Anecdotes about the novice system

Chapter 31
"Distort it!" The immature child's voice sounded.

The branches were twisted into a ball, and then scattered.

Under the tree, the little girl's eyes shone with brilliant rainbow light.

Behind her, a middle-aged woman was looking at her in horror.

Asakami Fujino turned around, looked at the woman, and asked, "Can't you do this?"

The woman didn't speak, she looked at the twisted and fallen branches in horror, then turned and ran away.

The girl's eyes were full of doubts, as if she couldn't understand why she wanted to run away.

"...Um, that child is a monster!!!" The woman said to the dignified man in front of the Patriarch of Qiangami's family with horror on her face.

The man gently comforted the woman and motioned for her to leave.

Then, his face darkened instantly.

"That kind of thing is completely useless in today's era." He looked in the direction of Asakami Fujino's room and said in a voice that he could only hear.

Gradually, Asakami Fujino's reputation as a monster spread in this small town for some reason.

Whenever Asakami Fujino goes out, the residents of the town will look at her strangely. When they return home, they will teach their children to stay away from her.

"Why, are they afraid of me? Did Fujino do something wrong?" The little girl asked timidly while grabbing her stepfather's clothes in puzzlement.

"Because, you are a monster!" The stepfather's eyes were full of disgust, he pulled out his clothes impatiently, and said to Xiao Fujino rudely.

Xiao Teng was startled by him, and shrank back, not daring to approach him again.

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"Go and tell that woman that the monster is sick, and then let her take this medicine." Patriarch Qian Shang handed the medicine in his hand to the doctor, and ordered solemnly.

"What kind of medicine is this?" The doctor looked at the medicine in his hand and asked puzzledly: "Can't you just give it to the eldest lady yourself?"

"Don't talk nonsense, do as I say." The head of the Asakami family said coldly.

"Uh...I know." The doctor's face showed surprise, and then he regained his composure. He nodded and replied.

So, from that day on, Fujino had to take medicine every day.

Her pain gradually disappeared, and her eyes gradually returned to normal, losing the ability to distort objects.

Patriarch Asakami seemed relieved, and he got close to Fujino again.

It's just that there is still disgust and alienation deep in his eyes that cannot be overcome.

Little Fujino didn't know what happened, although she was very happy that her father was getting close to her again.

However, she could feel that her father didn't like her.So, she still avoids him.

Patriarch Asakami didn't care that Asakami Fujino was unfamiliar with him, or he did it on purpose.

Unbeknownst to Fujino's mother and Fujino, Patriarch Asakami made a secret decision.

As a result, the fact that Asakami Fujino was a monster quickly spread in the town.

Everyone looked at Asakami Fujino with disgust and fear.

Children often have the clearest perception of emotions.

Because people outside the house are not friendly, Fujino doesn't like to leave his home.

Patriarch Qiangami seemed a little happy about such a thing, so he bought her a lot of toys.

Another day, the head of Asakami bought a set of toy kitchen utensils, but secretly put a real and sharp knife in it.

Fujino didn't know such a thing, she cut the toy with the real knife, and cut her own finger without paying attention for a while.

"Recently, Fujino doesn't seem to be very close to me." Patriarch Asakami said to his wife in distress.

"Child, just coax her more." Fujino's mother suggested happily with a gentle smile.

After all, it was what I expected for my daughter to get along well with her current husband.

Now, the husband is worrying about the relationship with his daughter, isn't it better?
"Well, it makes sense." Patriarch Asakami nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Then let's go and see Fujino."

Fujino's mother came to Fujino's room with her husband.

Fujino's mother pushed open the door of the room, saw Fujino with blood on his hands, and panicked all of a sudden.

Patriarch Asakami indifferently looked down at Fujino Asakami, who had such a long wound on his hand, but didn't notice anything, and nodded in satisfaction.

Fujino's mother looked at Fujino's hand, first scolded her in a panic, and then cried sadly.

"It hurts." Fujino's mother gently protected Fujino.

