It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 522 At that time, he was the light
There are many things in the world that are particularly strange and based on chance.

For example, Xu Lai and Lin Yun'er donated money for nothing but unexpectedly gained a good reputation during the epidemic, and Lu Han, too, thought it was just a useless and risky social volunteer activity, but just happened to meet an infected person; After four days, I was able to leave, but I didn't expect the final test to be positive.

Fortunately, I spent half a month in the hospital and recovered, otherwise it would have really scared a lot of people to death.

Needless to say, Lu Han's fans and his family, friends like Xu Lai, Huang Zitao, and Guan Xiaotong were also worried to death, but it was just like what Lu Han said at the beginning, "If I can go back safely this time, I must bring a dowry gift to propose marriage", he came back safely, so he really picked a good day, brought a gift and entered Guan Xiaotong's house.

This is like a flag he set, just like someone said, "Get married if you win the championship." In the end, the prerequisites were realized, but it was just the result that needed to be put into action. Some people were timid, but others took up the responsibility. .

Xu Lai didn't know what Lu Han went through that day at Guan Xiaotong's house, but in the evening he happily called Xu Lai to inform Xu Lai that he had prepared an engagement gift for them.

The relationship between Lu Han and Guan Xiaotong is very low-key, and the development of the relationship behind is also known to the two in private. There is no such thing as a show of affection in front of the public, just once a year on the anniversary, it is really low-key, a lot At that time, everyone thought that these two people had broken up.

A little understated.

And now, the news of their engagement has not spread. It is estimated that they will have to wait until the wedding is held one day before posting a photo of their marriage certificate like Xu Lai and the others.

But this is also very good, it satisfies their desire to keep a low profile, does not occupy public resources, and does not need to be noticed by too many people, perhaps to some extent, it is a bit like a hidden marriage.But this is a good solution for both of them, but the general public cannot know. In fact, people close to them are very clear about their affairs, such as Xu Lai.

Lu Han was quarantined, Lu Han was infected, Lu Han recovered, and Lu Han and Guan Xiaotong were getting engaged. These things were interspersed during the time when the epidemic was slowly controlled. It was also the eighth month after the epidemic was discovered, and the mainland was basically under control. During the epidemic, everyone began to slowly open the door and go out, social interaction resumed, and the streets were bustling again, with a lot of traffic and people coming and going, instead of standing in front of the window and watching the cars coming and going in front of the door.

It was the next two months when people started to have large-scale gatherings. Before Xu came, he had held live broadcasts with fans on the Internet, held online concerts, and even held online fan singing During the competition, it was also at this time that he discovered that there were so many talented people among his own fans.

And after being away from everyone for so long, Xu Lai still wants to meet with fans offline. It’s not about holding a concert, but a meeting. When you meet, you can talk about your recent life. Everyone in the epidemic How was your day or something.Before, he had opened a column for reading emails. Many fans sent him emails, and then the emails were blocked directly. It was Xu Lai who specifically went to the official to unblock them.

A large number of emails also brought a huge workload to the assistants. They selected some typical and representative emails from the large number of emails and sent them to Xu Lai, and then Xu Lai read the emails during the live broadcast. Another way is to participate in the lives of fans, listening to them talk about the trivial things in their lives, there are joys and sorrows of course.

Some people say that during the epidemic, family members rarely stayed together for several months, as if they had regained the lost family relationship; some said that they made an agreement with their lovers to get married after the epidemic was over; people want to go out; people say that the epidemic has taken away people around them, including relatives, lovers, and lovers who are about to become family members...

There are sorrows and joys, this is life, and it is also a real life.

It’s just that novels and TV dramas all have logic, but life really doesn’t have any logic at all. The plots written in novels and scripts that may be considered outrageous will happen in reality.

For example, the old and sickly people survived the epidemic, while the young and vigorous people were taken away forever...

At this time, Xu Lai can only comfort these unfortunate people in his own way, and he can't say any beautiful words, because the really hurt people will not heal their wounds and lose important things in their lives just because of one or two beautiful words. Human wounds need time to heal, and time is the best medicine.

No one can accompany you forever.

