will inquire about it while the three of them are away."

Su Jing'an didn't recall that he had done anything suspicious.

"Have you started coughing up blood again recently?"

"Ah?" Su Jing'an was taken aback by this question, "No, he can eat and sleep, and he is in good health. It's okay to hit ten of them."

"When I went to look for you in the study yesterday, I saw a bloody veil in a corner."

"Is it wrong?"

"I gave you that veil, how could you read it wrong."

Su Jing'an: ...

If there is no immediate denial, there is a problem.

"When did it start?"

"Just these two months."

"No wonder you haven't been in good spirits for the past two months, and you still kept it a secret." Xi Xiyao looked angry, "You know you have poisonous Gu on your body, and you don't take it seriously when it happens, you can bear it."

Regarding the matter of poisonous Gu, Su Jing'an was dropped when he was in Rinxuan Sect. The four people around him knew about it, and they had been trying to solve it for him, but it didn't work.

If it weren't for the poisonous Gu, he wouldn't have chosen a professional doctor and unscrupulous Qiu Linggui among his four guardians.

"Isn't it often like a play? I don't want to die, so I don't bother to talk about it."

Xi Xiyao was so angry that she gritted her teeth: "Do you know, kid, the martial arts conference will be held in a few days, and you can't fight like this!"

"That can't be helped. You have all signed up for me. If you don't go, you can't do it. I'm prepared for this. The worst thing is that someone will be killed by mistake. You can just change to a decent leader. Best of both worlds.”

Xi Xiyao's whip came out with a "swish", and was about to whip Su Jing'an: "We want you to make friends with martial arts, not to send you to death!"

Seeing Xi Xiyao pull out his whip and whip it towards him, Su Jing'an bounced away from his seat: "I don't need so many friends, obviously it's good to stay in the church."

"It's really a child who can't be taught!"

Then everyone in the sect saw their leader running out of the hall after being chased by the guardian with a whip.

On the way, Su Jing'an met Hong Yu, and hurriedly asked her for help, but Xi Xiyao said that she wanted to beat someone more than Xi Xiyao, so she went back instead.

(End of this chapter)