Fujino was stunned, but compared to her mother's incomprehensible words, Fujino cried together with her mother because of the joy of being held tenderly by her mother.

Patriarch Qiangami looked outside, then left without looking back.It's just that the footsteps seem to be much lighter.

"Fujino, it won't hurt anymore after the injury is cured..." Fujino's mother said while wrapping up Fujino's wound with a white bandage.

Fujino couldn't understand the meaning of his mother's words.

Because she never felt pain once.

After that day, the Asakami family moved out of Nagano.The reason is that I hate the hostility towards Fujino from the local people.

In this way, Fujino grew up gradually.

Fujino is a smart child, she has successfully seen the deep dissatisfaction and estrangement towards herself from her father's eyes.

He also understood his own abnormalities.

Therefore, Fujino began to work hard.

In order to be able to become a chaste woman like my mother.

In order to be able to become a top student praised by his father.

In order to be an ordinary child who is not suspected by anyone...

Fujino has been working hard.

Gradually, she gained praise from her classmates, friends, servants and her father's friends.

Even her father looked proud when talking about her.

However, Fujino was scared and panicked in his heart.

On the surface, she is the eldest lady who is praised by everyone for her excellent morals and academics.

But in fact, she is just a poor person who doesn't even have the real sense of being alive.

No matter whether it is someone younger than her or someone older than her, it seems that as long as they are hurt to a certain extent, it will hurt.

And she tried to twist her face countless times.

However, nothing felt.

Twist harder...

Still nothing.

He lowered his hand weakly, a little blood sticking to his nails.

Maybe it was a nail that pierced the face.

But even so, it still feels nothing.

Even though he is alive, he still feels nothing.

"Ha..." He laughed strangely.

Thinking about the disgust and alienation deeply hidden under his father's satisfied smile.

Recalling the compliments from my peers, there was hidden jealousy and rejection.

Why can you feel the hurt in your heart when you obviously can't feel the pain?
After all, what is the heart?

Is it the heart that's injured?Or my brain?

The actions and words that have the meaning of attacking Fujino Asagami are accepted by his own brain, and he will be hurt because he has withstood the attack, and he will feel pain because he has been hurt.

No matter whether it is defense or justification, they are all medicines made by the brain to ease the hurt of the heart.

So, even me, even Fujino Asakami who doesn't know what pain is, can feel the pain in my heart.

But this is an illusion! !

It must be an illusion! !
Real pain is definitely not something that can be calmed down with words! ! !
The hurt in your heart can be quickly forgotten.

So the hurt in my heart is insignificant.

But physical injuries, as long as the injuries exist, will continue to hurt.

What a strong, sure proof of existence! ! !

If the heart is the brain, just let my brain get hurt!
Then I can get the pain!
So, like now?
I was caught by teenagers of the same age, even younger.

Their laughter, scary expressions, and bad language.

Constant threats, constant persecution.

How long will it hurt me like this?

I thought so.

Suddenly, a long knife sent the nails of the man on me flying out.

I heard his screams and saw his convulsing body.

Is this pain?
It was like watching a movie, watching him screaming through a screen that could never be broken.

I suddenly felt disgusted. I turned my head and saw the girl walking in.

Wear clothes of completely unrecognizable material.

Full of ominous black hair, full of ominous white skin, full of ominous, bottomless eyes.

She just glanced at me lightly, but I kept staring at her.

I saw the scenery behind her.

There was nothing but blood behind the man.

That person wants to hurt someone else.

That person wants to kill other people.

...that man is a murderer.

I came to this conclusion.

I wait while she kills everyone here, including me.

I look forward to these things happening.

However, she didn't kill anyone.

She just came over and hugged me gently.

The cool hands on my skin made me nervous.

I expected her to kill me, not pick me up!

I wanted to yell out, but the words couldn't come out.

She picked me up, seemingly effortlessly.

A warm feeling came from her arms.

I suddenly fell in love with this feeling.

The wounds in my heart seemed to have completely disappeared, and I was completely filled with a feeling called happiness.

She hugged me and left that dark, malicious place.

