It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 328 I Let You Go
Around this time last year, Lu Han had just left Tea Egg and returned to the mainland. He was fighting a lawsuit with SM and was entangled. However, he himself had obtained better resources and development than when he was in Tea Egg. Everything was going well. To develop in a good direction, only Chadan is stuck in the quagmire, with external discussions, internal fragmentation among fans, countless people being disappointed and quitting fans, and countless people having hatred. At that time, except for those who left, there was nothing left. Good condition.

Of course, this did not have a great impact on Xu Lai. At that time, he was more sad than others. Not only did he have to be suspected, but he also had to be rejected by planet fans. Even because of his identity as a mainlander, he would also be rejected for no reason. The abuse, Lu Han's departure was just the "icing on the cake" for him at that time, and the intensity was just a little more intense.

It was at this time that Park Chanyeol stood up to speak for Xu Lai, ran around in the fan club to defend Xu Lai, publicly said that he had a great relationship with Xu Lai, and restrained his fans... Then, he also responded to Xu Lai. Xu said that he hoped that he would not leave the group no matter what, at least he could not voluntarily leave the group.

Xu Lai agreed at that time, thinking that even for Park Chanyeol's sake, he would not back down.

And this moment really proves a saying, time will change a person's concept, it may be very slow, but there will be a change.

Just like now, the person who most wanted Xu Lai to stay at the beginning, and who was worried about Xu Lai after the mainland members quit one after another, also quit, and even kidnapped Xu Lai with emotion, is now the one who most wants Xu Lai to leave .

He didn't think it was bad for the group if Xu Lai stayed, nor did he think Xu Lai had any conflicts with the people in the group, but he simply felt that it was not good for him if Xu Lai stayed in the group.

Park Chanyeol attaches great importance to feelings, to his teammates and fans who have gone through so many ups and downs, he also values ​​his friends, Xu Lai, who has been taking care of him since he was able.

Xu Lai wrote songs for him before and helped him "request" a solo project from Jin Yingmin. He was especially grateful to Xu Lai at that time. People around him were saying that good people are rewarded. When Xu Lai He helped Xu Lai in difficult times, and now Xu Lai comes back to repay him. This is what he deserves for his original kindness.At first, he didn't feel that he deserved it, but he didn't feel too much guilt. He just thought that Xu Lai was too kind to him, and planned to treat him better in the following days to compensate for his sacrifice. .

When Xu Lai made an album for Chadan this time, he was very surprised when he heard the news. Xu Lai seemed to have made a sudden decision, otherwise he would have informed him in advance. It is estimated that it was also affected by some.Park Chanyeol knows that Xu Lai Lai was influenced by the company, but he also knows in his heart that he accepted his love. If it is really like what Xu Lai Lai said in order to make more money, he would be enough to release a single I bought two or three suites in Seocho-dong, so why bother with tea eggs?
Being tired is just an excuse.

But at this time, Park Chanyeol didn't feel guilty at all, he just felt that he had owed Xu Lai too much, and he might not have the chance to repay it in the future, which made him a little distressed, and planned to give Xu Lai something to him during the Chinese New Year. , was thinking, but was urged by his team members to ask Xu Lai to go back and record with them...

At this time, what he thought was: Please, someone wrote a song for you, and you still want him to consume your popularity and time to participate?Leeches don't have such blood-suckers, do they?

He thought they were joking, but when they repeated it later, that was when he exploded in anger.

It was from this time on that he suddenly felt that it might be better for Xu Lai to leave like Lu Han and the others. It would not have any impact on Park Chanyeol. It might have some impact on the group, but Xu Lai had done enough for the group. This An album that no one outside could ask for was enough to make up for the impact of his departure (perhaps even more than that), and leaving Chadan was a good thing for Xu Lai.

Xu Lai has long passed the time when he needed tea eggs to add to his icing on the cake, and he never got the fireworks of tea eggs. What he got was the darkness after the fireworks bloomed. He lit it up by himself, the star of tea eggs It never helped in Xu Lai's transformation into the sun, and even made the stars stand out because the stars came and went with the sun...

Why does Park Chanyeol watch Xu Lai sacrifice like this again?What's more, what he sacrificed in return was greedy to make progress, so Park Chanyeol felt that there was no need for Xu Lai to stay any longer.

In terms of emotion and reason, he should let him go, no, he should ask him to go.

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"Brother Chanyeol... what's wrong with you? You suddenly said this to me..." Xu Lai felt a little bad. He even wondered if something had happened to Park Chanyeol at this time, "If there is something you can't solve, You can talk to me about your affairs, there is no need to act like you are about to part ways. I am very powerful now, you know it."

"I'm fine. I'm not terminally ill or guilty of a capital crime. I just want you to leave the group. It's much better to let you develop on your own than to stay here and waste time." Park Chanyeol patted Xu Lai's shoulder, and suddenly sighed again, "You should have thought about leaving, right? But you didn't leave completely like Brother Lu Han and Tao Zi, you just left the group XO, not our friends."

"You know what I mean?"

Park Chanyeol said again.

"I know what you mean, I'm just a little surprised that you suddenly want me to leave the group... You were the one who wanted me to stay the most before, and you are the one who wants me to leave now..."

"You can see that I'm thinking about it." Park Chanyeol smiled calmly at Xu Lai, "Anyway, you have nothing to miss, it's better to leave early, many fans are saying that you are a member of the group but have never been with the group After the event, they are all secretly blaming you. It’s better to just quit, and they won’t have any reason to say such things again.”

"Then you must scold me severely?" Xu Lai raised his eyebrows at Park Chanyeol.

"They can't scold your fans right now." Park Chanyeol smiled dumbly, "And, in fact, many people are saying 'Only 9'."

"It makes me feel superfluous to say that." Xu Lai smiled, with a self-deprecating tone.

"Isn't it superfluous? I can't dance well, and singing takes away everyone's limelight. It's really disruptive to stay in the group."

"ah!"

"I'm joking, but I didn't joke about what I said before."

"You really think about it?"

"Well, haven't you already thought about it? Let's go, I asked you to go."

"Ah."

(End of this chapter)