It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 478 You're in a hurry (two in one)

Honeymoon travel arrangements are actually not complicated. Australia to see the sea, go to national parks to see animals and rainforests is to escape the last severe cold in spring. The other arrangements are Galway, which should be called revisiting the old place. .

This time Xu Lai and Lin Yuner came to Galway was in great contrast to the first time they came here. For Lin Yuner, the relationship this time was different, and the content was also different. She was still very satisfied with this trip. .

Anyway, she felt very happy doing things with Xu Lai that she had never done before, and during the chat, she also asked Xu Lai about his not falling in love when he was studying, and she also felt that Xu Lai was quite reasonable.

Favor, liking, and love are really different levels of feelings.

But the only thing that was a bit embarrassing was that Xu Lai also asked Lin Yuner about her first love.

Her first love should be well known, and her explanation for it goes like this.

"I have never been short of people who like me. Many people expressed their affection for me openly and secretly, but at that time I must have made my debut as my primary goal, so I didn't have the heart to respond to their childish and futureless feelings. When I first debuted It was difficult, and I didn't dare to think about it. It wasn't until the development of the group got better, the road became smoother and smoother, and it could be regarded as occupying a place in the circle. I no longer worried that my career would not be able to develop. At this time, I started to really think about it. fall in love."

"At that time, I was in my 20s. It's normal to fall in love, right? It's just that it's really troublesome for us to fall in love as idols. Besides, I was also afraid of meeting bad people, so I was very nervous. Be cautious, and in the end, you probably start to get in touch with someone who I have known for a long time, who I think is good, and everyone thinks is excellent."

"I'm not sure if it's a heartbeat or not... Anyway, I gradually got used to it. In our circle, we fall in love seriously, and sometimes we don't have to be heartbroken. But the end is still a bit sloppy, but now I think about it." Think about it and feel nothing."

"Otherwise I wouldn't have met you."

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Love must go in both directions to be strong enough, and it will be warm when you tell people who respond to it. Love is not life, love exists in life, and the goal of life is not love, but happiness.

To be like-minded, to be firm with each other, to cherish each other, to come and go.

Happiness is not difficult, Lin Yuner has always felt this way, just like now, she was reading on the sofa with a book in her arms, Xu Lai ran to the game room to play games with Lu Han and the others, the game room was not closed, she You can see him sitting in the living room, and they haven't exchanged anything, just feel at ease and happy when the other party appears in the field of vision.

She will never feel bored in anything she does with Xu Lai, and even if it is boring things, she will always find happiness somewhere inconspicuous.

This is great, this is the life she has been looking forward to, and now she is sighing in her heart, thinking that she was lucky in the past, made no mistakes in her choices, and was always able to make the right choice at almost the right time, and then... also No hesitation.

If you hesitate, you will lose. Now she feels more and more that this sentence is correct.Speaking of this, she suddenly thought of Pei Zhuxuan. She remembered that this junior, who was one year younger than her, had inquired about Xu Lai. If it weren't for Pei Zhuxuan's little actions, she might not have made a decision so quickly.

Sure enough, sometimes you still need some pressure from the outside world.

"Ms. Xu and Mr. Lin, are you ready to shoot?"

"That's almost it. Let's get ready to start." Lin Yuner and Xu Lai chatted for a few words about preparing for the shooting, then responded to the staff, and then responded to the staff.

After two days of rest after the honeymoon, the program team of "Same Bed, Different Dreams" came to their new home to install cameras. They will have to live under the cameras for a period of time. Xu Lai suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. After all, the last time was in Mushroom When I was in the house, it was almost a year.

After rest, it is time to return to work, at least for Lin Yuner, so their variety show filming started not long ago, and today is the first day of filming.

The first act, of course, is to introduce myself and chat casually.

"Hello, audience friends, I'm Yoona."

"Hi everyone, I'm Xu Lai. Then?"

"..."

Q: "You can chat casually about the relationship experience of the two of you."

The staff made a timely mention.

"Who will say it?" Xu Lai turned his head to look at Lin Yuner, and then raised his chin towards her. In fact, the meaning is already very clear. At this time, it is still necessary for Lin Yuner to speak. He wants Lin Yuner to speak like this. Do, after all, she should be the main character in this show.

"Let me talk." Naturally, Lin Yun'er did not suffer from stage fright, and understood what Xu Lai meant, so she directly took over the task of talking.

"If you want to talk about the emotional experience of the two of us... for a while, I don't know where to start." Lin Yuner glanced at the camera, and then turned her head to look at Xu Lai.

Q: "Can you tell me how the two of you first started?"

"In the beginning... the most common version should be at the end of 14, when the two of us collaborated in Galway to shoot the MV for "Galway Girl".

"At that time, I was actually not sure about my feelings. After all, my mind was basically on my career at that time, and my feelings also needed to be compromised for my career. At that time, I was sure that I had a good impression of him, but Goodwill is still quite ethereal, and it's a very normal thing, it just proves that I accept to continue to associate with him."

"However, Xu Lai's words... should be regarded as a stupid thing at this time, right? But to some extent, this should be the romance of literary and art workers?" "He wrote a song called "Cold" song, and then I became the first listener of his song, and gave me the original version of the demo. I was thinking at the time, he seemed a little silly, and it felt easy to cheat."

Xu Lai was silent all the time, and then he couldn't keep silent when he heard this sentence, and retorted: "How stupid?"

"Everywhere is stupid." Lin Yuner laughed, and then continued: "Think about Christmas, you were recording a show in Jiangsu, and I was filming in Hengdian. When you arrived in Hengdian, it was already afternoon, just to have a look and eat. After dinner, do you think you are stupid?"