Xu Lai thought of this sentence again at this time, and then thought of Lu Han, Lin Yuner, and his family and friends, and suddenly felt rejoicing, fortunately, he didn't lose anyone.

Although it won't last a lifetime, I want it to last as long as possible.

This fan meeting can be regarded as a way to report safety to everyone after the epidemic, to share a new life with everyone, and to be a kind of expectation for the future.

Fan meetings are not as troublesome as concerts, and they don’t require too much preparation time. Xu Lai just selected the venue and got the equipment a month in advance, and then sent out announcements to fans, and then provided free services to those he knew who had experienced the situation. Some of the tickets are given away to the unfortunate people, and the remaining part is given to everyone as a fan welfare, which is considered thoughtful.

The purpose of this fan meeting is not to make money for a long time, it is just a meeting after a long absence.

When the day of the fan meeting slowly came, Xu Wen and Xu Run also entered the classroom. Although it was only a kindergarten, this was the first time they met a relatively large number of peers. Their hearts were full of expectations and fears Xu Lai and Lin Yuner were also quite worried, worried that they would not adapt to life with their peers, worried that they would be afraid to cry if they could not see their parents...

Facts have proved that their worries are unnecessary. Xu Wen is a little more shy, but he is quiet and sensible without talking much, and he can completely hold the situation where his parents are not around.As for Xu Run's elder sister, she was like a dragon like the sea, and she was doing well in the kindergarten. I heard Xu Wen went home and complained that Xu Run took a little girl as a follower on the third day after entering the kindergarten...

When Xu Lai learned the news, he felt it was outrageous. Although Xu Wen had always been a lively and out-of-the-box child, he really didn't expect that she could go to a kindergarten and become a big sister. Xu Lai and Lin Yuner didn't have this attribute, and they didn't know where she was raised. It made Xu Lai and Lin Yuner want to laugh.

After all, this is an innocuous episode, I didn't bully my classmates, I didn't do anything bad, Xu Lai and Lin Yuner didn't question her, they just guided her in a good way, if people like to play with you, then you have to be nice to them, If you want to be a big sister, you have to take good care of your younger siblings.

As a result, Xu Run did quite well and became the king of children in the kindergarten. Xu Wen, as Xu Run's younger brother, was surrounded by a group of little sisters in the end. It was the second time in his life that he reached the pinnacle of life (the first time It should be regarded as being called "Dad" by Xu Lai).

After the child was sent to kindergarten, Xu Lai and Lin Yuner usually spent a lot more time in the "two world", and Xu Lai was about to go to work for a while, so Lin Yuner naturally took the time to be affectionate with Xu Lai.

Lin Yuner will soon be 30 years old. As the saying goes, a woman at [-] is like a wolf and a tiger. Xu Lai is really young and pays attention to exercise, otherwise it will be too much. Therefore, Xu Lai does not touch drugs such as sea dog pills. After all, he only has Lin Yuner needs to deal with it, and she can overcome it simply by exercising.

As time went by, the fan meeting came to a close. Xu Lai went to the site early to arrange it. There were only [-] places on site. This was a number that Xu Lai felt was safer. There was also a special health code check at the door. Adequate safety measures have been taken.

But when the fan meeting came, the 2 seats that Xu Lai envisioned were not enough, and [-] tickets were sold, but in the end, many more people came, so we had to increase the security personnel, and then put the security The isolation zone was wider. Finally, standing on the stage and watching it, he conservatively estimated that there should be more than [-] people at the scene, which is really far from what he imagined. With less than [-] fans' on-site experience, Xu Lai's planning and his guesses were lost on the spot.

When there are more people, the atmosphere on the scene is completely different. Originally, Xu Lai really wanted to chat with the fans, but now the chat can only be him talking, and then they listen and give some simple replies.

"Thank you for taking the time to meet me at this time. Although the tickets are free, it is incomparable to your precious time at this stage."

"There is no doubt that a lot of things have happened in the past few months, and everyone's life has changed more or less. Some people may have met some people and had some good things happen to them during this period, but some people may have also encountered some bad things and lost some things. people……"

"So, I really want to ask everyone, how is your life these days?"

