It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 113 A Crow Like a Writing Desk
(This is chapter one hundred and eight, I made a mistake)
"I want to ask our senior Yoona, what kind of mood do you have in order to write such an answer?" Taeyeon tilted her head and quietly glanced at Lin Yuner's reply to Xu Lai, her tone full of It's teasing.

She knew that Lin Yuner did not hide from her when she sent the message. After all, she already knew about Lin Yuner and Xu Lai, and there was really no need to hide. According to Lin Yuner's position and her condition, let alone It's ambiguous with the younger generation, even if it's love, that's the thing.

Maybe she would have some opinions if she was flirting with two or three Taeyeons at the same time. The rest of the time, she just watched the show. Lin Yoona was much better at handling this kind of thing than she was.

"What mood?" Lin Yuner smiled calmly at her as if she didn't hear Taeyeon's teasing.

"You said there is something wrong with little girls' aesthetics, so what about your aesthetics, Yoona-senpai? Don't you have a lovely face?" Kim Taeyeon held her chin up, looking like she was watching a good show, thinking I want to hear how Lin Yoona explains it.

"I just don't want him to be too proud! If I praise him again, will his tail be raised to the sky?" Lin Yoona looked at Kim Taeyeon proudly, and continued: "Besides, even if I praise him, it can't be me. Praise...you can't say this from my mouth, can you?"

"Are you still afraid of making it too obvious that you like him?" Kim Taeyeon wanted to laugh.

"No, I'm just not in a hurry." Lin Yuner shook her head lightly, and glanced away at Taeyeon, as if she was speechless in her wild thoughts.

She is not afraid that Xu Lai will know that she likes her. On the contrary, what she did before was to let Xu Lai know that she actually has a good impression of him. It's another matter, at least the current Xu Lai has not met Lin Yuner's requirements.

He is still too young.

Tell him what she meant, in fact, she wanted Xu Lai to have something to look forward to.

To put it bluntly, Lin Yuner doesn't want to be with Xu Lai soon, nor does she want Xu Lai to like someone else, so she keeps in touch with him, understands each other's current situation, and tries her best to keep her understanding of Xu Lai.

Her little thoughts are more than Kim Taeyeon imagined, and she herself is elusive.

"But I still have a question." Taeyeon shook her head silently listening to Lin Yuner's answer, expressing that she didn't quite understand Lin Yuner's plan, then thought of other questions, and asked, "Why do you like Yuner?" What about him? Is it really just because he looks good to you? Or is it because he may have a bright future?"

"Sister Taeyeon, do you think I still need to rely on his possible bright future? Or in other words, after so many years of debut, I don't see all kinds of handsome guys?" Lin Yuner asked back.

"Then you are..." Taeyeon was a little puzzled, besides the possible bright future and good looks, is there anything else attractive about Xu Lai?

"Miss Taeyeon, do you know why a crow looks so much like a writing desk?"

"Because there is no reason to like..." Kim Taeyeon suddenly fell silent.

She knew that this sentence came from "Alice in Wonderland". It sounded very outrageous, but when she thought about her previous relationships, she had to admit that sometimes she really likes but doesn't understand what's going on. thing.

……

On the high-speed rail, Xu Lai couldn't help but smile when he saw Lin Yuner's reply. Although he said unkind words, Xu Lai could somehow imagine her duplicity.

What does it mean to have a crooked aesthetic at such a young age?She is not young and her aesthetics are not going anywhere!

Xu Lai complained about Lin Yuner silently in his heart, and then continued to reply her.

"It doesn't matter if you grow crooked, as long as you meet someone like me in the future."

Click Send.

"Stinky fart."

Lin Yuner quickly returned to him.

"I'm going to work again soon, you should pay attention to safety on the road! Now your identity is different, remember to cover yourself well to avoid trouble."

Lin Yuner suddenly sent such a message to Xu Lai again.

"Ok, I know."

"Go get busy."

"Okay [smile]"

The short chat ended like this, Xu Lai still wanted to share with Lin Yuner what he had seen and heard in the program group during this period, but thinking that Lin Yuner had other things to be busy with, he could only let it go in the end.

