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Chapter 71 Fighting over the Buddha
After Xu Laoza put on the headset, he took a few deep breaths, as if he wanted to adjust his state to the best.But in fact, it was because he had seen Li Ze's speech at the opening ceremony. Li Ze had this gesture and expression before the speech. Xu Laozha felt that this was very handsome, with a deep charm.

He is very confident. He thinks that he wrote this prose poem very beautifully. Because he was drunk last night and brought his junior to the hotel, he recited this poem by himself. The junior immediately looked at him with hazy eyes. up.

Xu Laoza didn't want to know whether her hazy eyes meant she was drunk, or that she was fascinated by his poems. Xu Laoza thought that she was fascinated by his poems. Since she was fascinated, It's not in vain.So it was a matter of course.

It is precisely because of last night's precedent that Xu Laoza is very confident in his 'original' prose poems.

Li Ze stood with Professor Wan with a smile all over his face, and without speaking, he just looked at Xu Laoza with a smile on his face. Looking at his movements and postures, it seemed that he really had a feeling of "you do what you want and I'll watch".

But this kind of appearance inexplicably made Professor Wan feel a little angry in his heart, and said in a low voice: "I don't believe you can't even write a prose poem."

Li Ze shrugged and said with a smile: "So what if you can write? What if you can't? Why do I have to compete with superficial people? Professor Wan, I don't really like people who are unequal now. Competing with rivals is meaningless and also very boring.”

"But seeing him recite something that you can't read in your place, isn't there something wrong with you?"

Li Ze watched his nose, nose and mouth carefully and said, "It should be calm."

"What is supposed to be? You should be only eighteen or nineteen years old this year. How can young people endure this kind of scene? Li Ze, I feel angry and ashamed for you. Because of what you can't read, he stood by you Read it for you in the place where he is, and everyone knows that he is not half as good as you."

Li Ze smiled: "It's long past the age when you look at everything and get angry, Professor Wan, I feel like you are a child, why do you have to compete with boring and superficial people? So what if you win ? Does it make sense? I'm not interested anyway."

Professor Wan opened his mouth speechlessly, and said, "I think you look like an old man."

"Haha, let's change our identities."

"..."

The two of them were talking, but Xu Laozi suddenly turned around with a frown, pointed at Li Ze and said, "Li Ze, you can't read it yourself and don't allow others to read it? Can you stop making noise there? It's up to me. I know you're upset, young people, understand, but those who are capable will prevail, and you can't, so just stand aside and learn quietly."

Li Ze was stunned for a moment, then smiled apologetically: "Hehe, I'm sorry, I shut up."

"Humph!"

Xu Laozha snorted coldly, then turned around and continued to brew.

However, the students are already impatient with waiting, do you still want to read it?Standing in front of the lectern, he just cared about posing. How long have you been waiting?

At this time, Professor Wan seemed to be talking to himself and said: "I feel that you are elusive and change a little too fast. When you first entered the classroom, you were still a child, and you could argue with Xiao Xu there. , can be angry, and still want to deal with him. But for some reason, you suddenly lost interest in everything, and you are so calm, which is actually not good, you are still a child. "

Li Ze was startled, is that so?it seems to be like this.Why do I have this psychological change?

That's right, my previous self was like a hedgehog, whoever provoked me would stab me.But now I don’t seem to be in the mood to fight everyone, and I’m not interested in those insults, ridicules and sarcasm, just like what Han Shan Wen Shideli said: only tolerate him, let him, let him, avoid him, bear him, and respect him. He, don't pay attention to him, just watch him in a few years.

This is a profound Zen concept of Buddhism, but Li Ze asked himself, is it really good for this kind of state to appear in a young man?
"Forget about the past—sometimes I am like fireworks. After a displacement, it shatters to pieces..."

When everyone was about to get impatient, Xu Laoza finally started to recite prose poems, and Li Ze also stopped his inner exploration, and listened carefully to Xu Laoza's poems:

I also want the north wind to blow and sway to the most beautiful place.

It's a pity that in the end, I couldn't resist at all.

Is it mine or not, I don't really care.The deeper the night, the more confused...

I hope that in my world, spring flowers bloom everywhere.But God will not give me everything so extravagantly.

well.Whoever has true feelings will go to comfort.

well.Really thought it could be perfect.

So, I've been wronged
, you can do whatever you want.

After reading a poem, Xu Laoza made a gesture of embracing the sky with his hands, his eyes fascinated.However, the students basically did not respond...

It's just that a few of the girls' expressions were a little moved, with a sympathetic and pitiful look.

Xu Laozha bowed: "Thank you, I have finished reading my prose poem "I Have Been Hurt by the World"."

'Clap clap clap'

There were sporadic applause.

Professor Wan sighed with emotion:
"Well, I actually hate this kind of prose poem. It's pretentious, and there are only two words in the whole poem - hypocritical. The words are gorgeous, but there is no thought in essence. If we want to talk about thoughts, then there is only one: he lacks love and wants to Make yourself pitiful through a poem to win sympathy from others. I hate this kind of pretentious prose poem, because the artistic conception of prose poem is actually majestic and does not bow to anything. Yes To be free is to dare to fight against anything."

Li Ze nodded thoughtfully, his eyes brightened a little, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Seeing that no one responded to what he said, Professor Wan patted Li Ze: "Hey, I'm talking to you."

Li Ze turned to look at Professor Wan: "Professor Wan, prose poetry is actually a kind of spiritual food, right?"

"Yes, it's spiritual food."

"By the way, Professor Wan, do you know that fighting defeated Buddha? Do you know the story of a monkey who was crushed by mountains for 500 years? He has been silent for 500 years, but some people still call him the Great Sage!"

Professor Wan was stunned: "What monkey? What great sage? What are you talking about?"

Li Ze looked up at the ceiling, not knowing where his thoughts were wandering, but he suddenly realized something.Isn't the compressed space and the endless task like a Wuzhi mountain?Aren't the villains who jumped out along the way the ghosts and goblins on the way west?

The monkey has been alone for 500 years and has not lost heart.Why do I feel so tired after fighting so many times?Is this a sign of frustration, or a sign of powerlessness?Or, I am a little afraid of the future path, so that the cowardice in my heart gives me an excuse not to fight?

(End of this chapter)