It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 446 Tenderness (Two in One)

The letter I received at the concert was the "love letter" letter from the last female classmate.

Just like the plot in "Love Letter", she writes down her past thoughts and tells them to another person, of course mainly to Xu Lai.

If it weren't for the organizer's whim to do such an event, her words might be buried in her heart for a lifetime, and she might take them out occasionally to express her emotions, and then continue to bury them in a dark place.

Secret love is to secretly build a castle.The castle is gorgeous, splendid, and majestic, but it cannot be seen by others except itself.But when Xu came here, I was really afraid that he would know, and also afraid that he would not know.

Today, everyone is no longer youthful, so she can muster up the courage to use this rare opportunity to say these words.

But the only thing that surprised her was that she thought Xu Lai would no longer remember her name and her memories, but Xu Lai seemed to have a good memory, or maybe he was sorry for his stupidity and falling asleep on the bus. And the stupid thing of forgetting to take his schoolbag was deeply impressive. Anyway, she was in his memories.

Just like what he posted on Weibo after the concert——

"I don't know if you have come to my concert, maybe you didn't see what I said at the time, so I will say it again here."

"Contrary to what you think, it's not that I don't have any impression of you. On the contrary, I still remember you now, and I remember your beautiful clothes and shoes that day. Although we can't get close to have a different kind of fate, we can still be Sincere friends, if you still remember my contact information, you can go out to drink tea and go shopping together during the Chinese New Year, and I can also introduce the people around me to you."

Originally, this was just a small episode of the concert. Everyone thought that Xu Lai's words were just a scene to make a polite statement, but no one thought that the incident at the concert had not had time to ferment, and Xu Lai directly updated it on Weibo this passage.

When this passage appeared, the concert episode, which had not had time to ferment, immediately began to become popular. This part showed Xu Lai's popularity, and on the other hand, it also showed the public's concern for celebrity gossip.

And this gossip about Xu Lai is not negative gossip. Although it is about Xu Lai and another woman, people who know the ins and outs have to sigh "Youth" and praise Xu Lai "This is A true idol."

An episode during the intermission of the concert seemed to become the hot spot of Xu Lai's concert. The marketing account and the media also reprocessed this "story" according to the news on the scene, and the latter was the one that was reported by the marketing account. They made a short video called "When a crush becomes a star".

"Secret love is actually a matter of one person. One secretly builds a castle, which cannot be exposed or discovered."

"There was a classmate named Xu Lai who accompanied me throughout my youth, from junior high school to university, no more, no less than ten years; now there is a singer named Xu Lai who has accompanied me. I hope he can accompany me so much that I like him unconditionally. You walk through your innocence, accompanying you to watch the flowers bloom and fall, and the clouds roll and relax."

"I used to think that the distance between me and him was the distance from one school to another, neither far nor close, it was only 130 kilometers, but now the distance between us is from the auditorium to the top of the stage, this distance is more than this 130 kilometers It feels even more inescapable.”

"I once heard him say that it doesn't snow in Rongcheng, and it doesn't snow in Rongdu. I haven't seen snow since I was a child. At that time, I wanted to ask God to let him see snow. Later I heard that he I went to Seoul as a trainee, and it snows every winter in Seoul, I guess he must have seen snow before, but he is just envious of the person who can accompany him to see the snow."

……

In fact, some words are not as tactful as the marketing account said, but after the marketing account polished, a pitiful, sad and lamentable youth story appeared. It is not a side topic, but it is somewhat different from the original version. .

However, the story polished by the marketing account is obviously more story-like, and it is more regrettable, so after this "secret love affair" is fermented, everyone sees more versions that have been polished by the marketing account, but they are actually singing The letter read at the meeting may not have as much nostalgia and pity as everyone imagined, just like what she said in the letter-"Ye Qingjie", she is a blessing to him, an unattainable She won't be attached to people, and she doesn't want to cause trouble for Xu Lai.

After the melon-eaters outside understood the ins and outs of the matter, they looked back at Xu Lai's reply to this "girl", and instantly made people feel that Xu Lai was really a very gentle person.

"Xu Lai is really gentle..."

"He could not have responded, but he still chose to answer her, probably because he didn't want her to feel that her youth was empty... Xu Lai is really gentle, but I don't know if Yun'er knows that Xu Lai is Like this~[smirk]"

"Just like what this girl said, it may be a lucky thing for her to meet Xu Lai, who is so gentle and kind, but it may also be an unfortunate thing. If you meet amazing people when you are young, you will be there. What left a deep impression on her heart was not only her youth, but also her indelible memory, and also the beauty that caused her trouble."

"Although I didn't have more fate, I think this girl is still very lucky. I thought it was just wishful thinking to put the other party into my memory, but I never thought that I had broken into the other party's memory. Although There will be no more stories, but when you think about it carefully, it seems that such a regret is also quite beautiful."

"Youth is really a beautiful word. Even if it is a pity, as long as you have met each other, it seems to be a beautiful thing now. Most people in the world will never meet each other in their entire lives, and a person will probably meet each other in his entire life." Meet 200 million people, and the people who will have memories after meeting are probably one in ten thousand, and the people who have stories may be one percent of the former. We can meet and form a relationship with only a few hundred people in our lifetime. There are thousands of them, so there is no need to feel that it is a pity."

"Perhaps, people who were originally out of reach can now become true friends and talk to each other up close. In fact, this is a happy ending. Not all stories have to have a deeper ending, and not all secret loves can come true."