There will never be a unified answer to this question. Everyone was talking about their own lives off the stage. Xu Lai stood on the stage without making a sound and listened carefully for several minutes, although he couldn't really hear what a person was saying. The ins and outs of the matter, but this is also an opportunity for everyone to speak their minds at ease. Anyway, the people around them are strangers, and no one will hear them except themselves.

Then Xu Lai started talking about himself.

"I am 26 years old this year and will be 27 soon. It has been six years since I debuted. I have my own family, a wife who loves me, and a pair of lovely children."

"My son and daughter have just entered kindergarten. The eldest daughter is more naughty, while the younger son is more well-behaved. Yoona and I have also experienced the emotions of being parents, and we have entered a new stage in life."

"Thinking of myself six years ago, I really want to lament how time flies. I also saw some familiar faces, but I was accompanied by some unfamiliar faces. They seemed to be lovers. Did you bring me to the scene of the fan meeting? ?Although I think I am very happy to come to my fan meeting to see me, but I don’t know if the person next to you is happy or not.”

"We all like you!"

Several fans who were cueed by Xu Lai responded loudly to Xu Lai's teasing.

"So I'm your old man?" Xu Lai laughed and said, "I really never thought that one day I would be old by someone else."

"However, no matter how you meet the person next to you, I hope that if you are really sure that it is that person, then you must not let him/her slip away from you. Cherish the person in front of you!"

"If you want to be like me, getting married at an early age can be a very romantic thing."

……

Xu Lai talked a lot to fans, mostly about his life and the past. Before singing "Flashlight", he also talked about the time when he first debuted.

"My debut stage was at SM's family concert. When I went on stage that day, the scene was basically dark, but the darker it was, the more I could see those light signs sticking out in the dark. My good friend Jiang Jae-hyuk, who is currently studying for a graduate degree in law, is very busy and doesn't have much time to talk to me; there are Brother Lu, Brother Taozi and Brother Chanyeol..."

"Suddenly I miss the past, so according to the usual practice, when I am singing this song, everyone can turn off the lights."

After Xu Lai's voice fell, the fans put down the light cards in their hands in cooperation, and the sea of ​​lights slowly went out, but the cheers and cheers from the fans in their ears did not disappear, but became louder and more orderly until Xu Lai sat It was quiet in front of the piano, and then quietly watched Xu Lai tapping the keys with the stage lights focused, and then the singing slowly flowed out.

"When tomorrow comes
when tomorrow comes

I'll be on my own
i have to face it alone
Feeling frightened up
unknown things

The things that I don't know
scares me
......"

Naturally, there were quite a few old fans who came to the scene, even Xu Lai’s friends also came a lot, such as Lu Han, Huang Zitao, Park Chanyeol did not come because of South Korea’s closure, Jiang Jaehyuk was simply too busy and didn’t have time, and Lin Yuner was watching the live broadcast with Xu Wen and Xu Run at home.

"Isn't Dad handsome on stage?"

Lin Yuner looked at Xu Lai's figure on the stage, and smiled and asked Xu Wen and Xu Wen who were staring at the screen, but she didn't wait for the two children's answers, she fell into a burst of past audio and video.

It's still the stage, it's still a light gathered in the center of the stage, it's still a piano and a boy playing and singing, and there's still darkness under the stage.

"In darkness, he is the only light.

I got all I need when I got you and I
My life will be perfect without you

I look around me, and see sweet life
When I look around and see a beautiful life

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
When I'm in the dark you're my light

You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
lead me out of the dark

Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
You light up my eyes and you touch my heartstrings
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I want to say out loud that life is beautiful
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
When I'm in the dark you're my light

You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Lead me out of the darkness"

……

It is the audio and video played in the live video, and it is also the sound and picture in the long-term memory.

It turned out that the heart beat more than once, and the heart of compassion moved earlier than expected.

Although there was no special meaning at that time, it seems that it really has a different meaning now.

The time seemed to go back six years ago. He was young and vigorous, and she was also in her prime. She didn't know if their eyes met when he was looking at the stage. She remembered that she had been staring at him at that time.

He was the light at that time.

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