It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 179 Gradually Become Dilapidated
The new single is called "Are you with me". The song was written for a while, and the lyrics were written after learning that Huang Zitao was about to leave during the Chinese New Year. Although the song originated because of Huang Zitao, the lyrics have nothing to do with Huang Zitao. It's an object of fantasy. ,

If you really want to answer the lyrics, Xu Lai prefers Lin Yoona, but this is a secret that cannot be revealed now.

In the following time, Xu Lai took time to participate in two talk shows when he was recording his new single. The questions were all normal, his tone was good, and he didn’t encounter any insulting questions. good.

Just recording a single, Xu Lai's speed is really fast, it only took three days to finish it all, the efficiency is so high, even the sound engineer praised it again and again, but this is just a routine operation for himself, there is no What's worth bragging about, but in Hill's opinion, Xu Lai is a bit too aggressive. Most people can't do this kind of thing. He has only heard that rappers can record songs at Xu Lai's speed. After all, some rappers Freestyle comes directly when recording songs.

A song is two minutes and 18 seconds long, and a lot of things have been put in it. Regarding Huang Zitao's departure, Xu Lai didn't hold a grudge. He gave him a preventive dose when Lu Han left, let alone the previous When Huang Zitao talked about his injury and SM company's contempt for him for a while, he probably guessed it, but he didn't say a word.

He couldn't make decisions for Huang Zitao, nor could he kidnap him with emotion.

He can't stop him from running towards a better life, can he?Before, he let the words and camera cut out to make their situation better. Huang Zitao's departure coincides with his original intention, but it will be more difficult to meet in the future.

Of course, what worries Xu Lai more is Park Chanyeol and Zhang Yixing. They are also on a good relationship now. I guess Huang Zitao's departure will still give them a big blow, right?Just like Lu Han and Wu Sir.

Moreover, Huang Zitao's nature is still different from Lu Han and Wu sir.

He was the one who scolded Sir Wu for tea eggs, he was the one who said he would always be with everyone, and he was the one who fell behind. From expectation to disappointment, this disappointment was worse than that of Lu Han and Sir Wu.

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"Xiao Lai, do you know that TAO is leaving? You didn't tell me anything."

Park Chanyeol probably called Xu Lai across the ocean the moment he knew Huang Zitao was leaving. His voice was low, like a lion's roar, and full of anger.

"Didn't he say he wanted to be with us? Why did he leave suddenly? How can people talk like that?"

"Little Lai, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me? I don't know anything! Does he regard me as a friend? Do you still regard me as a brother?"

Xu Lai's failure to report to Park Chanyeol hurt him.

"Brother Chanyeol, Brother Taozi said he would tell you personally... I will..." Xu Lai felt Park Chanyeol's anger and loss, and was a little at a loss for a moment. This was the first time he saw Park Chanyeol lose his temper like this, so he just... He didn't even do this when Lu Han left him.

He was just sad before, but now he is angry and sad.

Huang Zitao was angry and sad that Huang Zitao suddenly fell behind.

Park Chanyeol put in so much effort for the harmony of Cha Dan. He once thought that Xu Lai was the most dangerous person because he didn't have much sense of belonging to Cha Dan. So after Xu Lai became famous, he was always afraid that Xu Lai would quit the team. That's why he was allowed to associate with other South Korean members, and he was the matchmaker.

But he never expected that Huang Zitao was the one who left behind first, the one who had repeatedly promised that he would not leave...

"If you don't tell me, it will only make me feel worse! Do you know? When he told me the news, I couldn't think of words to reprimand him!" Park Chanyeol's voice was still low, even trembling slightly.

"Why? Why did you leave? Isn't it good for us to be together?" Park Chanyeol asked a series of questions, but he probably had an answer in his heart.

The answer is obvious: for a better future.

"Brother, Brother Taozi has injuries." Xu Lai explained to Huang Zitao, and then repeated what Huang Zitao told him at the beginning, "His leg is seriously injured. If he can't stop, then he The leg may really be gone. He has reported it, but the company won't let him stop."

"There are injuries... If there are injuries, everyone has injuries! Why didn't he tell us? Is this an excuse? If you tell us, everyone should report to the company and let the company give him time to rest, wouldn't it be good? "

"Brother, do you think it's realistic?"

"No matter how bad...and you, Xiao Lai..." Park Chanyeol's accusation became weaker.

"Brother... If it were you, would you be willing? If you have a better retreat."

"I……"

"There are some other things. I didn't go to the last XO concert. There were ten of you on the stage, right?"

"Yes."

"His microphone was muted, the clothes he was wearing that matched your style were given by me, the glasses he was wearing all the time were given by you, and even the ticket to the scene He bought it all by himself... Let me put it this way, brother, can you understand? Just... maybe that concert will be the last concert he decides to do." Xu Lai was also a little sad, but still spoke softly Explained for Huang Zitao in a slang way.

"Surely he didn't tell you this, right? It's not good for him to tell you this." Xu Lai added.

"I don't quite understand..."

"It means that he has reported to the company before that this is a punishment for disobedient children. I can really understand him, and I believe you can understand it too. If he goes back to recuperate and then develops in the mainland, he will have a better life than now. There's no doubt about that, but he may have been forced to choose a better future."

"However, is it all right if everyone can live well?" Xu Laiyu said earnestly.

Park Chanyeol was silent for a while, he didn't know how to continue talking.

He knew that Xu Lai had a point. After listening to Xu Lai's explanation, he had a different opinion about Huang Zitao's departure, and it seemed that now he could only accept this fact, but there was no sadness or discomfort in his heart at all. reduce.

It's because of Huang Zitao's concealment, and because he was forced to leave, and it may even include some dissatisfaction with SM, and even Xu Lai...

But he can't blame Xu Lai now, just like what Xu Lai said: Isn't it enough if everyone can live well?
Xu Lai's affection for the Chadan team cannot surpass his love for Huang Zitao, so Xu Lai understands Huang Zitao's departure, and even supports him to leave, but Park Chanyeol is different. This combination is on the front.

He couldn't blame Xu Lai either, it was all of them who failed to give him a sense of belonging, he knew that Xu Lai wasn't that kind of xenophobic person, so he could only say that they didn't treat him well enough to make him open up more.

Of course, Xu Lai is now opening his heart to Park Chanyeol, treating him 100% as a close brother, and he also knows this.

Moreover, there is a bigger crisis hidden behind Huang Zitao's departure, which is what Park Chanyeol is more worried about.

If...if Zhang Yixing also leaves...even Xu Lai also leaves one after another...

Then the team may be really dilapidated.

　First more.

　　Just treat the previous leave request as a joke. I don’t know who saw it...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)