I felt that warmth, and my eyes suddenly became sour.

I raised my head slightly and found that she was also looking at me.

I tried my best to hide my tears, I was afraid of the disgust in her eyes when she saw me cry.

"Can I...cry?"

No, it's not like that!
I shouted loudly in my heart.

That's not what I meant to say.

Her brows furrowed, and a terrifying killing intent flashed in her eyes.

Sure enough, am I still hated?
As I thought this, my body began to tremble involuntarily.

"of course can."

Some stiff voices came.

I looked at her in surprise. What was left in her eyes was concern and nervousness.

I suddenly felt like laughing.

But it can't be done.

My tears couldn't stop flowing.

Her arms reminded me of my mother's arms when I was a child.

But it's completely different from a mother's embrace.

I don't have this, blissful overflowing feeling when being hugged by my mother.

More, joy.

Crying is ugly.

All of a sudden, I suddenly had this awareness that I wanted to stop.

However, the tears grew more and more.

Can't stop at all.

After a long time, I finally stopped.

I looked up at her, afraid that she would show disgust on her face.

But no, although the expression on her face was very stiff.

However, I can see concern.

Really, gentle people!

I sigh.

Suddenly, I felt a little shy.

However, he couldn't help but look at her delicate face.

I seem to be abnormal again.

But I am happy with such anomalies.

After being sent back to school by her, I thought a lot.

I know that I am not worthy of her, and an abnormal person is not worthy of her.

So, as long as I can see her, I am very satisfied.

I thought so until that day.

Once again I was caught by those teenagers.

This time, their eyes were red and they kept destroying my body.

And I can't feel anything.

Later, I heard Shiki-san's voice.

What an angry voice that was!
She is angry for me!She cares about me!

I thought with some surprise.

Then, I saw her walking towards me, a green light emerging from her cat.

Soon, I stood up intact.

I don't know what's going on, and I don't have to find out.

As long as you can be with her, nothing else matters.

What happened after that I can't remember.

Because I suddenly passed out.

When I woke up, everything was over.

I was covered with a quilt and lay on a strange bed.

I sniffed it gently.

It tastes like Shiki-san.

My face suddenly became hot. How could I, who has always been a lady, act like an idiot!
I warned myself, but still couldn't help smelling the smell on the quilt.

But later.

For some reason, I suddenly had a strange feeling.

The abdomen suddenly became hot, as if an invisible hand was raging in the body.

Suddenly want to vomit. ...I've never felt like this before.

dizzy. ...this has always happened out of the blue.

Numbness in hands and feet. ...It has always been determined by eyes.

Very uncomfortable.

But I hold back, because Shiki-san's back is in front of me.

I cut into the chat between them.

It's rude, but I want Shiki-san to notice me.

Shisan turned his head and looked at me in surprise and concern.

In a short exchange, I know, this is the feeling of pain.

I was suddenly pleasantly surprised.

Because, besides admiring Shiki-san.

I've found it again, a testament to what it feels like to be alive.

This is so good! ! !

Shisang rushed me to the hospital in a panic.

I don't like this place.

Because here is the best evidence that can make me feel that I was abnormal.

But now, I suddenly fell in love with it.

Listen to the voices of the patients about pain, the movements about pain.

There was a sudden joy in my heart.

Because, before, I could never understand the concept of pain through language or movement.

But now, I can completely feel the pain.

It's a real joy.

Because the so-called living refers to such things as feeling pain.

Yes, there is also Shiki-san.

"In this way... I can finally become an ordinary person."

"In this way... I can finally stand with Shiki-san with peace of mind."

Before I knew it, I said those words lightly.

But, suddenly, the terrifying faces of those teenagers from the past rang in my mind.

It seems that one is still alive.

I was surprised to find out the truth.

So, I decided to rule him out.

Get rid of this boy who can prove that I am abnormal.

However, it failed due to the obstruction of some people.

I am ready to kill these people.

However, Shisan suddenly appeared.

She was still so gentle and saved me again.

Also saved these scum.

(End of this chapter)