It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 156 Coolness
"They don't really like me."

This is what Xu Lai thought when the company told him that Chadan was collecting songs and preparing for a new album.

Just like a planetary fan once criticized him for "not having a group soul", although Xu Lai did not reply directly, he had to admit that this sentence was true.

He didn't pick up the bowl to eat and put down the bowl to scold his mother, but... He did lack too much experience with the twelve of them, no shared memory, lack of empathy, like everyone's current intersection is also because of work, except for Park Chanyeol Apart from Huang Zitao and the others, he had no contact with other members in private.

They just had a few stages of cooperative performances, shared the same stage for an album, and had a few days of hypocrisy.If this can be called a group soul, then this group soul is really superficial and cheap.

Therefore, objectively speaking, he doesn't have much interest in Chadan's future development. Moreover, his current development direction is not suitable for continuing to go to the boy group idol. What suits him more is the direction of musicians. His stage performance, his talent for being sensitive to music, and his tolerance and acceptance of music all indicate that he will become an excellent musician as long as he develops normally.

but……

"Brothers rise up! Let's go down together!"

"I would like to recommend a new song "Flashlight" by my good brother to everyone! The scene exploded, so good to hear the explosion!"

"Please support our Xiao Xu's new variety show "BEGIN AGAIN", I secretly watched the trailer, it's amazing!"

"A gift [picture] [picture] from a little poor man received love from France, love love!"

……

"No matter what you do, I will always support you." That's what Huang Zitao told him that day.

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"You'd better stop mentioning me on your INS, you will also be scolded at that time, it will affect you badly."

"That's okay, I have a lot of fans!"

"Why are you so thankless?"

"I feel like this will make you feel better. I just want you not to be sad and sad all day long! You look so pretty when you smile."

"It's really strange for you to talk like that, Park Chanyeol!"

"Don't call me by my first name! Politeness! Politeness!"

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"Should you be back?"

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"These are not fans who spend money on you, you have to trust me!"

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what can we do about it?

There are people in this team who are concerned, but most of them are just acquaintances. Even if he is popular now, people don't seem to have much interest in making friends with him, and they don't have time.

Besides, if you want to make friends, you have made friends a long time ago, and now you only think of him when he has improved, what is this?

Xu Lai forced a smile, looked at the A4 paper full of lyrics in front of him, bit the tip of the pen, hesitated for a while, then picked up the A4 paper and put it back in the folder.

There are many songs he wrote in the folder.

"Sure enough, I still have no love for this team..."

In the dormitory in Seoul, Park Chanyeol was not feeling well right now. He was sitting in front of the computer with headphones on, watching the latest issue of "BEGIN AGAIN". The appearance below the stage seemed to be shining, his face was full of confidence, and Park Chanyeol had to admit that Xu Lai was really handsome at this time, although there was no smile on his face.

He is indeed a good-looking person with a smile, but his cold face and a bit proud look are also particularly attractive.

It's just that the smile on the corner of Park Chanyeol's mouth was forced.

"Xu Lai is developing very well now! The company is promoting him, and there are variety shows looking for him, and his popularity is rising rapidly. His own original songs are of high quality and quantity. Isn't he still participating in an original singer's show recently? Is it? The popularity of that show I watched is super high in mainland China!"

"It seems that our previous albums were directly pushed down after his songs came out, which is really amazing."

"That's right! It's indeed very powerful... But what does it have to do with you? That's his own ability!"

Members in South Korea should be closer, and the topics they often talk about should be more open. It is common for a few close friends to talk about other people around them. Although it is not good to be heard by the parties, as long as you are careful OK.

Everyone is not a big mouth, and knows what to say and what not to say.

As the most popular top3 in the team, Park Chanyeol naturally has a good relationship with South Korean members, and he will not shy away from such topics. His relationship with Xu Lai is indeed good, but the South Korean members will not feel that he has a relationship with Xu Lai. A relationship of a few months can be compared to the friendship they have spent together for a few years.

Time is an honest thing.

"He and we are members of the same group, so he has something to do with us, right?" Park Chanyeol still helped Xu with a few words.

"If you want to talk about the relationship, there is really something. Those reporters who can't interview him will always ask him questions when interviewing me, as if they think I know everything about him..." Jin Zhongren said a little speechlessly.

Everyone can see the company's pouring of resources into Xu Lai, but Xu Lai did not affect Jin Zhongda in the group, so Jin Zhongda doesn't have much hostility towards Xu Lai now, but Xu Lai has been wandering Outside of them, he still occasionally feels uncomfortable.

Besides, Xu Lai didn't seem to have any intention of getting close to them. Could it be that he, a newcomer, still needs the initiative of their seniors?
People who grew up in South Korea, an environment with a profound system of seniors and juniors, basically have this kind of mentality. There are very few people like Park Chanyeol, and it just so happens that Xu Lai became roommates with him, otherwise Park Chanyeol should take the initiative to get close to a relationship He wouldn't be happy with the younger generation, either.

"But Chanyeol should know a lot, so this kind of interview shouldn't be difficult for him." Suho interjected.

"Chanyeol, we are already collecting songs for our new album, do you know if Xu Lai will come back to participate in our comeback? He seems to be very busy with work recently because of the good sales of his new album." Suho added One sentence.

"Ah? Shouldn't you ask brother Xuanjun about this?"

"Xu Lai should know this. You are so close to him. Didn't he tell you?"

"Oh...he's been very busy recently, and I haven't contacted him much. I heard that he basically only sleeps for a few hours these days, and he doesn't have much free time."

"Didn't you get a reply after sending a message?"

"I didn't post it."

"Oh... Is that so? Then I'll ask Brother Xuan Jun tomorrow how the company arranged for Xu Lai." Suho smiled at Park Chanyeol, but he felt that the smile was mocking and glaring.

　First more.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)