"..." Xu Lai collapsed on the side, not wanting to speak.

"But it's not that you're really stupid, I mean cute." Lin Yuner said.

Speaking of cuteness, she really thought that Xu Lai was very cute at that time, because she was inexperienced, so every time she was sincere, a little scared, then hesitated, occasionally brave, sometimes impulsive, For example, I ran hundreds of kilometers just to meet for two hours, have a meal and chat, and didn't fight back.

Anyone else might have felt a loss, but he still enjoyed it.

"If it was in Galway at the beginning, then I should have been really tempted that Christmas. What he did at that time was a little silly, but it made me very happy, even a little touched."

"Then just like that, the relationship between the two of us is getting closer and closer, and then we will confirm the relationship." Lin Yuner spoke slowly, and then glanced at Xu Lai when he was talking about confirming the relationship, remembering that he was "no Competitive" look.

"About confirming the relationship..." Lin Yun'er sighed as she spoke, "According to the usual practice, boys should do such things as confession and initiative to change the relationship. Look, I mentioned the relationship switch first, and the confession... should be considered my mention, right? I hinted that he would confess to me, no, it should be explicit, but I didn't put the words "I like you, you want to Are you in love with me? Just say these few words."

"It should be my last stubbornness not to speak so clearly. Thinking about it, I'm still a little speechless..." Lin Yuner complained towards Xu Lai.

"I don't have much experience, and I'm not sure how far I should be before I can confess to you about being together... I don't quite understand your thoughts at that time. I was mainly afraid of being rejected after speaking." Xu Lai said here This matter is still very frank.

It was the first time that he was so attracted to a person, and it was also the first time that he was so interested in a person of the opposite sex. He approached her wholeheartedly. He has no emotional experience, no matter how many examples he has seen, no matter how rich the theoretical experience is, it is basically useless in practice. If Lin Yuner really rejects him, he will most likely just let it go. Don't bother her anymore.

"Yes, based on your temper at that time, I guess if I meant to refuse, you might just give up." Lin Yuner also nodded from the side.

"Stalking doesn't look good." Xu Lai explained.

"I know." Lin Yun'er laughed. Of course she understood what Xu Lai said. After all, it was the first time for him to take the initiative and put his heart in front of someone so frankly. He didn't hide himself at all. If he was rejected Of course he won't bother her anymore.

She knew that this was his self-esteem and respect for her.

That's why she said he was stupid.

But it was also this stupidity that made her cherish it for a long time, and waited for a long time, and finally opened her mouth when she couldn't wait.

"But I was quite surprised when you suddenly mentioned the confession and being together." Xu Lai nodded.

"Haven't you thought about it?"

"I've thought about it, but I think it may take some time to confirm your thoughts." Xu Lai said honestly.

"This is all thanks to you! You started to become famous in South Korea, and also became famous in the mainland. You even started to shift your position to the United States to develop..."

"You're in a hurry."

"Then who can not be in a hurry at this time? I know you are very good, but you have not been discovered for the time being, but you will be seen by more people soon. Although I am quite confident in myself, I also Don't you think that there is no more beautiful and better person than me in this world, what if you meet him?"

"And I also think it's stupid to use this kind of probability as a test. I definitely can't take this kind of probability to take risks! In that case, I will lose money anyway. Obviously I came first, but the result is It's a pity to be cut in line by someone else, okay?"

"Furthermore, the saying that strike first is the truth."

Lin Yuner spoke seriously, with the look of a theoretician who understood very well, and the staff members were also nodded repeatedly by what she said.

"But you didn't say a word in advance, and you came directly to Los Angeles, which caught me off guard."

"Hurry up." Lin Yun'er said seriously.

"What's the hurry?"

"Because I suddenly found that someone I know around me likes you, so..."

Lin Yun'er didn't continue talking, Xu Lai smiled in return, and he felt suddenly enlightened.

"It's bad, sometimes I don't want you to be so good. It makes so many people think about me and it puts a lot of pressure on me." Lin Yoona said and sighed.

"Now you can rest assured." Xu Lai smiled.

"Hmm~" Lin Yuner snorted happily.

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Regarding the confession, Lin Yuner actually has a lot of things to say, such as the nervousness after discovering that Lin Yuner has become more and more famous, such as his panic when he meets more and more people.

In fact, she had calculated that she wanted Xu Lai to become famous enough to match her, but she didn't want Xu Lai to be too good to be discovered by so many people...

She is sometimes contradictory, but liking him is indeed not contradictory.

At the end of the confession, in addition to being flustered, maybe there will be someone better beside him. Two people may not be able to get together in the end, or even get separated halfway.

She had thought about Lin Yuner.

Pei Zhuxuan's matter was just an opportunity, she had already planned everything.

She admits that she is a thoughtful person, but she does not admit that she is calculating Xu Lai. Her feelings are real, and her hesitation is only based on protecting herself, but she knows that these words are hard to hear, so she I plan to rot all of these in my stomach.

Anyway, Xu Lai never asked her about it, and she was willing to keep it from Xu Lai. After all, everyone has a little secret.She didn't want her good image in Xu Lai's eyes to be damaged.

However, Xu has seen her jio-picking, farting, disheveled hair, etc., so the "beautiful image" is not as beautiful as imagined.

"It's a good thing they're married."

Lin Yuner suddenly laughed out loud.

"Everyone says that the two of us get married quickly, but Xu Lai and I both know that we did it step by step, but we are very honest and serious about managing our relationship, so we spent less money than others. Time to get to know each other, to run in with each other, to change for each other... We are not getting married soon, we are sure. Some people may not be able to be sure that this person is a person who can live a lifetime for many years."

"But we understood it early, so it should be luck."

(End of this chapter)