My soul of Douluo is Faker

Chapter 114 Mom Loves Me Again

"Enemies?"

Xue Qinghe first subconsciously showed an expression of "what the hell are you talking about", then thought of the role he was currently playing, and recovered his previous calm look for a second, "Xianghe, are you joking, a woman Why would you have a child with your enemy?"

Sang Hyuk sighed.

Xue Qinghe (Qian Renxue) raised this question, which is obviously another form of why not eat minced meat.

In other words, because Qian Renxue's status in the Spirit Hall was too high, and her mother was the supreme Pope, she never thought about the darkest possibility at all.Although Qian Renxue knew from Qian Daoliu that her parents were at odds, she whole-heartedly thought that it was a power conflict caused by a struggle for the throne, especially after years of fighting for power in the Tiandu Empire, she was even more convinced of this. No doubt.

Yet while she is familiar with purposeful intrigue, she knows little about the evils of human nature.

Xianghe felt that in order to make Bibidong work for him with peace of mind, Qian Renxue still had to be reminded, so that the mother and daughter could resolve their grievances in advance.

In the original novel, Bibi Dong's body is dead, and Qian Renxue's godhead is damaged. Although in the novel world, it can't compare with the death of Baguio, which can cut readers' hearts, but it is indeed a regret that many people can't let go of. .

Sang Hyuk, who has been behind the scenes for nine years, is finally planning to be a man.

"Brother Prince, please forgive me."

Xianghe intends to give Xue Qinghe a vivid example, "I heard that the fourth prince Xue Beng is reckless by nature, greedy for merit and lustful, and often bullies men and women. Everyone in Tiandou City knows this. Wrong?"

"It is true that Xue Beng has a surly personality since he was a child, and his father reprimanded him many times, but it was of no use at all. But since he was a young son, his father never severely punished him, and the emperor's uncle indulged him. lawless..."

When Xue Qinghe talked about Xue Beng, he looked distressed and angry, but in fact he was giving Xiang Hyuk eye drops, making it seem like he was the only one who could be trusted, "However, what does Xue Beng have to do with the problem I just had?" ?”

"Brother Prince, tell me, if a court lady in the palace is targeted by Xue Beng and insists on being lucky to her, is this a good thing or a bad thing for this court lady?"

"This..." Xue Qinghe was at a loss for words for a moment, after all, for ordinary maids, this is an opportunity to fly on a branch and become a phoenix.But when answering, he still considered it, "If she has ambition, it should be a good thing."

"Look, that's the problem with you big guys."

With a speechless expression, Xianghe raised his eyebrows and said jokingly: "You have been used to bossing around since childhood, and you feel that no matter what you do to those little people, it is their honor. This kind of glory is ordinary, let alone being "lucky" to a woman with no status. You stand too high, and you can't understand the minds of ordinary people. But in fact, no one wants to be forced to do anything by force majeure... ..."

Speaking of this, Xiang Hyuk suddenly narrowed his eyes and told a story.

"Actually, I only know of a woman who was touched by Xue Beng. Her story may inspire you a little bit. Would you like to hear it?"

"I've heard a lot of ridiculous things about Xue Beng, and it doesn't matter if there is one more." Xue Qinghe smiled slightly, but his forward movement betrayed his concern. Obviously, no matter whether he can grasp more of Xue Beng's crimes or answer his Doubts are enough to make him concentrate.

"Then I'll tell you. Of course, this woman is not a court lady, but a teaching assistant of Tiandou Royal Academy. She was born as a commoner. Apart from a boyfriend of a little nobleman, she has no one to rely on in the academy. However, Xue Beng doesn't care about these things. He half threatened and half forced to take her body, and gave her a lot of money in return. In your eyes, maybe Xue Beng did a good job. But because the woman hated Xue Beng deeply, and because I was ashamed of what happened before, so after breaking up with my boyfriend, I left the Heaven Dou Royal Academy."

"Leaving? Then where did she go?" Xue Qinghe heard the direction of the story, but he didn't think of it to himself for the time being.

But he already felt somewhere in the dark, as if a dark cloud was slowly approaching him, so that even the temperature of his blood dropped a lot.

A bad premonition arises spontaneously.

As if reminding him not to continue listening to this story...

"Later? Then the woman became pregnant."

