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Chapter 191 Dust Sorrow (Please Subscribe)

"These bastards!" Pei Shu said coldly
"I still can't forget my father and their wanton and lewd smiles."

"I thought about it for a long time and didn't tell my mother. I just hid alone. Afterwards, as long as I heard his friends came to our house to play, I hid in the room. I stared blankly at the white wall, hoping that they would leave early. It would be best if Dad could go with them too."

"It's been a while." Su Bu wiped away his tears
"I've grown up a bit, and I'm more beautiful." When Subu said the word "beautiful", he didn't have the sense of superiority that other beautiful girls had, but was full of burdens..
"They actually came into my room and my dad was outside. I remember they said I was very attractive and then one of them threw me on the bed and he held both my wrists and I couldn't move. Then he was about to come down and kiss me and I was crying right then and there. I was really scared."

"I think he smells so bad, as he gets closer to me, his smell gets stronger"

Su Bu's hand-written book, which Peishu grasped tightly, was also afraid and even had the feeling of being on the scene, which is enough to prove how deeply this experience left a deep impression on Subu's heart.
"Just when I was desperate, my mother rushed in. She chased the bastards away, and I hid in her arms and cried..crying, I forgot how long. I just remember when I woke up When I came, I heard my dad and my mom had a big fight..."

"Then they divorced."

"It's time for a divorce." Pei Shu breathed a sigh of relief.This family is terrible
"I also thought they were divorced and I could have a new life. But this is just the beginning of the nightmare"

Pei Shu hugged Subu tightly.
"From then on, I really have no home. After leaving my father, I can only follow my mother back to her natal home"

"Going back to her mother's house" Pei Shu had some bad premonition in her heart
"Everyone in my natal family thinks I'm a beauty, and I caused my mother to get divorced. No one gave me a good face, grandpa, grandma, and a few uncles. Maybe this has something to do with them not supporting my mother marrying my father at the beginning. relationship. But what does this have to do with me, they even attribute all the reasons to me, secretly saying that when I grow up, I will be a..."

"It's a vixen." Subu choked up.
"This is too feudal." Pei Shu is now full of anger, how can these people be like this...
"My mother is alone and can't support me or herself. We can't live in my mother's house. But my mother was still pretty at that time, and she found my current father."

"I told you that my father is here to make jade, and the income is not bad. Then my mother came over. I was left in Hangzhou because I was studying, and I rented a house to live alone. She married him, and later With Xiao Qi. They formed a new family..and I”

"And I..." Subu smiled helplessly.
"Totally Alone"

"In those few years, I was very strong.. I was the same as other students, but every holiday, every Spring Festival. I was homeless and I dared not go to my classmates' homes. I was afraid to see their happy family and I have very few friends"

"But I heard from Xiao Qi"

"Well, my mother will give me money, but it's not convenient for her to come to see me. She said on the phone that she has to take care of her younger sister, and the store is very busy, so she can't get away. So I mustered up the courage and went from Hangzhou alone Come to Ruili, a border town in YN."

"At that time, Su Bu was only in the fourth and fifth grades of primary school. Other children might be afraid to stay at home alone, and maybe the teacher would praise him for writing a diary. But Su Bu was already alone. Although she mentioned it in one sentence, But the difficulties experienced in it are completely conceivable." Pei Shu is really distressed to death, not to mention that this girl is now his woman, even if any girl has such an experience, she will be extremely worried
"I'm here, but it's them as I said before. It's not my home at all, let alone my bed. My mother doesn't have much time to talk to me. She just asks me, what is it good for me to stay?" After a few days, I left..."

"I come here once a year. To see my mother.."

"But as the years passed, I gradually found that my new father looked at me more and more wrongly. Because I became more and more beautiful, and I dressed more and more like a big girl. When I came, He will find all kinds of reasons to stay in the same room with me, and he even dares to touch me."

Peishu looked at Subu with an unbelievable gaze, but now she is just talking about it, as if this story didn’t happen to her. Peishu even began to doubt.. I feel ashamed that I asked Subu just now. Is it right?
"I kind of guessed what he was trying to do. The little familiarity and kindness I had just established with him suddenly collapsed. And I was afraid, I was afraid of being seen by my mother. I was afraid of really becoming what they called a vixen, and I thought it must be I have thought a lot about how it will affect my mother.. I am afraid of everything, and then I dare not even think about it.”

Pei Shu suddenly remembered what Xiao Qi said, and her sister seldom came later
"I don't dare to come, and I avoid him when I come. I only come when I miss my mother very much."

"Very rarely, I will meet you later." Su Bu suddenly looked at Peishu affectionately..
"When I was with you, I was very happy and happy. I forgot a lot of troubles. At that time, I thought I could be with you all the time..." Subu said lonely
"I thought." Pei Shu's heart skipped a beat.
"The later, the less I dare to tell you about me, because I'm afraid... I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid... You know I'm a broom star, an unlucky woman. I'm a...unclean woman. "Actually, there was something Su Bu didn't say. The reason why she gave Pei Shu was to let Pei Shu know that her love for him was pure.And she was afraid that if she didn't talk about it, she wouldn't have the chance to say it again..
"No, don't think so. It's my reason for breaking up with you, and it's my fault." Peishu hugged Su Bu tightly, and Su Bu had given up too much in order to be with him.With her grades at the beginning, it was not worth going to a school in such a remote area with me, and it was all because of the "self" gambling that made her physically and mentally exhausted, and her heart was broken. Now Peishu is really aware of that. How important the self at that time was to Subu's heart.
"You just evaporated from the world, I can't find you no matter how hard I search." Subu's eyes filled with tears again
"Wait until the day I find you again"

"He died..."

(To be continued!)

　PS: I thought about the chapter name for a long time
　　
　
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