……

"Yuner xi, do you know what happened to Xu Laixi recently?" Lin Yuner was asked by a reporter when she was attending an event. The reporter didn't choose a question related to the event. Instead, she chose a question that had almost nothing to do with the event, but Xu Lai, who has a close relationship with Lin Yuner, is the topic.

Of course, Lin Yuner understood the reporter's question in seconds. Although the reporter didn't say what it was, the most popular thing about Xu Lai recently was the strange anecdote he met at the concert. The one who specifically brought out Lin Yuner to do things for Lin Yuner must be the girl who wrote to Xu Lai and had a crush on Xu Lai when she was young.

Of course, the more important focus of this incident is Xu Lai's response to the girl, saying that "although there is no other kind of fate, you can still be a sincere friend of the other party."

"I know!" Lin Yuner smiled and nodded. She was not surprised by the reporter's question, nor did she show any displeasure.On the contrary, knowing that Xu Lai had been so enthusiastically liked by others, she was still a little happy in her heart. He did not have any stories with anyone else, but he wrote so many stories with her, and even wrote the endings of some stories. Isn't this just highlighting her specialness?
"So what do you think about this matter?" the reporter asked.

"Emmm... I don't have any opinion. He has always been very good. It seems normal for someone to like him."

"Then what do you think about the fact that Xu Laixi is very gentle?" the reporter continued to ask.

"Everyone knows that he is very gentle! He has always been a very gentle person. When we are with him, he belongs to the kind of person who makes you lose your temper. Sometimes I want to pick He has always responded to his thorns, and never argues with me, even when we quarrel, he is more like reasoning with me and having a friendly discussion, rather than a serious quarrel, so..." Lin Yuner There was a pause, and then another vocabulary was brewed.

"I'm not surprised that he would respond to that girl like this. I think he should thank that girl for loving him so passionately before he knew it. I really want to get to know this girl."

She said so.

"Then Yoonerxi, won't you feel uncomfortable?" The reporter asked again.

"Uncomfortable feeling... It's actually okay, after all, he is mine now. It's just that occasionally, it's a pity that I didn't get to know him earlier." Lin Yuner said jokingly.

She is a person who easily succumbs to gentleness. She typically takes the soft side rather than the hard side. No one else can, so she has nothing to do with Xu Lai. Seeing him smiling at her, she feels that there is nothing she can do.

She always surrendered to tenderness, and he was tenderness itself.

This sentence was originally a particularly beautiful sentence, but after being brought into the story of Lin Yuner and Xu Lai, it was painted even more beautifully.

At this point, both Xu Lai and Lin Yuner have given their responses, and there is no more so-called "good show" for everyone to watch, but this matter still has to end, when the last person involved comes forward to put an end to this episode. At that time, this matter really came to an end.

"I'm the heroine of the letter that was read at the concert. I'm the guy who had a crush on him for ten years and is now a fan. I didn't write those things out to get attention or I got something from Xu Lai, but I just saw the event that appeared at his concert one day, so I wrote a letter and submitted it by accident, but I didn’t expect to be selected. It’s very exciting and exciting. It's hard to bear."

"When he read the letter on the stage, I stood in the audience. I knew very early on that there was an unbridgeable gap between him and me. When I was 130 kilometers away from him, I called it Excellent, now I call it status when I'm 30 meters away from him in the audience."

"So, I have never had any delusions, and I don't want to do embarrassing things for a dream that is vain. Maybe when I write this thing out and read it from Xu Lai's mouth, Everyone will think that this is a very cute and sincere crush, but in fact it becomes cute when the inferiority complex overflows. Unattainable, this is probably the farthest and closest distance I think. I am with him The distance has been kept at this scale, and I have never been close, so I will not have any delusions, and everyone should not believe me in private."

"However, I am really grateful that I met Xu Lai. I am grateful that I met him when I was most confused. I turned him into the driving force for my hard work. I tried hard to become better, and then I approached him. Of course, I The closeness is not some kind of plot that only exists in dreams and idol dramas, but an unexpected encounter."

"I know his grades are not very good, so I study hard and try my luck. What if he asks me a certain question one day because of difficulties? I know he wants to learn to skateboard, but because it is too difficult I gave up on getting started, so I learned to skateboard seriously in college, and now I can be regarded as an amateur skater, and I can occasionally show off my skills..."

"But I never got closer to him because I became better. He was far better than me. The speed at which he became better made me feel desperate. Looking at each other from afar gradually turned into looking up, but There's nothing wrong with that, it just turns a person who can be seen from a distance into a star in the sky that needs to be looked up to. Moreover, I can easily see him because of this, and it seems that there is nothing wrong with it."

"Thanks to Xu Lai, and also to myself who once liked Xu Lai, who made me become the outstanding person I am now. I didn't stubbornly leave myself in the past, and I also hope that Xu Lai can keep moving forward. As for Xu Lai, his Response I heard it at the scene and saw it on Weibo, but what I want to say is that there is no need to meet. If you can, just give me a contact information. Although the end of youth is very sloppy, I still hope to have Good ending."

"Then, I don't have any idea of ​​becoming an Internet celebrity or gaining popularity based on it. I will not continue to use this Weibo account after posting this article. I will regard this as a beautiful accident in my life, and I will continue to use it in the future." Continue with your own life, and will continue to pay attention to and support Xu Lai, and hope that everyone can continue to support him."

"Finally, I hope Xu Lai and Yun'er can be happy."

……

It turned out that she was also a very gentle person.

But the story ends there.

(End of this chapter)