Onmyoji System of Chess Soul

Chapter 100 Thank you, Xiaoguang
Hearing this, Shindo Hikaru did not answer immediately, but just stared at the chessboard in front of him, and said word by word.

"Why did you decide to play Go in the first place? If you want to be famous and get everyone's attention, why not become a star? Don't you need to work hard in the Go world to become a star?"

Silver was speechless for a moment.

Yes, if all I want is the approval of others, why don't I go the other way and just want to work hard on Go?
"Don't lie to yourself! You obviously like Go very much! You just don't want to admit your weakness and always think that you are strong, so you don't want to face these things. In fact, you just like Go! You You want to stand in that position only because that position represents the highest level of Go, what you really want is actually the peak ability of Go!" Shindo Hikaru said loudly.

Yin lowered his head, not daring to look into Tengguang's eyes.

"What are you afraid of? Facing your true strength, isn't your situation good..." Shindo Hikaru's voice also weakened.

Yin's situation is like this now, he dare not face his true strength at this time, and is afraid of his own weakness, so he has been avoiding it all the time.

To say that everything is luck is actually just not daring to face the real situation.

"But, what can I do..." Yin squatted down in pain.

In fact, it's nothing, just tell yourself, I am so weak, what can I do?
"Although I am weak, I can keep improving and improving. As long as I can do this, what else is it? Don't be afraid that I am too weak now. As long as I can persist, I will definitely be able to stand at the pinnacle of the Go world. At that time, we can really see the scenery at the top." Shindo Hikaru looked into Gin's eyes and said softly.

Yin was stunned for a moment: "Do you tell yourself that you are already weak? Could it be that I am a person who is too weak to extricate himself and cannot be cured?"

When he thought of this, Yin felt a pain in his mind. This was not the answer he wanted.

But at this moment, in Yin's heart, there is still a faint voice telling him that this is true, that he is really very weak!

"It's not like that! It's not!" Silver yelled.

Even at this time tears slipped out unconsciously.

Seeing Yin's painful look at this time, Shindo Hikari just stood aside quietly. He knew that this was a process for Yin to recognize himself. Only when he truly recognized himself could he go further in the direction of Go !
Gradually, Gin's mood calmed down, and when he looked at Hikari Shinto, his expression was a little complicated.

"Thank you, Xiaoguang." Silver said softly.

Shindo Hikari exhaled slowly. Faintly, he knew that maybe this time, he had succeeded.However, this time of silver may be the most painful time. After all, it is very painful to face the reality of one's own blood.

"Xiaoguang, without you, I don't know what would happen to me. I was wrong all the time. I was too self-willed and selfish. I always thought that I was actually a strong player in Go, but I never I thought about it, but in fact I didn’t take myself seriously at all. In fact, I am very weak, just an ordinary person, but I was afraid that I would be eliminated by the Go world, so I kept pretending to be very good, but in fact I was just deceiving myself.

I didn't know it at the time, but it was unnecessary envy of other people, which made everyone unhappy, and even made Xiaoguang lose Zuowei..."

When he said this, Yin didn't dare to look at Shin Fujimitsu's expression.

(End of this chapter)