All-round superstar who started from the men's team

Chapter 88 The most important thing to be a human being

Feng Cheng panicked. He has never been so flustered before. Is it time to come?
Was it really made by the predecessor?

Did Yu Xue get along with her all the time without knowing it?
He didn't know how to answer, because he really didn't want to admit it.

Squeeze out an "um" from between the teeth, I don't know if she heard it, but I don't want her to hear it, so that the next step of the conversation will not be carried out.

"You didn't do that?"

"Right? What did you say?" Feng Cheng suddenly turned his head to look at Yu Xue, she had been looking at him all the time, and her eyes met suddenly.

"I said it wasn't you who did it, I told the media myself."

"???" Feng Cheng was puzzled.

"Humph." Yu Xue smiled bitterly, and then seemed to start to think back, "I didn't lie to you that time, it was my first time to smoke."

"Uh, I believe it."

"I didn't expect you to find this, but even if you don't come, someone will see it. That place is not a blind spot, and the camera in another place still captured it."

Feng Cheng's eyes widened upon hearing this, "Is it the program team?"

She shook her head, "No, but they sent this video to my mom. Didn't tell you, my agent is my mom.

Smoking is like a death sentence to my mother.Smoking, drinking, swearing, even a casual sitting position, my mother strictly forbids it.

I know my mother does it for my own good, but since I entered the public eye, this ban has become more stringent, not only to train my tutor, but also to create my personality.

In my mother's eyes, all this is to make me better.Over the years, I have been living according to her ideas, but my heart has been getting more and more depressed.

I have been bound by these frameworks, and even my own habits seem to be deliberately developed for others.In layman's terms, it's contrived, and I think every behavior I do is so contrived.

The saddest thing is the habit I have had since I was a child, so that I can't think of or do things that make me feel unpretentious.

I have never had negative news, in the eyes of others, I am so perfect.But I hate this kind of perfection, because of it, I lost my freedom and the opportunity to be myself.

I feel that my world is always filled with those flashing lights, and my smiles gradually become formulaic, and I no longer know which smiles I really show.

At that time, I even doubted whether I was really a human being, whether I really lived in this world with flesh and blood.

I love music very much. It is a dream I have been pursuing since I was a child, and I have achieved many achievements, but now I no longer feel excited when I see those data.I even feel that it doesn’t matter if I don’t have these works.

At that time, I actually felt a little bored with music.It felt like it had completely become a tool, not doing it for the love of it, but for doing my job.

For such a self, I am more and more afraid, afraid that this kind of emotion will affect me one day, and even have the idea of ​​committing suicide.

So, I want to jump out of these frameworks, I want to be my true self, even if compared with my current achievements, I would rather be an ordinary person.

On the day of your performance, I saw you working hard for your dreams. This is the path you chose, and you persevere no matter how hard it is.I also wanted to choose a life that I wanted to choose, so I made a choice.

I wanted to break my image in people's eyes, so I prepared a cigarette in advance, hoping to be spotted, preferably the media, and I ended up bumping into you.

It's just that I was still a little timid at that time, and threatened you not to speak out.In the end, the program team found out from the monitoring and notified my mother, because in the agreement, all my actions were to be reported to my mother.

Then we had a big fight, and I finally told my mother what I thought, but she didn't speak anymore.

Maybe it was the rebellious period. I sent the video to the media as if I was angry. "

Feng Cheng initially thought that Yu Xue was trying to tell him that it was not his fault that she was exposed for smoking before, but from what he heard, he felt that Yu Xue was more like looking for someone to talk to.

Yu Xue kept talking, Feng Cheng kept listening, and she suddenly felt that she seemed to be off topic, so she finally said:
"Well, anyway, I want to tell you, don't take that matter to heart."

"Then what about you now?" Feng Cheng asked.

"What now?"

"Do you still feel that way now?"

"Since I had a fight with my mother, she doesn't care about me anymore, let me do what I want to do. I signed a company now, and their treatment is not better than what other companies offer me, but There is one point in the agreement, that is, I am not restricted, even if I want to go to Africa for development, I will cooperate with me."

Feng Cheng smiled, "That's good. Are you happy now?"

Yu Xue frowned, and looked at him fiercely, "What do you think?"

Seeing that she can wink at this time, one knows that she is in a good mood, "Just be happy, hey, the most important thing in life is to be happy."

In fact, Feng Cheng understands this deeply. We only live this once, so why not be more unrestrained.In the vast universe, you are just an insignificant piece of sand, so don't care too much about others, just live your life well.

It may be that God felt that he lived too uselessly last time, he hesitated to do anything, so he gave him a chance to live again.

Now think about it, even if you have a bad voice, why not chase your dreams.

"Actually, after I figured it out, I didn't feel as suffocated as before. Now I still sit upright, but after changing my mentality, I feel very natural."

Feng Cheng sighed, "Do you feel that you have always supported Versailles, including those words before."

"What does Versailles mean?"

"Uh, forget it, I can't explain it. Another question, why did you come to this show? Is it because you like it?"

"Didn't I say that I want to break the audience's inherent impression of me. I want to show a different self in front of the camera, or my true self."

"With all due respect, you seem to have failed, at least in my opinion, you are still quite perfect."

Damn, how did I help her get up in Versailles.

He went on to say, "Then is there anything you didn't dare to do before but wanted to do?"

Feng Cheng felt that what affected her before might just be a mentality. Considering her age, she might also be affected by her rebellious period.Just like smoking or something, she didn't have this desire in her heart.

"Hmm," she was thinking.

Feng Cheng also wanted to listen to what such a beloved girl would like to do.

If everyone can play like this, if it is within his ability, he will definitely help.

"Oh, it seems there is." Yu Xue said slowly, "Does falling in love count?"

(End of this chapter)