I just want to be a good person

Chapter 100 Which is More Painful
The late autumn night is quiet and long.

Duan Xinran sat on the steps with her knees hugged. Compared with Zhu Yao who just came back from the outside, her body can be said to be extremely thin.

However, she didn't seem to feel cold. After listening to Zhu Yao's cry, she was silent for a while before asking:
"Then do you still like him?"

"I……"

Zhu Yao raised her head with tears in her eyes, unable to go against her own heart.

"like."

Duan Xinran continued to ask: "If you like it, then go for it, why do you have to think so much?"

"But he doesn't like me..." Zhu Yao's voice was hollow, without a trace of the youthful vigor of the past.

However, Duan Xinran has a different view.

"Whether he likes you or not is his business, and whether you like him or not is your business."

Duan Xinran said calmly, "When one day you realize that you don't like Shen Wang anymore, that's the time to give up."

"..."

Zhu Yao was stunned. In her mind, she always felt that liking must be mutual. If it's just unrequited love, it's better to stop thinking about it as soon as possible.

And if it is true as Duan Xinran said...

"But, what if I like him forever?"

Duan Xinran looked at Zhu Yao's eyes that seemed to have lost her soul, without any hesitation: "Then do everything possible to stay by his side."

Zhu Yao couldn't accept this kind of thinking, and asked instead: "It's already painful if you can't ask for it, why do you have to suffer for a lifetime?"

"I think it's real pain to give up someone you like."

Duan Xinran smiled and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear: "Of course, this is just my personal opinion, and it may not be right."

Zhu Yao subconsciously questioned: "If you encountered such a thing, would you really do this?"

But after asking, she regretted a little: "I'm sorry, I didn't doubt your meaning..."

"It's ok."

Duan Xinran didn't answer immediately this time, but was silent for about a minute before slowly saying: "I've been doing this all the time."

"what?"

Hearing Duan Xinran's answer, Zhu Yao was a little dazed for a while, and briefly forgot about her own affairs, and asked, "Who is it?"

Duan Xinran turned her head and reached out to remove a dead leaf from Zhu Yao's clothes.

"You'll find out later."

"All right……"

Zhu Yao put her chin on her knees and looked blankly at the Yanda campus in the moonlight. She didn't know if it was because of Duan Xinran's words, but her mood had calmed down a lot.

At this time, it was around nine o'clock in the evening, which was the time when many people finished their evening self-study and returned to the dormitory.

On the asphalt road directly opposite the rooftop, students the size of ants walked in groups or in pairs. Of course, there were also many poor lonely ones among them.

The dim street lights were not very bright, and some of them were completely out of action. I don't know whether it was due to the incompetence of the Yanda campus affairs department, or to the lovers who swore by the lights.

Laughter and noise, sweet words, English words...

All kinds of voices wandered under the dim light, and when they realized that they could not see a shadow, they continued to fly high until they melted into the boundless night sky, adding blackness to the night.

Sadness, joy, depression, relaxation... All emotions, whether they like it or not, will fall asleep in this increasingly dark night, and then be awakened by the dawn.

And then it's another day.

……

……

Zhu Yao didn't answer Shen Wang's call all weekend, and even the recording of the second episode of "Qi Pa Shuo" was notified by Zhang.

But this kind of thing can be escaped for a while but not forever, the two of them will still face each other sooner or later.

The familiar set of the Lanfeng Entertainment recording studio is no different from the first recording session, except that the school badge of YSU has been added to many locations.

Zhu Yao was debating with Duan Xinran and others on the stage, but her eyes always looked at Shen Wang in the audience unconsciously.

The same is true for Shen Wang, who occasionally looks at Zhu Yao while talking to Tan Rui.

The eyes of the two sometimes met each other, and then pretended to look away inadvertently. This subtle abnormal atmosphere quickly attracted the attention of others.

For example, Sun Ruyue, as the only person present who knew the relationship between Shen Wang and Lin Xiaocao, she already had several guesses in her mind.

Taking advantage of the gap between Duan Xinran and Shi Jianjun discussing the argument, she finally couldn't help being curious, and asked in a low voice, "Zhu Yao, what's the matter with you and Shen Wang?"

"Nothing." Zhu Yao shook her head. Although after this period of contact, she had put aside a lot of prejudices against Sun Ruyue, her sixth sense still kept her a little wary of this woman.

"It feels like you guys are having a conflict."

"No, you think too much."

Zhu Yao pursed her lips and lowered her head to adjust her skirt, obviously not wanting to continue this topic.

"Okay." Sun Ruyue saw this and stopped pestering her, and turned her eyes to Shen Wang again.

Shen Wang was discussing the same topic with Qi Mingkai at this time.

"You haven't made it clear to Xiaoquan yet?" Qi Mingkai asked.

Shen Wang spread his hands helplessly: "She doesn't answer the phone, what should I say? If it wasn't for recording the program today, I don't know how long she plans to hide from me."

Qi Mingkai's expression was also very depressed, because Zhu Yao had also "blocked" him in the past two days: "After all these years, I remember the last time Xiaoquan was so angry was when she filled out her application form after the college entrance examination. We lied to her and said she signed up. Schools in other provinces..."

Shen Wang was deeply impressed by this incident, because the three of them agreed to apply to Yanda University together, but they made a joke later, which made Zhu Yao cry at home for two days.

It wasn't until Zhu's mother called the two of them that they made it clear. It is said that at that time Zhu Yao planned to go to Shen Wang and Qi Mingkai even if she repeated her studies for a year.

"okay."

Qi Mingkai patted Shen Wang on the shoulder.

"Let's make it clear today. We are going to have a dinner together tonight. Then we can have some drinks and talk about it and we'll be done."

"Oh, I hope so."

Shen Wang sighed, but was a little worried, fearing that his guess was true.

What if Zhu Yao is really so angry because she likes him?
After all, even he himself can't explain what kind of feelings he has for Zhu Yao.

It's more complicated than friendship, simpler than love. It's a bit scumbag to say that it's a confidante. After thinking about it, it can't be family love...

Shen Wang thought wildly for a while, and everyone on the stage got ready.

Because the guests in this issue are several contracted anchors under Blue Wind, the topic selected by Tan Rui is also very targeted——

"Boyfriend rewards the female anchor with krypton gold, should we break up?"

Tan Rui had already sat in front of the monitor. She seemed more calm now than the first time.

"Attention all departments, 5, 4..."

The shouting of Zhang Ji finally brought Shen Wang, who was wandering in the air, back to reality.

Forget it, let's take a step by step.

(End of this chapter)