Comprehensive manga: daily UP master

Chapter 78 The monster inside the skull is whispering
When Gu Tong was looking through the buffet with Lu Mingfei and the others, he suddenly found a little text written in his mobile phone memo. He was deeply impressed that this was the text he wrote when he was disgusted by his relative for the first time.

Before some people judge others, can they reflect on themselves and think about whether everyone has the same conditions as you.

Not everyone is so lucky, why do some people seem to think that growing up in a normal mental state is a normal thing, and they are always so confident despite knowing nothing.

I have also seen twisted people, but they all have reasons. Unless it is extreme to a certain extent, it is understandable. Everyone can live their own lives, as long as they do not cause any unnecessary disgust for each other.

I can't understand why there are so many prejudices when someone has such deep malice even though they don't understand anything.

Yes you grew up healthy, nothing shit happened to you, you are lucky, so you can freely judge people who are more or less flawed, because you think you are whole, you don't think you have flaws.

But in fact, your flaw is that you are so fucking self-righteous and lack empathy and compassion. You have never experienced suffering. You grew up healthily and your parents paved the way for you, so you are always so arrogant and lack emotional intelligence. Like a giant baby.

I now feel that people who can express emotions intuitively are really amazing.

Why do people have to be mentally exhausted and use up their own energy needlessly? Those who disgust themselves will be disgusted and their heads will be smashed.

People can never empathize, and there will always be more ignorant and self-righteous bastards.

They stand on a high ground, judging arrogantly what they don't understand based on their limited experience and knowledge.

I'd love to rip them off to see how the person they're judging has struggled to get to this point, trying to keep himself sane and peaceful.

I just hope that one day this kind of reincarnation will come to them.

At that time, they would be able to understand the pain of being pinned to the ground, gagged with prejudice, and even roaring to the point of splitting their throats. No one can understand the pain.

Gu Tong wrote these words full of anger and cynicism at the time, but now he only sees this plain feeling: "It's so hot."

He was thinking about when his situation became so optimistic, and he even felt that the future was bright, and he became a lot less optimistic about those things. It is difficult for people to empathize with him, which is normal.

Life is not like a novel. You can't let others see your long and tormented experience page by page. Who can truly understand a person through a one-sided impression.

Why do you need others to understand you, and why do you try to deny other people's misunderstanding and prejudice against you? In fact, it doesn't matter.

Gu Tong looked at Lu Mingfei and Hui Liyi, his pupils dilated again, and he covered his forehead to avoid appearing strange in front of Lu Mingfei.

Qi Ya, who was sitting next to Gu Tong, seemed to have noticed it, but he didn't say anything, just glanced at Gu Tong, and continued to eat his fruit salad calmly.

Lu Mingfei has been taking care of Eliyi, fearing that this little monster will cause some trouble on this occasion, but Eliyi's table manners are well educated, even if he changes countries, nothing will happen.

After eating the buffet, Qi Ya walked with Gu Tong alone, and he asked casually, "So, what's wrong with you?"

Gu Tong replied perfunctorily: "Something happened, I didn't expect you to care about me?"

He was sure that only Chu Zihang and Lu Mingfei had watched the video of him in the Q&A session.

"Anyway, I also ate and drank so much with you for nothing, so I feel embarrassed if I don't care about it," Qiya Dadike said: "You should be able to see that the person named Chu Zihang cares about you very much, why not Tell him?"

Gu Tong said: "I don't want them to worry very much, and maybe it will be fine after a while, and there is no way to deal with it now, so let's put it aside for now."

Killua sighed: "You guys are so complicated. I miss Gon a little bit. That guy can only rush in his head. He really can't do it without me."

"He needs you," Gu Tong said with a smile: "After we go back, we will make a good reconciliation. Don't worry, you will have a happy ending."

"I apologize for the initial threat, after a while I found that you are quite reliable," Qi Ya tapped Gu Tong's shoulder, then put his hands back into his pockets and walked out of the hotel: "I'm going out for a walk. "

Gu Tong warned: "Your white hair is too conspicuous, don't go there for too long."

After Gu Tong returned to the hotel, he changed shifts with Chu Zihang to take care of Peter Parker. He turned on his laptop and watched the video he posted in the morning - I compete with death.

He made this video very hastily, because he couldn’t watch some of the scenes in the video, he edited a lot, and finally the overall impression of this video to the audience may become that kind of fragmented, thoughtful and frightening type.

Gu Tong left blanks in appropriate places. All the punishment stages gave clips before the execution of the punishment, and he edited all the subsequent scenes. Otherwise, he would definitely not pass the trial. The scene of being beaten was shown to so many people.

Gu Tong is very curious about the reaction of this video. After all, this is another video that breaks through the conventional style of the series. The disadvantage is that after deleting those pictures that are not reviewed, it becomes a bit commonplace.

The Russian turntable at the end is quite interesting. The clown robot handed the revolver to Gu Tong to turn it.

But what it didn't expect was that Gu Tong memorized the position of the bullet and the number of times he turned the wheel.

So from the beginning of the game of Russian roulette, Gu Tong has been firmly grasping the odds of winning. He knew that the sixth shot would definitely go off, and he was doomed to win from the very beginning.

Therefore, he could fire four shots without any worries in the middle.

That is not self-confidence without plan, nor is it a desperate gamble under despair.

But the absolute certainty of victory.

Every time Gu Tong watches this video, he can be sure that a monster seems to be awakened in his head. The effect mentioned is positive for the time being.

Gu Tong opened the video, and the video has already received 25 views in the morning. This view is definitely a bonus from the popularity accumulated in the previous videos, and the number of favorites has reached 5000.
"It's not bad, not too bad." Gu Tong raised his eyebrows, it's enough to have so many playbacks in one morning.

(End of this chapter)