Xiang Hyuk showed a natural expression, then looked into Xue Qinghe's eyes strangely, his voice was deep and gentle, as if possessing a special rhythm.

"Although you are not a woman, please imagine as much as you can now. If the seeds of the enemy take root in your body, your strength will be greatly reduced. Not to mention, you have to carefully endure the vomiting, pain and depression brought about by pregnancy every day. Mood, and it lasted more than nine months. Then after the child is born, how will you treat this child who has brought you endless torture?"

Seeing Xue Qinghe seemed to think of something, and his expression gradually became dull, Xiang He's voice continued to scratch his psychological defense line like the whisper of an ancient god.

Obviously at the beginning, Xiang Hyuk only wanted to be Naraku Uehara.

But now he felt like an inferior version of Hannibal.

"Don't you think of the man who defiled you every time you see this child? Because of him, you are forced to give up your life, cut off the relationship you manage, and endure both psychological and physical pain. Even the more similar the child is to that man, the more disgusting the child's appearance. As time goes by, as long as he hears the child calling himself mother, a trace of nausea will arise from the bottom of his heart, and everything he desperately wants to forget is repeated over and over again. Play it back in your head."

"...the more similar, the child... the more hateful..."

"From the bottom of my heart...disgusting..."

"Over and over... replay..."

These keywords, like anti-armor shells, continuously bombed the barrier that Xue Qinghe had formed for many years to isolate emotions.

However, endless memories began to be automatically displayed in his brain like evidence, as if to support Xiang Hyuk's statement.

Xue Qinghe's throat trembled, and Xiang Hyuk's description made him unable to escape, and once again he recalled his mother's indifference towards him. What if the reason behind this indifference was the same as that of the woman forced by Xue Beng?

Yes, my own mother was supreme, but she hadn't always been supreme.

She was humbled too.

At that time, his father was the Pope, and his mother was his student. Although the status was not as different as that between Xue Beng and that woman, if—only if—a Titled Douluo wanted to force himself to be a student of Soul Sage, it would be very easy. easy...

He doesn't even know why he thinks this way, but this thought just appeared, and it's not under his control at all!

The endless information began to piece itself together in his mind, reminding him of another event.

Judging from the information he has collected over the years, his mother once had a lover named Yu Xiaogang, but later her mother drove him out after becoming a saint. This incident once became evidence of her mother's cold talk.

It was a very difficult piece of gossip. It was not Wuhundian who told him about it, but one time when he was drinking and chatting with Yu Tianheng, he happened to see a paper published by Yu Xiaogang in a magazine, so he mentioned such a thing. thing.

At that time, he didn't believe it at all, who was his mother, how could he fall in love with a trash who would not exceed level [-] for life?This should be the slander of the Blue Lightning Overlord Dragon Sect against his mother!It must be so!

However, after Xue Qinghe investigated Yu Xiaogang's records in the Wuhun Palace, after many inquiries, he found out that it was true.

At the time he thought he had discovered his mother's secret: her cruelty was aimed at everyone, not just him.That thought made him feel a lot better.

It wasn't until just now that he realized that this was not the case at all!

Xue Qinghe's eyes trembled, and he suddenly thought of the time when Yu Xiaogang was driven away, after all, there is a record in the Wuhun Palace.

Just nine months before my birthday! ! !

Could it be... Could it be that...

Do not!This is impossible!

Must be a coincidence!

Must be a coincidence!

Through Nicole's ability, Xiang Hyuk could clearly feel the violent ups and downs of Xue Qinghe's mood, so he hurriedly struck while the iron was hot, and continued:
"Continue to tell the story just now. After the woman gave birth to the child, she was once moved to kill her."

Xue Qinghe felt that his breathing had stopped.

If back then... then did my mother have any intention of killing herself?

"But it is her own child after all. It is the instinct of all mothers to love her cubs. But on the other hand, the child's eyebrows and hair color are very similar to Xue Beng, so whenever she sees the child's face , she would think of the most humiliating and painful day in her life. In the end, she couldn't stand the suffering and decided to send the child to the Enjing Group's institution for orphans."

Xue Qinghe continued to substitute himself into it very naturally.

He has the same hair color as his father, the same martial spirit, and his facial features are very similar to his grandfather's.In other words, the appearance of the Qian family is similar to the statue of the angel in the enshrinement hall.

