Kindaichi of Kexue World

Chapter 381 The Past
I am Shino, and this is my story.

I had a relatively happy childhood. My father had a good income, which made our life very rich. Although my mother was not in good health, she spent a lot of time with me.

I also have a childhood friend, Jian Chiyong, who is a big silly boy. He wanted to be a hero and defend the world since he was a child.

Although he is childish, the two of us are very happy together.

At that time I was carefree and one of the happiest days of my life.

It's a pity that this kind of life didn't last long. When I was in junior high school, my family moved away because of my father's work, and left the small town full of happy memories.

My new home is in Hida City, Gifu Prefecture, a city with a high rate of preservation of ancient buildings. It does not look so modern, but it is quite antique.

It's a pity that I didn't have much chance to appreciate the great scenery here, because not long after I moved here, my father's company went bankrupt, and my family was burdened with a lot of debts.

Later, my father died in a car accident. The compensation and all the savings in the family barely paid off the debt.

Although there is no debt, my family has become very poor since then. Sometimes my mother and I both worry about not being able to eat.

My mother was in poor health, but managed to do odd jobs to keep me from starving.

In order to get rid of this tragic fate, I studied desperately. I firmly believed that reading could change my destiny, and I was finally admitted to the best high school in the county.

When my mother saw my high school admission notice, she had a rare smile on her face.

In order to see that smile again, I studied harder.

However, the world will not change because of my personal efforts.

My grades are the last in the class.

It's not because I'm stupid, but because... this school gathers elite students from all over the county, some of them are admitted by hard work like me, and some are real geniuses who can get grades without much study The good kind of school masters, but more of them are the children of rich people in the county.

When they were in middle school, they hired tutors to study all the high school courses by themselves. In high school, they only need to practice repeatedly to consolidate those knowledge.

They are one step ahead, one step ahead, and they even have time to eat, drink and be merry.

And I have no money and can only lose all my time.

I read every day, and spent all my time reading, with absolutely no friends or entertainment.

But even in this way, I can't catch up with those people at all, because I'm just a poor ordinary person, I don't have money to go to cram schools, and I don't have the brain to learn quickly.

This alone is already desperate enough, but what is even more desperate is yet to come.

There is a woman named Ayako in our class.

She is the eldest daughter of a capitalist, always self-centered and addicted to having fun.

Even so, her grades were at the middle-to-upper level in the class.

Once she invited all the students in the class to her party, but there was an English test the next day, which was my weakness, so I had to hurry up and study.

I declined the young lady's invitation in order to study, but I didn't expect that I would never be able to study again.

Ayako used her power to slander my reputation in school and called everyone to bully me.

She carved my desk full of obscenities, threw all my textbooks into the toilet, blocked me in the toilet and beat me...
There were quite a few people who didn't attend her party that day, why did they find me!

I questioned Ayako angrily, and what I got back was a beating and a sentence.

"Whoever bullied you, this is the delusion of being persecuted by you, a poor woman!"

By the way, some of those people are academic masters, some are rich, and some are men.

It's just me, poor, stupid, and a woman...
But I am not reconciled!

For this reason, I couldn't sleep all night, I couldn't keep up with my studies, my grades plummeted, and I became the bottom of the class.

At this time, my mother died of a serious illness.

She was not in good health, and now she still has to take care of this dilapidated home, and finally got tired and sick, and then passed away.

In the end, she couldn't laugh again.

But I don't know why, I even envy her a little bit, she is freed from this dirty and horrible world, and I still have to live on.

After my mother left, I lost my source of income and couldn't afford the tuition fees at all. In addition, my grades were down, so I had to drop out of school to work.

After leaving school, I breathed a sigh of relief, because I finally got rid of Ayako, the demon in the world.

But she is not the only demon in the world.

What kind of work can I do as a teenage dropout?

After trying the warmth and coldness of the world, I met a man.

His name is Senda Saruhiko.

He is an acrobat in an acrobatic troupe, has a stable and high income, and can talk sweetly. Although he is not tall and his description is average, this does not prevent me from committing myself to him.

I thought I had found my destination in life, but fate once again played a bad joke on me.

After that man found out I was pregnant, he immediately disappeared in front of me.

What vows, sweet words!

It's all bullshit!

Ha ha... I have learned to swear after years of ups and downs.

The support around me left, and I returned to my previous life, this time with a child.

Originally, I wanted to abort him, but the doctor told me that it might be due to indulgence during this period. If this child is not wanted, there will be no chance of pregnancy in the future.

After days of pain at home, I finally decided to have this baby.

Fortunately, I saved a little money before, so I wouldn't let the child sleep on the street after it was born.

The labor period is coming soon, I made an appointment for a check-up, but I waited for a long time and it didn't come to me.

I looked into the obstetrics inspection department curiously, and saw that it was full of people standing there, and they didn't dare to show their air, they just stood there quietly.

What are they for?

Soon I will know.

A name engraved in my soul, like a curse, reappeared.

It's Ayako!
She is pregnant too!

She was wearing cotton maternity clothes that were comfortable at first glance, and she was wrapped in a fur coat. Even a big belly couldn't stop the extravagance from rushing towards her face.

The group of people around the door of the obstetric examination room followed behind her step by step. They turned out to be a group of servants who could be called around.

She walked in the front, still looking domineering!
Ah~ Is this the life of the rich?

Later, I heard from the nurse who was chatting with me that Ayako is now married to a local wealthy family in Hida City, and she has already made a marriage contract, so she doesn't care about her studies or her future, and she started "playing" early.

Her future has long been decided, that is, the eldest wife of a rich family.

Damn, so envious!

Isn't it just a good father!

I hid in the corner and watched from a distance, my lips were almost bleeding.

His child will probably be born with a golden spoon in his mouth. His child will be well-clothed and well-fed in the future. He will never suffer from cold and hunger. He will receive the best education and have a bright and brilliant life!

look at me again...
I gently stroked my stomach.

Poor child, your future must be very unfortunate!

(End of this chapter)