I just want to be a good person

Chapter 250 Rainy Night

Unconsciously, two hours passed and a pile of cigarette butts fell at Shen Wang's feet, but Zhu Yao was never seen.

This time he came to the emperor as "alone", he didn't even bring a bag, he just carried his mobile phone, ID card, three packs of cigarettes... and "bribed" two packs to the security guard at the gate.

Looking at the last cigarette left in the cigarette case, Shen Wang hesitated for a moment, but still put it away.

He didn't dare to leave to buy cigarettes, he was afraid that he would miss Zhu Yao in this spare time.

Anyone who has ever smoked knows that the last cigarette is often very precious in this case.

You may not care about many things when you have a lot, but when there is only the last bit left and you want to cherish it, you find that there is no room for careful calculation.

Such as cigarettes, such as money, such as love.

Shen Wang had been thinking about what he should say if he saw Zhu Yao, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt he had nothing to say.

He couldn't promise Zhu Yao "I will only love you from now on", and it was even more impossible for him to ask Zhu Yao to accept the "fraternity" that he stepped on two boats.

Could it be that we really want to let go of this, and from then on we will be separated from each other and be safe with each other?

Shen Wang couldn't accept this ending, but after thinking about it, there seemed to be nothing he could do.

Zhu Yao has her pride, and Lin Xiaocao also has her humble persistence.

They are not like Sun Ruyue or Mi Jing, who only ask Shen Wang to share some love with themselves... Maybe even Sun Ruyue and Mi Jing, what they really think in their hearts is not as "open-minded" as they say in their mouths. ".

Probably the love in this world is really incompatible...

The dark clouds suddenly covered the newly rising moon, and the street lamps beside the dormitory building turned pale.

looks like it's going to rain.

……

It's only the end of February now, and logically speaking, the temperature in the imperial capital should be relatively low, but a warm current happened to happen two days ago, which turned the original snow into rain.

At eight o'clock, the night sky began to sprinkle sporadic raindrops.

Shen Wang hid under a big tree, and the material of the down jacket was acceptable, which could barely protect it from the rain, so it was not a big problem at this time.

On the nearby path, a group of students without umbrellas walked hurriedly, bending over to hold their textbooks tightly in their arms.

Occasionally, one or two people would look at Shen Wang, and then quickly look away, as if they were not at all curious about why he was standing here in the rain.

Tsinghua has never been short of geniuses, nor is it short of lunatics.

Stamping his feet, Shen Wang felt that the rain was getting heavier and heavier.

He didn't know how long he had been waiting here, nor did he know that someone was actually looking at him behind a certain window in front of him.

……

"Pattern"

The raindrops fell on the glass and merged into thin flowing lines.

Zhu Yao had been standing on the balcony for a long, long time, her face was too pale, except for a bright red streak of blood on her lips.

The dormitory behind him was very bright, and three exchange students who had also just arrived today were leaning on the table to study.

It seems that they are in two different worlds.

Weakly holding on to the window sill, the tears had already dried up, and took away that lively soul.

Zhu Yao wanted to run downstairs and throw herself into Shen Wang's arms.

But the remaining rationality reminded her repeatedly not to do this.

Outside the window, a line of rain was blown by the wind, whipping the lonely figure like a whip.

She saw Shen Wang shaking his body and moving back a few steps, as if hesitating for something.

Go, Shen Wang, please, go...

Zhu Yao opened her mouth, praying silently over and over again.

And that figure also suddenly ran towards a passing girl at this time, but stopped halfway, was stunned for a moment, and then walked back to the original place very lonely.

Shen Wang seemed to be very tired, and he no longer cared about the wet and muddy ground, and sat down slowly.

He fumbled for the soaked cigarette box and put the last cigarette in his mouth.

"Snapped!"

"Snapped!"

"Snapped!"

"..."

The lighter seemed to have been filled with water, and no matter how hard Shen Wang tried, there was still no flame.

Finally, he stopped struggling and lay down on his back in the flower bed behind him.

The raindrops fell on the face, and the ground behind was soft.

Suddenly, Shen Wang wanted to laugh.

For the first time he regretted getting this Roush subsystem.

If he hadn't heard the "ding" in his mind when he was walking back to the dormitory that day, everything might be different now.

But who can say it well...

As Duan Xinran once said:

Destiny is in one's own hands, but who is holding the hand that thinks it is in control of fate?
Raise your hand, and the cheap translucent disposable lighter glows a little under the street lamp.

Shen Wang looked at it for a while, then opened his hand lightly.

The lighter fell in the direction of the rain and fell into a small puddle.

"Pfft!"

In the stairwell, Zhu Yao slipped and fell hard on the hard marble floor.

She was in such a hurry that she didn't notice the last step.

Wrists, knees, and ankles felt severe pain almost at the same time, but she no longer cared about checking the injuries, just struggled to get up, and continued to run downstairs.

Only one floor away...

The bright lights in the lobby on the first floor are very dazzling, and there is a huge mirror on the wall. The housekeeper aunt is dozing off in the duty room.

Zhu Yao didn't look at her embarrassed appearance and ran staggeringly towards the door that was already close at hand.

But just as she was about to step out, Shen Wang suddenly stood up from the flower bed.

He raised his head and looked at the bright or dark windows for a while, then turned around and shook off the raindrops on his body like a dog shaking water, lowered his head, and disappeared step by step into the rainy night.

Zhu Yao stared blankly at Shen Wang's back, but didn't chase after him.

She leaned on the wall and fell to the ground little by little, as if she had been drained of all her strength.

The rain did not stop.

……

……

After half an hour.

Shen Wang was sitting in the lobby of a fast hotel, wet, waiting for his phone to have enough power to turn on.

Although the mobile phone was also exposed to some rain, but the problem is not serious so far.

The little girl behind the counter always looked over curiously, as if wondering why this strange guest was so miserable.

Shen Wang didn't care about her gaze, but silently watched the boot cutscene on the screen.

The bitten apple flashed, and the main interface appeared.

However, before he got up to pay the rent, Lin Xiaocao called.

Take a deep breath and pick up the phone.

"Hey, I was too busy just now, I didn't notice that my phone was out of battery."

"Whoa whoa."

On the other end of the phone, Lin Xiaocao was obviously relieved, and said softly, "That's good."

This is Xiaocao's character, even if she was worried just now, she would not blame Shen Wang.

Seeing that Shen Wang didn't ask this or that as usual, she hesitated for a while, and "confessed" herself:

"I was cleaning and packing in the dormitory this morning. Oh, by the way, my mother brought you a bottle of pickled peppers. It's not very spicy. I'll bring it to you when you come back. You can take it to Shanghai eat……"

"I originally wanted to go to the library in the afternoon, but it's not open yet..."

Lin Xiaocao went into detail about her extremely simple day, which can be summed up in one sentence.

Shen Wang suddenly interrupted while listening.

"Xiaocao...will you leave me?"

"what?"

Lin Xiaocao couldn't keep up with Shen Wang's thoughts and said blankly: "You said..."

"I say……"

Shen Wang repeated again: "Will you not like me one day?"

"..."

Although Lin Xiaocao didn't know why Shen Wang asked this all of a sudden, she answered very seriously.

"Will not."

(End of this chapter)