It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 103 Cold But Not Cold
The dinner was as quiet as ever, even the two assistants at the other table were chatting and laughing, but Xu Lai and Lin Yuner didn't laugh as they imagined.

However, the two of them didn't really stop talking, it's just that compared with the two assistants who had so many topics, their place is much quieter.

Perhaps what the two of them said the most was:

"Try this, it tastes very good."

"The meat is very tender and delicious."

"If you finish eating here, would you like to try mine again?"

"Don't look at it, eat it quickly! It may not taste good when it gets cold."

"Ah."

……

It's not like a man and woman chatting with each other who are interested in each other, it's more like two food friends, but it's a little different, because Xu Lai will look at Lin Yuner for a while while eating, as if watching her eat look.At this time, Lin Yuner would cover her mouth while eating with her hands, and then mutter impatiently to tell Xu to eat, don't look at her.

At this time, Xu Lai would look at Lin Yuner again, then smile at her, and lower his head to eat his own food like Lin Yuner.

The scene is extremely harmonious, like a couple.

But both of them knew in their hearts that they weren't and couldn't.

It's the same thing when eating with Lin Yoona. Every time they wait until they are almost done eating before they talk more.

"Senior, are you ready?" Xu Lai looked at Lin Yuner who was wiping her lips with a tissue, sat up straight, pursed the corners of her mouth, and asked Lin Yuner.

Xu Lai remembers a saying: When a girl really eats well, it’s not when she says she’s full, but when she starts to refill her lipstick.

"Well, but you have to wait for me a moment." Lin Yuner threw the tissue to wipe her lips into the trash can, took out the lipstick and mirror from her bag, turned her back to Xu Lai, and quickly made up for the fact that she was eaten. The part that fell off, then pursed his lips carefully, and turned around, "It's all right now."

Seeing the same lipstick on Lin Yuner's lips, Xu Lai couldn't help but smile.

"Tell me." Lin Yun'er couldn't help smiling when she saw Xu Lai's upright posture, as if she wanted to see what Xu Lai wanted to do, without panic at all.

He couldn't even understand an intimate scene with her, so would he dare to confess his love to her?

"I have something for you." Xu Lai said, and under Lin Yuner's gaze, he turned on his mobile phone, connected his own bluetooth headset, and handed one of the headsets to her.

"Do you want me to listen to something?" Lin Yuner took the earphones, inexplicably looking forward to it.

Is it to let her listen to the song or to listen to what he said that he was embarrassed to say in front of her?
Thinking of the latter point, Lin Yuner put aside the most likely point that Lin Yuner first thought of, thinking that if Xu Lai really wanted to say something that he was afraid he would say wrong in front of her, how would she respond?

She is not a person who changes positions so easily, and there are some things that should be said but still have to be said, if Xu Laizhen does that.

Putting the earphone into her left ear, Lin Yuner watched Xu Lai slide to an audio station, and then clicked play, Xu Lai's singing voice and guitar sound jumped out of her ear together.

It's been lonely
i feel alone

Trying to get your attention from a thousand miles away
Trying to divert your attention from thousands of miles away

And you know me, always overthinking the worst possibilities
you know i always think the worst

……

Lin Yuner lowered her head slightly, raised her eyes to look at Xu Lai after hearing the music, and then continued to appreciate Xu Lai's audio seriously.

The sound quality is not particularly good, and occasionally you can hear noises. It can be seen that this is a hasty work, not an audio recorded from a serious recording studio, but Xu Lai's timbre and guitar timbre have not been affected. The noise did not prevent Lin Yuner from enjoying the song.

I don't mean to be desperate, or pretend that I'm not torn
I don't want to be disheartened, but I can't pretend to be strong
But I don't want to let go of the things that keep me warm
I don't want to lose everything that can save me

Without you I'm just cold
Losing you just makes me fall into the abyss
……

More than three minutes of a song passed quickly, the music stopped, and Lin Yuner heard Xu Lai's obviously approaching gasp, and then took off the earphones.

"How do you feel?" After the song ended, Xu Lai began to ask about Lin Yuner, the audience.

"This is... a new song you haven't released, right?"

"Yeah, right." Xu Lai nodded, and then said, "I want to ask your opinion. This song is related to you."

"It's related to me?" Hearing this, Lin Yun'er couldn't help but look serious, she began to suspect that Xu Lai wouldn't say that this song was written for her, right?

So naive and corny...

"Yes."

"Why do you say it's related to me?" Lin Yuner still wanted to pretend to be stupid.

"When I was photographed that day, senior, didn't you ask me if I was inspired? This is it." Xu Lai smiled at Lin Yun'er.

Lin Yun'er also laughed when she heard the words, she thought Xu Lai was really going to say those old-fashioned and childish things... She was even thinking of evasive words.

She was startled.

"What's the name of this song?" Lin Yun'er licked her lips that had just been painted with lipstick, and didn't care if her lipstick would be a little missing.

"It's called Cold."

"Oh." Lin Yuner was thoughtful.

Xu Lai added: "But it wasn't cold that day."

"But I have a question." Lin Yuner seemed to remember something, and suddenly her tone changed, "Why does it have something to do with me? Is it because I asked you a question? I remember you were looking at that cute Here comes the little girl, is that what you said that day?"

Lin Yoona's words were full of ridicule. She still remembered that Xu Lai smiled happily when he saw her speechless.

Women hold grudges.

"Ah this..." Xu Lai really didn't expect Lin Yuner to write down such small details.

"Some people really like to lie." Lin Yun'er said quietly.

This person is so childish...

Xu Lai thought silently.

……

At night, Lin Yun'er was sitting on the bed in the hotel room, with earphones plugged into her ears, and the earphones were plugged into her mobile phone. The page on the mobile phone played the audio she got from Xu Lai.

She was looping through the single, and her mind was no longer limited by the melody and lyrics of the song. A scene began to emerge in her mind, remembering that Xu Lai was suddenly in a daze with her, and then pretended to be calm and innocent.

Maybe my younger brother is so clumsy and cute in this kind of place?
Lin Yun'er felt that she had realized something.

Now she doesn't feel comfortable looking at Xu Lai's face, but feels happy when she thinks about interesting things about him. She has a lot of such ordinary little joys to indulge in.

feel good.

　Fourth update.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)