I just want to be a good person

Chapter 311 People are not yesterday, the moon is like every year

"What? Xiaoquan??"

Shen Wang heard the words trembling all over, and then subconsciously wanted to turn over and get out of bed.

But at this moment, he seemed to forget that there was still a cast on his leg, so he fell to the ground without hesitation.

"Fuck, slow down!"

Qi Mingkai hurried back to support him, but Shen Wang didn't care about anything else, and shouted eagerly: "Help me over quickly!"

"All right, all right, don't get excited."

Qi Mingkai knew that Shen Wang was in a hurry now, so he didn't talk nonsense, put on an arm, put Shen Wang to the window in three or two steps, and then stretched out his finger to point to a position.

"Over there, do you see Xiaoquan?"

Shen Wang hurriedly looked at it, sure enough, it was Zhu Yao or whoever it was.

This figure is too familiar.

Even though the straight-line distance between the two is almost 100 meters, Shen Wang can be sure that it is Zhu Yao.

But the strange thing is that Zhu Yao didn't move, she just stood blankly in the small flower bed outside the inpatient department, looking up at the densely packed windows above her head.

It was very similar to Shen Wang's appearance when he was waiting downstairs in the female dormitory of Tsinghua University.

"Does Xiaoquan not know which ward I am in? That's why I didn't come up?"

Shen Wang stared at Zhu Yao, and asked Qi Mingkai beside him.

"Stop dreaming!"

Qi Mingkai pouted and analyzed: "She already knows which hospital you are in, so how could she not know which ward it is."

"Just ask around and you'll know."

"If you don't come up, you must be still hesitating whether to see you or not."

"..."

Qi Mingkai's analysis made sense. After Shen Wang figured it out, his eyes became lonely, and he opened his mouth to speak.

But before he could say it, Zhu Yao from downstairs happened to look over, and met Shen Wang's gaze for a brief moment.

This is the first time the two have seen each other since their "breakup".

Zhu Yao was obviously taken aback for a moment, then turned around and ran outside the hospital gate.

And Shen Wang picked up the crutch beside him and shouted at Qi Mingkai: "Go! Xiaoquan ran away!"

"what?"

Qi Mingkai quickly looked out the window and took a look, then carried Shen Wang on his back without saying a word.

"Grass! My leg!" Shen Wang wailed.

"Where do you get so many things?"

"Okay, okay, I won't say anything anymore, just run faster!"

"Master Shen, I'm not a horse!"

"..."

……

When the two stood up and down at the gate of the inpatient department, Zhu Yao had long since disappeared.

Looking at the sidewalk in front of him, Qi Mingkai was exhausted enough and asked out of breath, "Where are we going?"

"Let me down first, I'm afraid I'll exhaust you to death."

Shen Wang looked left and right, then slowly got off Qi Mingkai's back with a cane, and suggested: "Let's search separately, you are on the left and I am on the right."

"If you find it, remember to call me as soon as possible."

"I'm OK……"

Qi Mingkai looked at Shen Wang worriedly: "The key is can you do it yourself?"

"It's okay, there is no crutch here."

Shen Wang urged: "Hurry up, I guess Xiaoquan hasn't gone far yet."

"Then... okay, you must pay attention to your legs."

Qi Mingkai didn't say anything more, he turned around and walked along the sidewalk to the left after giving another instruction.

And Shen Wang immediately leaned on the cane to go to the right, but it was the first time he used the cane after all, so his appearance was a bit funny, causing many passers-by to look sideways.

Shen Wang didn't care about other people's eyes, and kept looking for Zhu Yao's figure while walking "bouncing around".

It was already dark at seven o'clock, but it was not completely dark. The sun had completely disappeared on the horizon, but it seemed that its last glow remained in the city.

Shen Wang just walked and watched all the way, and walked a long way without knowing it, and his mood became more and more depressed.

He called Zhu Yao during this period, but the reminder was that the phone had been turned off.

And Qi Mingkai didn't believe it either, which meant that no one was found on the left either.

Maybe Zhu Yao has run away completely, or maybe he is staying in a corner that he has not noticed.

The street lights have been turned on, and there are gradually more pedestrians on the road, most of whom are well-dressed white-collar workers who have just got off work.

Shen Wang, who was dressed in a blue and white hospital gown, looked very out of place in the crowd, not to mention that he was living on a crutch, and his eyes were wandering around, like a patient who had just "broken out" from some mental hospital.

Shen Wang even felt that if he acted a little out of line now, someone might call the police.

But at this moment, he finally saw a figure who was also out of place with himself.

The figure was sitting on a bench by the side of the road, with his head deeply buried in his chest, his shoulders were shaking constantly, obviously crying.

Fearing that Zhu Yao would see him running again, Shen Wang immediately held his breath, and moved over there little by little on the crutches.

Ten steps, nine steps, eight steps...

The distance between the two was getting closer and closer, and soon there were only the last two or three steps left, and Shen Wang had already seen clearly the few strands of hair blowing in the wind beside Zhu Yao's ears.

But at the next moment, that figure seemed to feel something, raised his head with tears in his eyes, and then, like a frightened little rabbit, suddenly jumped away from the chair and opened the distance from Shen Wang again.

"Little, Xiaoquan..."

Seeing Zhu Yao's movements, Shen Wang felt a throbbing pain in his heart, staggered and took another step forward.

But Zhu Yao also took a step back, crying and shaking her head.

"Shen Wang, woo...don't go anymore..."

"..."

Shen Wang really stopped, the arm supporting the crutch trembled slightly.

The two stood three or four meters apart, staring at each other speechlessly under the yellow light of the street lamp.

Hurried passers-by, busy streets, some cold evening wind, colorful neon lights.

Shen Wang had seen these scenes too many times in Shanghai, but never had he felt so desolate.

"Xiaoquan, I have something to say..."

Looking directly into Zhu Yao's eyes, Shen Wang wriggled his Adam's apple with difficulty, but was interrupted by the girl's sobs in the next second.

"Shen Wang, do you know..."

"My heart really hurts right now..."

"I really want to stay and take care of you..."

"But why can't it be me..."

As Zhu Yao talked, she cried again into tears. She grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly, as if it was the only way to maintain her standing posture.

But when she looked at Shen Wang again, she tried her best to squeeze out a smile.

"Shen Wang, I'm leaving..."

"Call and ask Xiao Qi to pick you up, it's cold outside."

"I never blamed you, really."

"Don't worry about me, I'm living...very well."

"Little circle!"

Hearing this, Shen Wang couldn't bear it any longer, and continued to take a step forward after struggling.

Zhu Yao subconsciously leaned forward, as if she wanted to help Chen Wang, but quickly retracted it.

"Shen Wang, you must be well..."

"Don't let people worry about you anymore..."

"Don't make people who care about you sad anymore..."

Tonight's moon is a bit round, like a monitor, overlooking the joys and sorrows of the world with its eternal side.

People are not yesterday, months are like years.

(End of this chapter)