Take the earth to enshrine the gods

Chapter 110 Testimonials on the shelves (Salted fish also have dreams)
PS: This is not a serious testimonial on the shelves. If you can persist in seeing this from Chapter 1, you have not died from the poison, which proves that the poison resistance is very strong, and you can continue.

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Well, this is the fourth new book this year.

With "Online Games: Global Online", Sheng Xiao completed the transformation from a pure rookie to a Lv5 high-quality author, and her subconscious mind swelled.

Confidently transitioning to the city, uploading the rural farming article "I can't farm like this", wrote 12 words, and looked at it very high, but the result was far below expectations, and it was cut.

Following the transition to science fiction, I wrote "Wasteland Country", but God made a bigger joke, and the results were not as good as "I Can't Farm Like This".

Because I cut a book, it hurts, and I dare not cut it casually. I have been waiting for the new book issue for nearly three months, which is really long.During the period, in order to get a better grade, Sheng Xiao turned down his face and begged the editor, and finally got a strong push to put it on the shelves.

The result was even worse. At that time, I had the heart to jump off the building.

Before "Wasteland Kingdom" was put on the shelves, I thought the worst thing was that the collection couldn't increase. After it was put on the shelves, I realized that what's even worse is that the collection ratio broke through the lower limit, which completely trampled you to death.

Really, at that time, I felt that the whole person was pressed in the mud, and life was worse than death.

The first bit of swelling, that bit of pride, and that bit of self-confidence have long been torn apart by the bloody facts, and the rest is only embarrassment and self-doubt.

During that time, I kept asking myself a question: "Am I not suitable for writing novels? Maybe the success of "Global Online" is just accidental, a fluke?"

The whole person is autistic.

Insomnia, restlessness, madness.
What's more painful is that, as a man, I can't express these emotions, and I can't even show them on my face, because I don't want to spread this bad emotion to my family.

That's a coward.

Anyway, life has to go on, Sheng Xiao still has to support a large family, still has to pay off the mortgage, and still has to earn money for milk powder for her daughter, how can she give up?
Writing a book is a life ideal that I have finally made up my mind to establish. If I give up, it will be a betrayal of the ideal and a great negation of life.

Do you really have any ideals these days?

some.

I came into contact with online novels in the third year of high school. The first book was "The World of Online Games". Before that, I was a good student and a top student in the eyes of my family, neighbors, and friends.

But "The World of Online Games" opened a magical door for me. The magnificent, wonderful, and magical experience is as exciting and intoxicating as discovering a new world.

This is a completely different experience from the previous literary works such as "Dream of Red Mansions", "Ordinary World", "Norwegian Forest", and I was poisoned immediately.

Then there are "Ethereal Journey", "Zhu Xian", "Legend of Little Soldier", "The Lonely Master", "Zichuan", "Children of Light", "Desecration"...

Although these books have different styles, they all show a world full of imagination.

After I went to college, I was once silent and unable to extricate myself from the exploration of this novel world. Staying up late to read novels became a common occurrence, and I was completely obsessed.

I think this is the charm of online literature and the initial touch and experience it brought me.

It is this kind of constant cutting that made me finally pluck up the courage to type "Online Games: Global Online" on the keyboard after working for four years, to weave my own dream world.

From then on, life will go to another bifurcation.

The preparation time for "Online Games: Global Online" was less than half a month. As a newborn, I actually made my way out like this, won the approval of some readers, and got my first draft fee in my life.

So, what reason is there to give up?

The editor never apologized to me, and even said that he took good care of me. Whether it is urban coke or sci-fi expeditions, they are very interesting to me. For this, I can only be grateful.

Readers never let me down.

Tears have run aground, Jiangnan V Myth, Tong Tong's Boss, Ermao Watermelon, Ji Ying Fox, The Simplest, He Buddha, Mirror Wu, Kuo Ai Ru Me, etc., there are too many, every time I open a new book, I can see it these familiar names.

Although some people left, some people stayed after all.

For those who stayed behind, apart from being grateful, I think I have an extra layer of responsibility, and I can no longer let you down. What right do I have to consume this kind of trust?

After the end of "Wasteland Country", I prepared a new book for two months.

I was afraid of the transformation, so I went back to the game in embarrassment, found my boss, my editor Ni Loach, and handed in the manuscript for a new book. Well, it wasn't this one, it was called "The Battle around the Island".

Readers in the group may know that it is the new book of the concept map.

This time it was even worse.

Boss Loach directly shot "Risk of the Island", and didn't even have the chance to upload it. One or two months of hard work was in vain.

Although it is said that a man does not flick his tears lightly, but at that time he really wanted to cry.

But no.

Since the completion of "Global Online", more than half of 2018 has passed in a blink of an eye. This year, apart from the remaining royalties for the old books, the new books have basically brought no income.

If it wilts any longer, it will eat soil.

Therefore, it took another month to prepare and dig out all the things at the bottom of the press box, and only then did "Take the Earth to Confer the Gods".

To be honest, when I was writing "Fengshen", I felt like I was alive again, and the feeling when I was writing "Global Online" seemed to come back.

A friend said that only when the author is excited about writing and writing, can the readers be excited.I think this should be a good sign.

But in the end, the preparation was hasty, and many details were not considered clearly. In the eyes of some readers who don't understand Sheng Xiao's style, "Feng Shen" has many poisonous points.

I went back and read it myself, and there were indeed some things that I didn’t handle well.

But I am confident. After all, "Fengshen" has just started, and the story behind it is still long. Some bugs can be slowly filled in later.

The point is, in "Fengshen", I regained the feeling of creating a world, which was the basis that supported me in writing novels.

I got back to basics.

At midnight tonight, "Fengshen" will be on the shelves. The data of recommendation votes, book reviews, chapters, rewards, etc. are all bleak. I don't have any high expectations anymore.

Regardless of the final results of "Feng Shen", I will never give up this time, even if I eat dirt, because I believe that it is good and will get better and better.

For good things, don't be afraid to wait.

Good but flawed things need time to temper and brew, and it will be a good wine in the end. I firmly believe in this.

This year has experienced too many ups and downs. Looking back, those difficulties and setbacks have become part of life, so there is no need to worry and blame yourself.

Persevere and look forward.

Countless masters have talked about the importance of "persistence" in interviews, but how many of them can really do it?In the whirlpool, who can truly escape?

In addition to sticking to the codeword, you must also be firm in your heart.

In this year, consciously or not, I have also witnessed too many colleagues, new books hit the street, new books were published, and then hit the street, struggling like me.

The reasons for this are complex.

Perhaps the industry has become impetuous, and in a year or two, the general environment has also changed.

They all want to make quick money.

Of course, the purpose of writing books is to make money, and we are not sour literati, but if we only write books for the purpose of making money, perhaps, it will not be easy to make money.

After all, there are only a small group of people standing on the top of the pyramid.

Our eyes can stare at the top of the pyramid, but our feet must step on the ground, go deep into the soil, and write down steadily and with peace of mind.

Because it is ideal.

Finally, I would like to thank the boss Loach, who has been recommended all the way, and I deserve it, thank you! !

Thanks to the old readers who have never left, thank you! !
Thanks to the new readers who can not be poisoned and see the testimonials on the shelf, thank you! !
Books are the author's children. Who doesn't want their children to be recognized by more people?If you can, please support the original version and give "Fengshen" a subscription, thank you very much.

Thanks! !
PS: I wrote this testimonial at three o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't sleep, I babbled a lot of nonsense, and I didn't know what to say, so I should just laugh it off.

that's all.

(End of this chapter)