I heard I'm the big villain

Chapter 93
Su Jing'an felt that being stared at twelve hours a day was already uncomfortable enough, but as a result, his internal strength was still blocked, and he couldn't do anything in the first place, so it was even more difficult now.

Because he didn't want to go out and receive the greetings from other people's strange eyes, Su Jing'an, who had nothing to do, meditated in the quiet room and tried to open the sealed meridians, but he found nothing.In the end, he opened his eyes and sat cross-legged in a daze.

In the past, she only knew that Lan Ge was a crazy and violent woman, but she never knew that she was good at using poison and Gu.It never occurred to her that the poisonous Gu that has plagued her for many years was actually set by her own hands.

It can be seen that Lan Ge's hatred for him has been formed since he was a fetus.He shouldn't have been born under the poisonous Gu, but he had no choice but to survive.

Su Jing'an guessed that Lan Ge didn't just seal his meridians, because every time he tried to use internal force to break open the sealed meridians, a heartburn would arise spontaneously and he had to stop.

It must have been poisoned.

It's not impossible to untie the meridian. Lan Ge did that in the hope that he would stay voluntarily, as long as he pleases her and let her know his intention to stay, but Su Jing'an didn't want to please her at all.

With the depression in his heart, it was impossible for him to yell out that mother.

To be honest, Lan Ge treats him pretty well now, but there is a purpose.

Nangong Shuhong is already 60 years old. Although he looks tough, he probably won't be too far away from abdication.

Although Lan Ge now has a stepson, Nangong Linqi and her have only been together for a year, and there is almost no mother-child relationship between them.Moreover, although Nangong Linqi has a great temper, his ability is not outstanding among the brothers and sisters.

If Su Jing'an hadn't come back, Lan Ge would have tried every means to help Nangong Linqi win the position of leader, but when he came back, the situation would be different.

No matter what, Nangong Linqi is someone else's child, and his ability is not outstanding, and Lan Ge doesn't guarantee that he can push him to the top. After all, there are many more brothers and sisters who are better than him.

But Su Jing'an is different. He is Lan Ge's biological child, and he has the necessary "holy son" status before becoming the leader of the leader. As long as he fights for it a little bit, the possibility of becoming the leader of the leader is very high.

Su Jing'an didn't want his status as the "Holy Son" at all, but Nangong Shuhong didn't ask him to return the Emerald Soul Jade, and he didn't plan to take back his identity for the time being, so even if he returned after a long absence, he was still the Holy Son of Linxuan Sect .

Every day in the church, Su Jing'an felt very harsh when he heard other people's Holy Son, Holy Son, but he was very willing that Nangong Shuhong would take back his identity and let others go.

Before returning to Xuanjiao, Su Jing'an really thought that his biological parents really had a deep relationship, but after returning, he found that Lan Ge was more of a self-intention.

Lan Ge saved his life not just because he wanted to continue the mother-child relationship.

She wanted Su Jing'an to fight for the position of leader of the Rinxuan Sect, so as to consolidate her position in the Rinxuan Sect.

There are so many women in Nangong Shuhong. If Lan Ge wants to stand on top all the time, it is not enough to rely on this unreliable husband. He also needs a son, Su Jing'an.

If her son is the leader of Lin Xuan Sect, her status as the leader's biological mother will be unmatched.The others in Nangong Shuhong will only look up to her and will not be underestimated.

It's hard to say whether she is right or wrong. She only had her husband and son in this place. If she didn't have a son and couldn't get the attention of her husband, she would have to die alone all her life.

Regarding her own mother, Su Jing'an sometimes felt that she was very pitiful, arrogant and afraid of being alone.When beating him before, he was the one with the bruised nose and swollen face. He didn't cry, but she cried by herself, which made him turn around to comfort her in fear.

In the past, he doubted himself every day whether he had done something wrong again, and he was always beaten a little every day, and a big beating every three days.Fortunately, I didn't die early.

Oh, it might be good to die early, and there are more pains than joys in being alive. If Su Lie hadn't accidentally rescued him and had to repay his kindness, even if he didn't have the poison, he might not have lived to this point.

Lan Ge wanted Su Jing'an to come back to be the leader of the Rinxuan Sect, but he had the will but was powerless - he is now the leader of the Puppet Sect, there is no balance between good and evil, how could he be the leader of the Rinxuan Sect?
I'm afraid that when the time comes, both sides will not benefit.

He doesn't care about death, but thinking of offending both good and evil, he will die badly at that time, and he feels guilty in his heart. He likes to die happily.

Su Jing'an stayed in the quiet room for most of the day, and he didn't get up to leave until his servants said that Lan Ge was looking for him.

Seeing Lan Ge after leaving the quiet room, Su Jingan asked nonchalantly, "What do you want from me?"

Since Su Jing'an returned to the church, he always had this very alienated attitude towards Lan Ge, and he never called her mother, and he couldn't say it.

Lan Ge looked at Su Jing'an who said, "If you have anything to say, I'm leaving if you have nothing to do", and tried to say something caring: "I heard that you have been in the quiet room for the past few days and don't go out very much, and you are still not used to the life in the teaching room. ?”

"It doesn't matter if you're not used to it, you can't leave anyway." Su Jing'an didn't want to act like a loving mother and filial son with Lan Ge, "If there's nothing else, I'll leave first, so I won't waste your time."

After Su Jing'an finished speaking, he turned around to walk away. When he turned around, Lan Ge asked him in a very disappointed tone: "You always reject mother like this. Mother really doesn't know what to do to make you forgive me."

Su Jing settled down, but didn't look back: "You are now the official wife of Linxuan Sect. No one dares to say that you are wrong. You don't need anyone's forgiveness."

"You really don't want to call me mother?"

"I don't want to."

As Su Jingan said, he continued to walk outside.

"What do I have to do before you will admit it?"

To be honest, when Su Jingan heard Lan Ge's question like that, his heart softened, but when he thought of some things, he felt very sad.Looking back at Lan Ge: "If you can return Aunt Jin to me, I will consider it."

"Are you angry with your own mother for a dead servant?"

If he hadn't seen Lan Ge's disgusted expression when he mentioned Aunt Jin, Su Jing'an wouldn't have wanted to say anything, but seeing her expression, the fire in his heart came out.

"When I was just born, I cried and cried. I destroyed my lacrimal glands with my own hands. Why didn't I think that I was a mother when I almost went blind? Every time I frantically strangled my neck and wanted to strangle me, I desperately When I beg you to let go, why don't you remember that you are a mother?"

As Su Jing'an said, he pointed at his back: "You haven't forgotten the burn behind me, right? You poured boiling water on it yourself. Whose mother would do such a thing to her own child?"

(End of this chapter)