It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 486 What a pity
If you want me to choose the picture that represents youth,

That drop of tears emerged, that piece of blue sky graduated that year,
That face that is crying, laughing, and hugging you at the same time is yours.
When I think of it, it's cute, pitiful, and full of songs and tears, but I miss it so much.
Nostalgia is always suddenly nostalgia does not talk about conditions,
When memories break through the examination paper and out of the years in front of my eyes,

You and I are sweating and drinking soda on the side of the playground,

We agreed, let's go to the future world together no matter what
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Most people’s high school will not be as exciting and ups and downs as the protagonists of the so-called youth idol dramas. Everyone spends almost all their time on studies. The biggest wish is to survive three years, get admitted to the ideal university, and get rid of the status quo , and even... Get rid of the control of your parents.

During this period, what I did most was to laugh and have fun with my classmates and friends. Even if there was someone I liked, I guess I wouldn’t open it. I just showed my kindness openly and secretly, and I would blush when I heard others put myself and each other together...

Xu Lai's youth was almost like this, and the people around him were not very special, they were all ordinary people, and their life trajectories were not much different.

He has experienced it, so he understands that the most regrettable thing about youth is unconscious separation.

After three years of depression, everyone is enjoying the bright future of escaping from the cage. They don’t care about the upcoming separation, thinking that everyone is just scattered in different places, but the relationship is still there. Technology is so advanced, and they want to connect with each other. It's easy, the traffic is developing so fast, it's not difficult to meet each other...

We never realized that the separation from some people was just a temporary one. Unexpectedly, we were separated in the sea of ​​​​people. We thought about what we wanted to say and what we wanted to do. We imagined countless possible futures in our minds. In the end, we could only... I thought about it alone in my heart, and then sighed.

The feelings of youth are the purest, and because of the purity and sincerity, the regret of missing is more difficult to eliminate, lingering in the heart, difficult to entangle.

Time can heal everything in the end, and everyone believes that time will pass quickly, like a fleeting moment.

But that kind of mood is very long, like mountains and rivers, endless.

Xu Lai did not step off the stage after the new song was sung. He couldn't help laughing when he saw the concert scene that seemed to have become his home at this time. Inviting him to be a guest has to be reconsidered.

Of course, this was just Xu Lai's wishful thinking. In the backstage waiting aisle, Lu Han had changed his clothes, and the assistant next to him was helping him to cool down, and he was still drinking a bottle of water in his hand.

He didn't feel that Xu Lai was taking the lead, but he felt that Xu Lai had stirred up the excitement of the concert. Whether it was on or off the stage, this new song was already well-rounded.

He heard Xu Lai said that he would have a little surprise before (Xu Lai did not sing the song during the rehearsal, but just adapted to the on-site equipment and lighting, etc.), but he did not expect that the surprise Xu Lai said would be a new song, Now Lu Han's concert is no ordinary concert.

He felt a little flattered, and he was not prepared at all. He could only sigh that Xu Lai was "talented and willful".

Indeed, if he is as talented as Xu Lai, he will not be willful, he will just walk sideways.

Lu Han looked at Xu Lai who was standing on the stage, smiled and shook his head without saying a word, but just drank two more sips of water, and was not in a hurry to get on stage.

"It's been a while since I wrote this song. I got married a while ago, and when I talked about the past with my wife, Yoona, it naturally came to the time when I was studying."

"Everyone's youth is very similar, learning, playing, and people they like."

"Every stage of life will experience encounters and separations. No one can accompany you for a lifetime. I mean, everyone will move forward according to their own routes, and then they may drift away."

"Some parting is silent, there will be no 'outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road', and there will be no crying and hugging reluctantly. Maybe everyone is smiling, and no one opens their mouths to say parting words, but everything is true. It was going on quietly. It might be a 'goodbye' as usual, or it might be a wave before turning to leave."

"Then, the important thing is that this kind of unconscious separation may not be met again soon as everyone thinks, and there may even be no next meeting. So, if you want to say something, you should say it early. If you want to do it, you have to act earlier, and don’t wait until later to regret it.”

"Of course, I don't mean to tell you to run away and do such stupid things now. I just want you to take a brave step after thinking about it. However, sometimes regret is also a kind of beauty."

Xu Lai talked to the fans in the audience, and the distance between the midfielders was tightly controlled by him.

"Then do you have any regrets?" Suddenly a fan in the audience asked Xu Lai loudly.

"Of course I did! It's a pity that I didn't study hard in high school." Xu Lai suddenly laughed, and then said seriously, "But I don't regret it now. I don't think I can be that kind of greedy person. I am very happy now."

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After the concert, Xu Lai's remarks were spread along with the topic of "Cheers", and naturally they were also airborne hot searches. After all, Xu Lai and Lu Han are now in charge of traffic in the mainland, and they usually go out everywhere. It might be a hot search, not to mention saying that on such an important occasion of performing on the same stage.

However, those who like Xu Lai naturally think that Xu Lai is very good, think that he is very talented, can write good songs, and can also make some literary chatter, while those who don't like Xu Lai may not like Xu Lai. I don't deny that the songs written by Xu Lai are good, but for what he said, you may feel that there is not much nutrition.

It can't be said that he doesn't know how to feel sad when he is young, it can only be said that these words are all badly written sentences in books, and he has read them countless times, so there is no need for Xu Lai to repeat them.

However, we always take it lightly when we see the text experience, and only feel regretful when we actually experience it.

This is exactly the case with parting. At first, I didn't pay much attention to it, but when I really realized it, I felt lost, and I only felt regret in my heart.

Xu Lai is the same now. Looking back at the past, none of his friends when he was studying is gone. Before he became famous, everyone kept in touch with each other. But after he became famous, everyone gradually lost contact. Until now, we have almost lost contact. state.

Sometimes he feels a pity, but sometimes he feels that this may be the reality. Every step of the way he travels will make him lose something and then gain something.

(End of this chapter)