If the assumption just now is true, then there is a reason for her mother's indifference and even disgust towards her.

Moreover, I was raised by my grandfather since I was a child, and I hardly saw my mother.When I asked where my mother was when I was a child, my grandfather would say that my mother was busy to prevaricate her.

But mother is obviously so kind to Hu Liena!

On the other hand, everything about his father was told by his grandfather.

Thinking back now, every time my grandfather mentioned my mother, he would call her the best Pope of the generation with deep admiration.

At that time, Qian Renxue was thinking, since her mother was the best, where would grandpa put her father?
However, when he mentioned his father, his grandfather always spoke vaguely, and he never looked at himself with the kind of pride in his eyes. Occasionally, there would be some regretful expressions, but that was all.

In just a few scenes, the perfect image of the father in the fantasy was instantly full of flaws and shattered!

Now, these details that Xue Qinghe didn't take seriously in the past have all become evidence that hints at something!

Xue Qinghe clenched his fists, trying to drive these thoughts out of his mind, but the result was like a fisherman who opened the door to drive away seagulls, but instead let more seagulls in.

Xiang He looked at Xue Qinghe's appearance, the corner of his mouth curled up in satisfaction, and launched his final blow.

"On the day she sent the child, I happened to be inspecting the institution. After careful questioning, the woman told me the whole story. I understand her. After all, the child is like a tree that grew out of it. It reminds me of the painful experience I don't want to recall all the time."

"Sounds like a smart choice."

Xue Qinghe raised his head, his eyes were dull, his tone was a little dry, and there was a trace of pain between his brows, "If you take the child with you, you won't be able to live at all..."

In general, Xue Qinghe's guilt and frustration were written all over his face.

It was obviously something that hadn't been confirmed, but he seemed to regard it as a fact.

As long as he thought of the pain and entanglement that his mother might feel, he felt that no matter what Bibi Dong did to him, he deserved it.

Sang-hyuk interrupts his guilt however.

"You don't think that's why she sent the baby here?"

"Is there any other reason?" Xue Qinghe didn't understand why Xiang He asked this question, didn't he already explained it very clearly just now.

"Brother Prince, people's motives are very complicated, and my story is not finished yet."

Sang Hyuk made a gesture of recalling with emotion, "When the staff took the baby away and we were the only ones left in the room, she suddenly started crying. I thought it was because she finally got rid of her nightmare , so she wept with joy. But she cried so sadly, so reluctantly..."

"I asked her, since she was reluctant, why did she send the child away? Do you know what she said?"

Xue Qinghe didn't know whether it was out of emotion or what was going on, her eyes were red as if painted with blood, and she was a little bit girlish when she spoke, crying softly, "What did she say?"

"She said that the most important reason for sending the child here is because she understands that her heart is not strong enough. She knows that she can't take revenge on Xue Beng, and she will inevitably take revenge on the child. If she doesn't send him away, sooner or later, she will face This kid is doing terrible things."

At this point, Xiang Hyuk sighed, "Anyway, this is my mother."

"So," Xue Qinghe's voice trembled, "Is she actually sending the child away to protect the child?"

"It's up to you what you think. As I said before, people's motives are very complicated. Just like the emotion for a person, you can continue to hate him while loving him, or you can continue to hate him while hating him. Love him at the same time. But sooner or later, one of them will overcome the other, because one cannot live in conflict all the time."

After Xianghe finished speaking, he looked at Xue Qinghe with some concern, and handed over the napkin box on the table, "Brother Prince, are you okay, why are you crying out of nowhere?"

Xue Qinghe took the paper, "No, I was just moved by this story."

However, no matter how many times he wiped it, the tears still flowed out uncontrollably.

For no other reason.

He also understood one thing at this moment, maybe his mother hated him, but it didn't mean that his mother didn't love him at all.

After so many years, he finally found a possibility.

The only thing he has to do now is to find out whether the whole story of the year is as he guessed.

　I originally planned to finish this paragraph in [-] words, and then write about Tang Hao's side.

　　As a result, after finishing writing, it was 3100.

　　So I modified it again, 3500.

　　With a final slap on the forehead, I simply expanded the level to 4200.

　　I am a writer without self-control.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)