All-round superstar who started from the men's team

Chapter 287 Tonight is destined to be sleepless
In the dead of night, Feng Cheng's heart couldn't calm down in the darkness.

Feng Cheng lay sideways on the bed, feeling a bit of cold wind, and hid his whole body under the quilt, leaving only one hand outside.

He held the phone in his hand, his thumb sliding.

After the live broadcast ended, his name was no surprise on the hot search list again. Normally, he would be happy to click on the topic to see how netizens brag about him.

But he tried it today, the words could be understood but they couldn't enter Feng Cheng's mind anyway, he didn't know which process in the nerve transmission process filtered them out, or another thought in his mind was too much. Domineering, everything else is driven away, and only oneself is allowed to exist.

Browsing the forum was originally a way to pass the time, and he did pass the time, but in fact, he just spent half a day in a daze during the half hour.

He tried closing his eyes to fall asleep, but the result was that he could not fall asleep after tossing and turning, and his mind was still prone to random thoughts, and those thoughts kept digging into his heart. open your eyes.

Once, the cell phone next to the pillow made a sound, and his hand touching the cell phone was completed almost at the same time as the movement of opening his eyes, so fast that his hand left an afterimage in the darkness.

It turned out to be just a harassing text message, the purpose of which was embarrassing, and it would not normally be sent to me, but it happened to be sent at this time today.

A surge of anger couldn't help rising in my heart, and I cursed a few words in my heart, wishing them to be taken away by a nest as soon as possible.

After the anger subsided gradually, he discovered the fact that he was disappointed. When he tried to lie to himself again, he found that he couldn't lie to himself no matter what. The feeling was too strong to be ignored.

The moment he saw Yu Xue, even if it was just an online ID, he finally began to protest in his heart, and all the protective layers wrapped around him were broken, so much so that he downloaded the live broadcast before singing the third song.

There is also a professional term to describe this behavior.

Run away.

For more than a month, the appearance of not caring or not caring is just an illusion.

Why put all his energy on work, God knows how low his work efficiency is.

For something as simple as copying songs, his brain would short-circuit at any time.

Even Jeff could see his strangeness, and asked him that day: Brother, did you break up?
Feng Cheng was taken aback and said nonsense.

Jeff tuned out a few demos of Feng Cheng, and pointed out, why did you write songs like this recently when you didn't break up.

Feng Cheng couldn't refute, so he had to find an excuse to prevaricate.

The three songs from last week were the product of that time, and if Jeff hadn't asked him to add a few more lively songs, maybe this album would become the most emo album ever.

This is not to blame for Feng Cheng, it is perfectly normal to listen to whatever song you are in.

For him, listening to songs is writing songs.

The more he pretended that he was fine, and the more he hid his true feelings, the more those locked emotions burst out uncontrollably today.

I have existed in this world for more than half a year, the number in my bank card has grown steadily, my body has become stronger and stronger visible to the naked eye, and my skill library is constantly enriched with new skills. In the game world, it is like a crazy upgrade. The reputation of instantly spread throughout the entire server.

But he still has a sense of unreality. He dare not meet his parents. He feels that everything he owns may be turned into bubbles at any time, and gradually derails from the life he was accustomed to in his previous life. Although his social status has risen, he is trapped in the Being in a circle made him often out of breath, and sometimes a sense of loneliness swept over his body when he returned home from work.

After coming to this world, he didn't dare to slack off, he kept forcing himself to work, and kept making himself better.This kind of belief accompanied him to this world, and it was engraved in his mind from birth. This is the goal he must accomplish in this world. He must climb to the top of this world after reliving his life with a handheld system.

Once he stopped, he felt a sense of guilt. He was afraid that he would fail the eyes of all the people who gathered on him, that he would fail the chance God gave him to live a new life, and that he would become a mediocre waste with a system.

In my previous life, I stayed in the dormitory, slept, played games, and played all kinds of unrealistic plots like a dick.

He didn't dare to recall his former self, he just ran forward without looking back. That speed left him with no time to care about other things, but he also missed the scenery in the process.

When he noticed a beautiful scenery that was so beautiful that he couldn't ignore it, he couldn't avoid the rear when he turned his head, and found that the front and the back were completely two worlds, so that all the achievements he had obtained now seemed strange. real feeling.

Can the former self really be worthy of Yu Xue?If she came to sing at my school, would I dare to stand in front of her and say hello?If I accidentally met her gaze, I would look away without hesitation, for fear that I would be embarrassed if I took another look.

So he was afraid, afraid that when he was really invested in his feelings, he would find out in the end that it was just his own wishful thinking.So he kept the so-called "sobriety" all the time, telling himself not to think too much, they were just friends.

He was afraid that once he got stuck in it, he would unintentionally show his feelings, and in the end he wouldn't even have to be a friend.

For him, being friends is the safest choice.

Unless you confirm the other party's mind.
Or. Wait for her to speak.
He has always been the passive one.

Just like this at this moment, he obviously wanted to ask her something, but he still wouldn't take the initiative to ask her.

He brushed irrelevant things, but he was fully expecting the special notification sound to sound.

He didn't know that the person he was thinking of was experiencing the same inner torment as him at the moment, even though he had made his mind clear.

Tonight is bound to be a sleepless night.

(End of this chapter)