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Chapter 199 Death Note
Ten years of waiting silently, what have you got in exchange?
I have been alone for more than ten years, just waiting for a wave of your eyes to come.

When I was admitted to Yenching University, I was very excited, not because I have been so successful since then, but because I have become your idol.

You said that you like boys who are better than you, but when I was admitted to Yenching University, you thought I was better than you.At this time, you also made a promise to me, as long as I wait for you in the university for four years, you will also come to this school.You'll be with me when we both graduate.

I believed it because it was a promise. It was the only promise you made to me.

However, it backfired, I was too naive.You are a snake, and even if I have a cage and I imprison you, you are still a cold-blooded animal.

On the first day you came to the university, your promise actually collapsed. I noticed that you began to pay special attention to Li Ze at that time.

Mid-Autumn Festival Poetry Festival, your coldness to me made me finally realize that your promise has collapsed.I've been waiting for you for more than ten years, only to wait until you don't want to eat or drink for another man.

If you knew it would be like this, why did you promise me in the first place?Still so convincing?
I wanted to leave this world, not because the person I loved fell in love with someone else, it was normal after all.

But because you lied to me so miserably, it turns out that for more than ten years, I have been a spare tire in your heart.It's because your promise is actually equivalent to farts.

I am a coward, and I don’t have the guts to go to you and ask you in person, because you made it very clear on the phone the day before yesterday, and you told me not to pester you anymore.

Zhang Bingling, you live up to your name. This name makes me feel so cold at this moment.

After waiting silently for more than ten years, it collapsed into ashes in an instant, and the spiritual support in my heart was gone.And you and I are cousins, I feel that I will never be able to face you in the future, so why not... just leave like this.

At this moment, I don't hate you, I don't love you.

But I know that my death will cause huge waves, hahaha, I want to use this way to let others know our story.And this, I think, is the only thing that a cowardly person like me can do in my life, and it is also the last thing.I don't find this thing cowardly...

After reading Zhang Yifan's suicide note, Li Ze sighed lightly, really not knowing what to say.The so-called deep love and deep hatred, this is the true restoration, right?

Zhang Yifan got into a corner and didn't come out, so he died.Before he died, he did a big thing...

Li Zewei smiled wryly. Zhang Yifan was actually just a small character when he was alive, but when he died, he immediately became a blockbuster.

Not only do they want to trap Zhang Bingling and let her live in the shadows forever.I have to entrap myself, so that my billions of dollars in investment and my fledgling business will be strangled in the cradle.

So, to put it another way, Zhang Yifan was worthless when he was alive, but worth billions after he died.

Li Ze returned the suicide note to Director Yang, walked outside the funeral parlor, squatted on the steps, lit a cigarette and smoked silently.In fact, I don't hate Zhang Yifan in my heart.

I can't say why, but Li Ze only has sympathy for Zhang Yifan. In a common saying, he fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved.

Thinking of Zhang Yifan, Li Ze thought of Shiqing again.After reading this suicide note, Li Ze's understanding of love has deepened, and now he wants to embrace his teacher so much.I don't know the reason, but I was afraid that those words would come true: there was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it.

"Do you think the contents of this suicide note are helpful to you?"

Director Yang said.

Li Ze glanced at him and said with a wry smile: "What's the use of this? Director Yang, you may not understand word games, the media reporters are the best at it. Although I was shot lying down, but...forget it, cause and effect retribution."

"What karma?"

Li Ze hesitated to speak, and smiled wryly in his heart. If he hadn't been slapped in the face by Bai Yang's praise during the college entrance examination, and if he hadn't used Zhang Bingling to hype his ability in the later interviews, maybe things would not have progressed like this. ?
So, karma repays you.If you are not contaminated by the cause, where will the effect come from now?

"Director Yang, let's go."

"Ok."

Sending Director Yang back to the police station, before getting out of the car, Director Yang said: "By the way, I believe you can handle this turmoil. Since your debut, it seems that you have never disappointed anyone."

Li Ze smiled at him and said nothing, but the bitterness in his eyes made Director Yang speechless.

Only Li Ze knew the outcome of the matter. He had no ability to handle this matter, and no matter how brilliant a public relations company was, it would be impossible for him to handle such a difficult problem.

Because I have been in the limelight recently, how many people are waiting to pull me off?The power of the masses is great, and Li Ze deeply understands this.And after their fueling, this matter will also become public opinion in the society and become a new topic.

Did you handle it yourself?Can't handle it.

Li Ze drove instead of going back. He went to Yenching University.

Parking the car in an inconspicuous corner of the school gate, Li Ze dialed Zhang Bingling's phone, and was connected after only one ring. Zhang Bingling's tone was very excited:
"Hey, Li Ze, you finally called me back."

Li Ze listened to Zhang Bingling's voice and said calmly: "I'm at the south gate. Come find my car and let's chat."

"Okay, I'll come right away."

"..."

Today, Zhang Bingling is dressed up very beautifully, with light makeup and a messy mid-part hairstyle. Because it is autumn, she also wears a coat, which is a kind of wild and beautiful leather jacket.If she changes her mid-section hairstyle into a ponytail, how can she not remind people of a motorcycle beauty?
Skillfully opened the co-pilot of Li Ze's car, Zhang Bingling sat in, glanced at Li Ze, and said with red eyes, "Li Ze, I'm afraid."

Li Ze tilted his seat back, leaned back, lit a cigarette, closed his eyes and said calmly, "What are you afraid of?"

Zhang Bingling suddenly grabbed Li Ze's hand, but Li Ze didn't resist and let her hold it.Zhang Bingling then said: "Zhang Yifan committed suicide, he died. But he said in his suicide note that his death was because of me. Why do you say that he is so shameless? He killed him. Why did he write in his suicide note? Fuck me? Will I become a murderer?"

Li Ze opened his eyes and looked at her coldly, and said, "So this is what you are afraid of, so you don't have to worry."

Zhang Bingling nodded, looked at Li Ze and said, "You understand the law, will I be fine? Tell me!"

Li Ze laughed and said, "Yes, the law will not come after you."

After saying that, Li Ze suddenly changed his tone: "But Zhang Yifan's ghost might be there."

(End of this chapter)