It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 43 Don't Worry

Xu Lai was not the first person to know that Lu Han was about to leave. Before him, Huang Zitao and Zhang Yixing had already understood the beginning and end of this matter, and informed Xu Lai, probably after everyone had reached a consensus, they chose to tell him the result.

Xu Lai is their younger brother, and they also knew that Xu Lai was filming a variety show. They probably didn't want to make Xu Lai feel too sad, so they chose to just tell Xu Lai the result at the end, and they didn't even give Xu Lai a chance to warn Lu Han. , probably Huang Zitao and Zhang Yixing have said everything they should say.

And what Lu Han owed Xu Lai was probably just the promise he had made to Xu Lai, saying that he would take care of him, but he quit midway and took a different path from everyone else, even because of him His departure put more pressure on Xu Lai, which he felt guilty for.

However, no matter how guilty he felt, Lu Han would not change his choice. Firstly, his body could no longer accept such high-intensity work, and secondly... SM Company was intentionally or unintentionally blocking his path to the mainland. It was SM who wanted to open up the mainland market, but in the end it was SM that blocked Lu Han's development prospects in the mainland. Lu Han couldn't bear the idea that SM didn't pay attention to him and wanted to inhibit his development.

Learn from the past and learn from those behind.After Sir Wu quit, he is now active in mainland China, and I don’t see any difficulties for him. His current status and development momentum are much better than those in South Korea. And Lu Han, who is more popular than Sir Wu, has What's there to worry about?

Since it is possible to live better and develop better if you leave SM Company, why is it necessary to continue to stay under the management of a vampire like SM Company?
Everyone has to look forward and towards money. Xu Lai is like this, and Lu Han is certainly like this too.

However, what he can't let go of are his teammates and Xu Lai. Let's not talk about Xu Lai, Lu Han has known his team members for more than three years, and has a deep friendship. But he didn't want to lose this friendship.

Lu Han and Wu Sir are different.Sir Wu is not very close to everyone in the team, due to his nationality, but it is more due to his own personality, and Lu Han is different. He is very popular in both K and M teams. She is a social butterfly, especially she has a good relationship with Wu Sehun of Team K.

Therefore, after the decision to leave was made, what Lu Han wanted to do most at the moment was to bid farewell to his friends.

Today is September [-]th.

"How to speak?"

Ugh.

……

"Alai, what's the matter with you? Why are you a little distracted?" Yin Daoxian and his group walked on Galway Street, everyone was talking and laughing, but Xu Lai's expression was not very good after he came out of the musical instrument shop. After cueing Xu Lai two or three times, Xu Lai's answers were not satisfactory, obviously he had something on his mind.

"Ah? It's nothing... Maybe it's because he didn't sleep well?" Xu Lai did have a haggard look on his face, which was a sign of his overwork yesterday, but Yin Daoxian noticed his radiance this morning Yes, but Xu Lai didn't want to say it, and Yin Daoxian didn't want to force him, so he changed the subject and asked Xu Lai what song he wanted to play next.

"Alai, what song did you prepare today?" Yin Daoxian asked Xu Lai in this way, not because he didn't know what song Xu Lai was going to play, on the contrary, Xu Lai performed many songs during private practice, about thirty The first or so, which does not include the song "Don't Worry", and these are not the limit of Xu Lai, Xu Lai's learning ability is very strong, he can quickly learn new songs, even if he sings six or seven songs in one word list You don't have to worry about not having enough preparation for the song.

Yin Daoxian envied Xu Lai's learning ability. He also prepared a lot of songs, but they were all accumulated over many years of music career. Unlike Xu Lai, he learned and sold them now, which was simply outrageous.

"I want to sing "Fix You"." Xu Lai tried his best to keep his work status, and forced a smile.

The news about Lu Han had a great impact on him. After all, they had known each other for so long and their relationship was so good. However, he joined Chadan and Lu Han had to leave. It was a pity for sure... and then... he was in South Korea again. There is one less friend who can talk to each other.

Moreover, it is estimated that it will be more difficult for everyone to meet in the future.

However, for the time being, Xu Lai, who doesn't have much sense of belonging to Chadan, didn't care too much about the development of the team after Lu Han left. He thought of the more difficult situation he would face in the future, and also thought of Lu Han's development after leaving Chadan and returning to the mainland. ...

Anyway, he should wish Lu Han a better development right now...he has nothing to help Lu Han, at least not now.

Putting the matter of Lu Han out of their minds for a while, Xu Lai and the others finally found a place suitable for street performances. It was a three-way intersection, and they placed their musical instruments in the middle of the three-way intersection. They were fascinated, watching them silently from a few meters away, looking forward to their first performance.

After the instruments were installed, they played a small ensemble. While checking the instruments, they also attracted the attention of passers-by. Yin Daoxian’s guitar solo and Xu Lai’s drum solo were really cool. The lead singer hadn’t spoken yet. Already a little active.

After checking the instruments and adjusting the atmosphere, Yoon Do-hyun, the lead singer of rock, started his warm-up.

With Xu Lai's drum set, many of Yin Daoxian's songs can be performed, not to mention the original flavor, at least 80.00% completion, coupled with his good performance status, pedestrians are dancing to the rhythm of his songs The body, or dance, or move the body along with it, wantonly exuding one's own passion.

After Yoon Do-hyun’s two warm-up songs, Lee So-ra, who was still a little shy, got ready. Two ballad songs in a row, one "Moon River" and one "Love", cooled the passion of the pedestrians around. It is undeniable that Lee So-ra did Singing very well, an old man walked by behind her, heard her singing stopped behind them for a long time and was unwilling to leave, after Lee Sora finished singing, she quietly put down a coin on Yoo Hee Yeol's keyboard before leaving in a hurry , the old people seem to like her very much.

It was Xu Lai's turn after the two songs performed by Li Suluo, not to mention the finale, but Yoon Do-hyun and Lee Su-ra both wanted to give Xu Lai a good start as brothers and sisters, so that he would not be so nervous about performing, but in fact Xu Lai was really not Nervous, when it was his turn, he put down the drumsticks, walked to the front with his guitar in his arms, sat down in front of everyone, and introduced himself to the pedestrians emotionally into the microphone.

"Hello everyone, I'm Xu Lai, an artist from the XO group. Today I learned of the departure of a good friend. I hope I can sing "Fix You" to him. I know that everything has its destiny , I hope to comfort him, and I hope he doesn't worry about the future, don't worry about me... This song is also sung for everyone, and I hope all wounds can be healed."

As soon as Xu Lai finished this emotional preface, there was applause before the song started. When Xu Lai sang the first line, the surrounding area instantly became quiet, and everyone listened to Xu Lai's expression.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you try your best and you come away with nothing
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you get something other than what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
When you're so tired you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse
deep detour
When the tears come streaming down your face
When tears roll down your face silently

When you lose something you can't replace
when you lose something you can never get back

When you love someone but it goes to waste
When you love someone, you end up working hard

Could it be worse?
What could be more embarrassing than this?
Lights will guide you home
The light will guide you to wear the moon and return
And ignite your bones
set your blood on fire
And I will try to fix you
and i will be with you

……

On the way back to the residence, Xu Lai returned a message to Lu Han.

"I will be there on September 21st, don't worry."

　The lyrics do not count the amount of words...

　　Then... I recommend this song Fix You——Coldpaly.

　　


(End of this chapter)