Special Forces I Can Integrate All Genes

Chapter 179 The Nature of a Soldier

In He Chenguang's ward, he was lying on the bed, and sitting next to the bed was Director Xiao Tang.

The ward was very quiet, and neither of them spoke to each other. This situation lasted for about 10 minutes, and finally Tang Xinyi finally spoke.

"He Chenguang, are you going to never talk to me?"

"..."

"But this matter is not what you imagined?" Tang Xinyi frowned and said to He Chenguang.

"Then what should I imagine?"

This was the first sentence He Chenguang said to Tang Xinyi in the dilapidated room she came to.But Tang Xinyi suddenly didn't know how to answer.

Although she was indeed aware of this action, she was forced to do so.

"Why didn't you tell me? Do you know how uncomfortable I was in that situation? When I thought that the woman I loved was about to become someone else's woman, did you know that my heart was cut like a knife, and in that I can't do anything without it, I just stare at the damn screen."

He Chenguang said to himself at this time, but his tone also seemed extremely calm.

And it was this kind of calm that made Tang Xinyi blame herself for a moment. She knew that this time was a huge blow to He Chenguang.

She also knew that this matter would probably be unbearable to anyone, so she knew that this time he was sorry for He Chenguang.

"He Chenguang, I'm sorry, I know, it's useless for me to say anything now, but I still have to apologize to you and I hope you can forgive me!"

Tang Xinyi said painfully to He Chenguang at this time.

She has been very proud since she was a child, and never thought that there would be such a day. To be honest, when she knew this task in her heart, she refused it at the beginning.

Because she and He Chenguang have just been together, and she is also clear about what He Chenguang suffered before.

But even knowing all of this so what, this mission was ordered by Fan Tianlei, and Fan Tianlei also consulted with his superiors before executing it, although Tang Xinyi refused him at first, but in the end she was forced to accept because she was a soldier.

The nature of a soldier is to obey, so she has no choice. He knows that this matter is very cruel to He Chenguang, but she also knows that if this matter is successful, it will be a valuable experience for He Chenguang.

So she felt that she should try it no matter what, but she also thought about the consequences of the matter from the beginning, but when it really came to this time, she also felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart.

"Do you know how much I like you, do you know? Do you know how desperate I was when I heard that you were going to the octopus, how heartbroken I was at that time, I felt very helpless , I can’t even keep my beloved woman, and even let you take such a big risk, I also regret that I didn’t ask you at the beginning, if I asked you, maybe I would try my best to stop it.”

"Chenguang, don't be like this, all this is fake, this is a drill!" Tang Xinyi also felt very uncomfortable when she heard He Chenguang's words, and she didn't want He Chenguang to be so sad.

"I now know it's all fake, but what if it's not fake and it's real? So what? What if we all fall into the hands of the octopus this time? What if If I can't save you, what should I do?"

He Chenguang has never had such a sense of frustration since he was a child, and this time he felt deeply that he had not encountered many setbacks in his life, perhaps only Lin Xiaoxiao.

But later he felt that he was very lucky, that is, he was lucky to meet Tang Xinyi. He thought that Tang Xinyi would be the one to save him, but what happened this time made him a little scared.

Although he later learned that all of this was false, He Chenguang also imagined that if all of this was true, what would he do at that time?
He found that he didn't even have the courage to face the truth, and even saw that Tang Xinyi was sent to perform a mission, but he couldn't do anything. He found himself really helpless.

At this time, Tang Xinyi was also scared, and He Chenguang was thinking wildly, so he quickly comforted her.

"Chenguang, I know, this matter is a big blow to you, but I hope you don't think so much, because it can't be true, if it is true, I can't think You go and do this task."

"Why do you think you won't? Have you forgotten that you are a soldier?"

"I..." Tang Xinyi was speechless for a moment, she suddenly realized that He Chenguang was right, she was indeed a soldier.

Soldiers must carry out their orders, and this is their only way.

"Then what do you think now? Just because of this matter, do you have so little confidence in us? He Chenguang, if you tell me that you have no confidence now, then I will leave now!"

For some reason, Tang Xinyi was also very disappointed in him at this moment, obviously this matter has passed.

Moreover, Tang Xinyi didn't feel better than He Chenguang now, knowing that when he fainted, she had been guarding him in the hospital.But when He Chenguang woke up, he was full of accusations.

"You're always thinking about yourself, have you ever thought about how I feel? Do you think I'm willing to do this? I tell you, if it's true, I won't do it unless it kills me Because I will not betray you!"

Tang Xinyi's last words made He Chenguang feel better at this moment. In fact, he didn't intend to be angry with Tang Xinyi, but he couldn't get angry.Why did he have to be treated like this.

Although all this is false now, it is an unforgettable memory for him, and He Chenguang secretly vowed in his heart that he will never let this happen no matter what.

So at this time, he stretched out a hand, and then grabbed Tang Xinyi's hand. Tang Xinyi was a little surprised for a moment, and then looked at him suspiciously. At this time, He Chenguang said slowly.

"I'm sorry, I apologize to you. I just said those things that hurt you just because I was too disappointed in myself. If I were stronger, maybe such a thing would not have happened, but I just heard you say that, I feel very sad. Be happy, I will train harder in the future and won’t let this happen to you again!”

He Chenguang would never allow such a thing to happen again, so he vowed to treat Tang Xinyi well.

When Tang Xinyi heard this, she wept with joy, and all the unhappiness in her heart was swept away when she heard He Chunguang say such words just now.

(End of this chapter)