It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 441

"I don't feel melancholy, I just feel a little pity... We spent the hardest days together, but we separated halfway." Kim Taeyeon was responding to Cui Xiuying's words of comfort before, and she didn't feel it in her heart. How much sad, just a little confused.

After the tenth anniversary, the dispersal is basically a foregone conclusion. Although everyone did not discuss this topic publicly, there will always be chats in private. The hearts of the group have actually dispersed, and everyone has their own thoughts. No one thinks it is wrong to have this kind of thinking. They are almost 30 years old, and it is normal to think for themselves.

Everyone has a relatively bright future, which is very good, so Kim Taeyeon has always known it before, and has never said it.

Now, when several of them began to recall the past, these thoughts kept popping up.And after a person is sure to leave, she may have to stay and guard the Girls' Generation brand. Thinking about it, she feels...

Maybe it will be lonely.

"No one can stay with anyone all the time." Lin Yuner said thoughtfully.

This is really the case. Many people have different people at every stage of their life. Some people are the same person, and some people are different people. This is a very normal thing, and there is nothing worth talking about.

"So Yoona, you... after this time is over, you probably won't renew your contract, right?" Cui Xiuying bluntly articulated this question that troubled her heart for Kim Taeyeon. Before she got the answer, Kim Taeyeon You can also comfort yourself. After you get the answer, you can really say what you say.

"Probably..." Lin Yoona used hesitant words, but there was no hesitation in her tone. Kim Taeyeon and Cui Xiuying also understood it immediately.

"I have come to the step of getting married. I think it is time for me to start the next chapter of my life. After getting married...the idol should not be able to continue to be an idol, and there is no girl group that will have married women. Right? And..." Lin Yuner pursed her lips and smiled, then whispered to them, "Don't think that Xu Lai is usually very generous, but he is actually quite jealous."

"Didn't I say before that I wouldn't make intimate scenes? That's why."

When Lin Yuner said this, she didn't complain or regret it. She said this with a smile. It was obviously a distressing thing, but she said it in a very happy tone.

"So..." Cui Xiuying said.

"Although I won't be filming anymore, there are compensations in other places, such as giving me such a good husband." Lin Yuner flaunted it vaguely.

In fact, in addition to being a good husband, Lin Yoona has also had a bumper harvest recently in variety shows and endorsements, especially in endorsements of marriage and love products. Her recent prices are basically close to sky-high prices. This is for an actress who is not very popular. , for members of expired idol girl groups, they are basically hard to come by.

"I know your family Xu Lai is good, can you stop mentioning it every time? It makes people jealous." Cui Xiuying curled her lips angrily. This time she didn't use words like "sour" or "envy", but She directly spoke about jealousy, and said it in a joking tone, which can better reflect her inner thoughts.

Kim Taeyeon didn't say anything. She was indeed very envious, but from a personal perspective, she would always think of other things, such as...the end of the year.

Thinking carefully about Baekhyun back then, it seems that it was accidental that he had feelings in the first place.

Nice songs are always heard by chance, this is something that everyone has encountered, but greedy people will always cycle the single until they get bored, and then throw it away and ignore it.

When I think about it carefully, the people I met seem to be similar, maybe it was indeed the wrong timing, or it wasn't very suitable at all, but the feeling came so suddenly that I was blinded for a while.

You see an orange that looks beautiful on the outside, so you choose to peel it open to see what’s inside, but in the end the orange turns out to be very sour and you regret it.But for oranges, even if they are sour, that is everything to them, and there is no way to change them.

But in the end, the orange is still wrong, isn't it?After all it is sour.

She would always compare Bian Boxian with Xu Lai, lamenting her bad luck and fate, but for Bian Boxian, no matter how poorly he performed back then, it was everything to him.

He was indeed at fault, but it no longer mattered.

Kim Taeyeon suddenly felt a little regretful, why she only figured out this matter today, she used to be worried about it for a long time, she didn't dare to take a step outside for a long time, today she suddenly woke up during the conversation with Lin Yuner , Is this good fortune tricking people?
I wonder if 28 is still too late...

Kim Taeyeon looked at the happiness on Lin Yoona's face, and felt hesitant and expectant in her heart.

Oh, and there is Choi Soo-young next to her who has been complaining. She also has the promise of her boyfriend, which is much better than Kim Taeyeon.

She hasn't even seen the shadow of that person yet.

……

"Why are you jealous of me? The one in your family is not bad." Lin Yuner responded to Cui Xiuying with a smile.

"Then... just be envious." Cui Xiuying smiled calmly, and this topic was basically brought to an end.

"I'm the one who is really envious, okay?" Taeyeon suddenly got involved and sold out, "I didn't even see anyone."

"Unnie, don't you want to sing?"

"I'm already 28 years old, and I'm not considered a female idol anymore. And singers don't conflict with love, right?" Kim Taeyeon frowned slightly, anyway, she was a little dissatisfied with Lin Yuner's words.

"That's not what it means, it's just a feeling... O'Neill, have you figured it out?" Lin Yuner shook her head and smiled.

"I don't think I've figured it out...Maybe I'll see it when I get older? Now the company won't stop me." Kim Taeyeon suddenly laughed.

When the company blocked it openly and covertly, she had some ideas. After the company no longer banned love, she lost her love thoughts and devoted herself to her career.

"That's good."

"I still can't keep up with you, Yoona, I'm really envious, I almost cried with envy, tears of envy flowed from the corner of my mouth." Kim Taeyeon pretended to be sad.

"You can't be greedy! That's your brother-in-law!"

Kim Taeyeon was suddenly speechless.

"Oh, by the way, Yoona, do you have any plans for the future? Are you planning to have a baby?"

"If you are lucky, you will." Lin Yuner smiled.

……

They were chatting about light topics, but their words were full of farewell.

When parting, you may not say goodbye, or meet again by fate, which has the meaning of parting. It may be that you suddenly discover that someone or something has been left behind.

Just like Jessica Jung back then, there was no warning, she just disappeared in an ordinary morning.

(End of this chapter)