It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 30 "Dangerous" Seniors
Returning from the stage to the waiting corridor, Xu Lai's heart, which was calm on the stage, began to jump violently. He almost didn't tense up just now, but luckily he was already prepared.

And indeed, he was very touched when he saw Jiang Zaihyuk turn on the lights just now. He had told Jiang Zaihyuk earlier to protect himself and not to turn on the lights. As long as he can come, he will be very happy up.

But Jiang Jae-hyuk was not obedient at all, he just made a light sign when he came, and he didn't say anything when he turned on the lights and waved his support. It was uploaded to him from the auditorium, which made him very happy.

And what made him almost hold back his tears was Park Chanyeol and the others suddenly turning on the lights, which was completely unexpected. There was a reminder about Kang Jae-hyuk's incident, but there was no sign of Park Chanyeol's incident at all, and he was always being told Hidden.

This surprise is really a surprise.

Xu Lai didn't think about the dark meeting place now, just thinking about the few people who supported him was enough to bring tears to his eyes.

However, for a manly man, if he shed tears because of such a small scene, how embarrassing would it be?

Xu Lai forced himself to calm down his heart, but the reddish eyes indicated that his heart was not at peace at the moment.

Now that the debut stage has ended perfectly, Xu Lai's heart has fallen to the ground, and the pressure he has accumulated for a long time is released at this moment. In fact, if he cries now, he will be able to vent his long-standing pressure and resentment.

It's just that he has a lot of self-esteem.

Xu Lai did not go to the auditorium to watch the unfinished concert like the members of Teadan after the performance. He sat on a chair in the corridor of the waiting room, looked down at the floor in a daze.

The end of his debut stage is just the beginning of Xu Lai’s idol career. He still has a lot to face. He can only take this time to let himself relax and appear in front of others again. He is still the one who doesn’t change his face proud teenager.

"The stage is great."

Xu Lai was in a daze, when a woman's inquiry sounded from the originally empty corridor, and she seemed to be very close at hand.

"Hi, senior Yun'er..." Xu Lai was interrupted by this sudden compliment, only to find that Lin Yun'er was standing obliquely in front of him when he came back to his senses, he immediately stood up and greeted Lin Yun'er.

He didn't realize it a bit, how could he, Senior Yun'er, appear here, and their performance was over, couldn't it be a coincidence?

If it wasn't by accident, then did she pay attention to him...

Why should she pay attention to him?

Thinking of this, Xu Lai shuddered. For him, it was very good for Lin Yuner to be close to her. After all, Girls' Generation is now popular, but she has a boyfriend, and the relationship between the two has long been made public. It doesn't seem like a very good thing to be followed by Lin Yuner.

If any rumors come out, his already bad reputation will become even worse.

"Don't be nervous." Lin Yun'er saw Xu Lai's tense appearance getting up quickly, and smiled at him in relief, wanting to use this to make him relax, "You sit down."

For Lin Yuner to Xu Lai like this, she herself sat on the chair next to Xu Lai.

Afterwards, regardless of what Xu Lai was thinking in her heart, she began to say to Xu: "Your stage tonight is really perfect, much better than our stage six years ago. We almost I just cried, I see you have been acting very decently on stage, you are much better than us."

Lin Yuner smiled and looked sideways at Xu Lai.

"No, no..." Xu Lai was a little nervous, it was the first time he was so close to a "dangerous" senior like Lin Yuner.

Lin Yuner saw that Xu Lai seemed a little nervous, but she just smiled lightly at this, and didn't care what Xu Lai was nervous about. She came here out of nowhere and met Xu Lai, but it was actually accidental.

Meeting him by chance, and experiencing such a large-scale black sea tonight, she felt a lot of emotion in her heart. When she met Xu Lai, she had something to say, just like she greeted him suddenly when she met Xu Lai before.

She is now willfully exercising the rights of her predecessors, but it is not annoying, she is just forcing Xu to listen.

"Six years ago, our group was the same as you are today, hated by many, many people. The concert was completely dark, with only a small part of pink rose light. Maybe the situation was better than yours..." Lin Yuner looked melancholy, but said When I got here, I smiled lightly, "But it's half a catty! Anyway, it's an innocent disaster."

"All of us were very depressed during that time. Only sister Taeyeon and I were active, barely maintaining the popularity of the group. After a long period of time, we slowly walked out of it and had new opportunities. With us today."

"Thinking about it this way, we experienced a lot of hardships that year."

Lin Yuner smiled, and then looked at Xu Lai with a friendly expression.

"It's the same with you, you debuted halfway through XO, just like Henry before, you were anti by many fans, but you are more difficult than Henry, even more than our group."

"You will encounter many difficulties and obstacles, and you may lose your voice for a period of time, but I think... you must not be depressed by this. You are really the most powerful child I have seen in the past few years. If you It's a pity to be depressed. Whether it's for yourself, for the people who like you, or to defeat those who are anti-you and don't think highly of you, you have to persevere."

"For a child like you, it will be a matter of time before the cloud sees the sun."

Lin Yuner kept cheering for Xu Lai in Xu Lai's silence, it seemed that she just saw the shadow of her past in Xu Lai, so she felt compassion for him and spent her precious time to encourage him Xu Lai.

The image of Lin Yun'er has changed in Xu Lai's eyes. He thought she was "dangerous" before, but now it seems that she is just a boring senior reminiscing about her youth.However, he is still very grateful to Lin Yuner, a senior who is irrelevant to him, for encouraging him at this time, no matter what the reason is, he is grateful for it.

He listened to the details of Lin Yuner's reminiscence of youth, maybe it was a kind of repayment?

"Thank you senior..." Xu Lai sincerely thanked Lin Yun'er.

"Eh...no need." Lin Yun'er smiled and waved her hands, she didn't take this matter to heart, she also had a whim.

A moment of silence.

"Senior, aren't you busy?" Xu Lai suddenly changed the subject.

"Now... are you trying to strike up a conversation with me?" Lin Yun'er tilted her head, with some teasing hidden in her eyes.

Ah this...

Why is this senior not in tune?Why did it suddenly become "dangerous"...

Xu Lai was a little ashamed.

Seeing Xu Lai being choked suddenly, Lin Yuner also smiled brightly. Sometimes teasing little boys is also an interesting thing. She doesn't know how to do such things, but now she thought of it, so she did it.

She is a senior now, Xu Lai can't complain...

　Second, good night everyone.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)