You can't disturb other people's work, right?
Xu Lai felt that he was very measured in his love for Lin Yuner, not showing off, being obvious but not oppressive in front of her, and never asking for anything from her.

His liking means liking, and he just said that he was very happy to get a response.

……

The two hours on the high-speed train passed quickly. Xu Lai wore a mask the whole time on the high-speed train. When he left the high-speed train station, he didn't encounter the situation where he had seen other artists being chased and blocked on the news. People were coming and going at the high-speed train station. Yes, but for their respective directions.

After leaving the high-speed railway station, Xu Lai took a casual taxi and returned home. The mask he was wearing along the way was not taken off until he reached the door of the house. He took out the key that had been in his pocket and hadn't used it for a long time and opened the door, but when he entered the door, he saw three people sitting in the dining room who heard the sound and moved.

Xu Lai just closed the door and turned around, only to find his parents and sister standing in front of him.

"Why are you looking at me? Mom, do you still have food? I didn't eat at night, and I'm starving to death." Xu Lai smiled at the three of them, and then he wanted to pass them and move forward, wanting to relieve the pressure. This embarrassing scene of being stared at by them.

"You damn bastard, you finally came back to take a look? You secretly discussed with your sister and went to be a trainee, but you didn't inform me and your dad when you debuted. If you hadn't become famous, you wouldn't have known what to do. How long do you have to hide it from us..." Xu's mother stared at Xu Lai and scolded Xu Lai a few times seemingly angrily, but she started wiping tears after a while.

"What are you doing? Are you still crying when I come back? Don't you want to see me so much?" Xu Lai looked at Xu's mother and just scolded him a few words before starting to wipe her tears. She was also a little at a loss, looking aside and saying something. Xu's father didn't say anything, but he just shook his head and said nothing. As for Xu Xia, his sister who was standing by the side, as Xu Lai's accomplice, she had no say at all.

"I just think that you are a trainee there alone. Thinking about it, it is very hard. Although it is said that you have made your debut, you have endured all the hardships, and you made it through without saying anything after your debut. You have embarked on this road , I don’t know how much you will suffer in the future..." Mother Xu sighed, wiping her tears.

"When you were young, you didn't like music very much. I forced you to go to those music classes you took, but now you are a singer..." Mother Xu didn't know what to say, "It's all my fault and your father's. It's nothing, otherwise you wouldn't do things you don't like..."

"It's nothing, mom, I like singing very much, I really like it! Otherwise, I would have sneaked away when you asked me to go to class, okay? Or I didn't study hard, if I didn't like it myself, How can you learn what you are like today?" Xu Lai smiled and patted Mother Xu on the shoulder, comforting her softly.

Such a scene of motherly kindness and filial piety, but Xu's father and Xu Xia on the side would feel sad watching it.

For Xu's father, Xu Laiqu's debut as a trainee was the biggest blow to him. If nothing happened to his business at the beginning, if he still had the ability to support Xu Lai, then Xu Lai didn't have to do this Do.

He heard Xu Xia tell the reason why Xu Lai wanted to make his debut. He said that he wanted to earn money to buy back their previous house. If he studied hard and worked step by step, he might have no chance in his life. That's why he I want to travel across the ocean to debut as a trainee.

No matter how hard or tired the trainee was, he didn't talk about it. He just felt sad that Xu Lai had just turned 20, he was still able to move, and it wasn't Xu Lai's turn to shoulder the burdens of the family.

"Let's eat, let's eat! Aren't you hungry? There's food left for you." Xu's mother adjusted herself in a short time, with sporadic tears on her face, and pulled Xu Lai to the dining room, Xu's father He and Xu Xia followed behind.

Then, Xu Lai saw a table full of delicious food, with four pairs of bowls and chopsticks placed neatly and untouched. In the December weather, he could not see the heat of the food.

Have you been waiting for a long time?

　...I am speechless.

　　If there are no updates, I owe them first. I will accumulate the debts and pay them back slowly.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)