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Chapter 82 What exactly is Mashiro expecting?

"Zhenbai, I have always believed that my life experience should be rich and colorful, and I have never planned to set a single goal for myself, or put myself in certain circles, so I will not try to put myself The future life is fixed on the track of cooking painting or scientific research."

If I didn't get the system, compared to the talented Mashiro and Misaki-senpai, maybe I didn't have the right to choose my life at all.

After a short pause.

"It's not that I can't, but that I don't want it in my heart. For me, this kind of life may become monotonous, and I need to give up most of myself." Qingye hesitated and said again ,
"So, Mashiro, having said this, I believe that as a world-class painter, you should also understand that in the process of creating a perfect painting, if you choose to eliminate most of the colors that should belong to it, only the remaining What would it look like with a single color?" Aoba looked at Mashiro who was deep in thought.

"What I'm doing now is what I want. My life should be what I expect, not what anyone else expects or arranges. Otherwise, what's the difference between me and the walking dead."

"Aoba." Mashiro looked at Aoba seriously.

"So I always do everything with my first will. I never feel that I will change my pursuits because of other people's ideas, nor will I change my life to suit other people. way. No matter what kind of color world we live in, I will only let it be stained with its own color, rather than being eroded by its color and synchronized.”

After hearing Asama Aoba's determination, Mashiro and Kamikusa Misaki were stunned at the same time.

"Zhenbai, if you want to paint your own color on the drawing board of your life, then you must grasp the color you already have. Throwing away all the colors, abandoning everything about you, Now the only thing left is white, is this kind of life really what you want?"

Although in Aoba’s previous life, in the original plot of this anime, Mashiro chose to officially break up with Kanda Sorata after graduating from high school. During high school, they had disagreements many times due to career and life problems, so after the breakup He left Japan directly and returned to the UK.

But after graduating from Kanda Sorata University in the past four years, Mashiro returned to Sakurasou again and got together with Kanda Sorata again.

So, what happened during the four years when Zhenbai returned to the UK, and why did the ruins disappear for four years.

It is even found in the original book that since the two broke up and Kanda Sorata went to university, he has never seen any information about Mashiro in art magazines or news. Not the world-class painter she used to be, she lost that talent forever.

Aoba doesn't want Mashiro to follow the plot, thinking of the smile shown by Mashiro who returned to Sakurasou on the last page of the manga, Aoba feels that there is something missing in that smile.

Many people may say that this is obviously a love drama, isn't it enough for the two people who love each other to come together in the end?
But many people have ignored it. Kanda Sorata has completely pulled Shiina Mashiro, who should have been in the altar of the art world, into the mortal world, hoping to make Mashiro as ordinary as him.Kanda Sorata took out the weapon called Asashi, cut off Mashiro's wings, and made her lose the ability to fly in the sky.

Kanda Sorata is indeed happy to embrace the beauty, but what about Mashiro's will?When Rita Einsworth came to Japan, why did Mashiro show a hesitant look.

Speaking of Aoba here, I suddenly thought of a character in another work I had read, Hermione Granger in "Harry Potter". Smart girl, although she was born in an ordinary family, she didn't care about the ridicule of those pure-blood wizards, and even set her future goal as an Auror in the magic world, but what happened in the end?

Think about the last shot of the movie, there is only the vicissitudes of life and the rustic dress.

Except for being extremely loyal to Gryffindor, Ron Weasley, who has no outstanding abilities, has completely turned her into an ordinary woman, a small employee of the Ministry of Magic, and a typical British woman. Was it what Hermione Granger wanted?Maybe at that time, besides Ron Weasley, she didn't have the ability to pursue other things.

"I don't know. I once met a boy in an art exhibition. Everyone was looking at his work excitedly, but he was the only one who didn't. He just kept squatting in the corner." Shiina Mashiro fell into deep thought, recalling Knowing what happened that day, for her, that could be regarded as a turning point in her life.

"I asked him suspiciously, what kind of book would be more interesting than my own paintings, and he said excitedly that it was a cartoon. At that time, I was a little surprised by the light in his eyes, so I was curious, what is a cartoon, Why is it more interesting than my own painting."

"So? Mashiro." Misaki Kamikusa looked at Mashiro's self-report in doubt.

"I was curious about why manga is more interesting, so I decided to learn how to draw manga."

"Uh Mashiro, although what you said makes sense, why do you feel that something is wrong?" Misaki Kamikusa rubbed her dizzy head, feeling like she was getting involved.

"Zhenbai, you are wrong!" Qingye shook his head at Zhenbai.

"?" Mashiro tilted his head, looking at Aoba suspiciously.

"Zhenbai, first of all you made a mistake. No matter what people do, it is impossible for everyone to like it. Even your grandfather's works cannot be liked by everyone, so you were wrong from the beginning." Qing Ye shook his head helplessly.

"." Zhenbai was a little puzzled.

"And Mashiro, have you noticed that at the art exhibition, why are almost all the people around your paintings excitedly, instead of everyone reading a comic book?" Aoba really couldn't understand Mashiro focus of attention.

"Hey! That's right, Asama-kun, why didn't I think of it?" Misaki Umikusa looked at Asama-kun in surprise, no wonder she always felt that there was something wrong just now, she knew what Asama-kun meant.

"Also, Mashiro, have you seriously considered that after you gave up everything and went to Japan to study manga, will your works still be as popular as before?" Aoba smiled wryly.

"Would they treat your work as the comic book in the art exhibition, just like the boy in the art exhibition, everyone didn't pay attention to him and the comics in his hand, do you understand now? Really white Are you after the paintings on the walls of the exhibition hall that everyone loves to chase, or the cartoons that are hidden in the corner and only one person watches alone?"

Aoba looked at the dazed Mashiro and shook her head.

"What is it that I'm after?" Zhenbai was stunned. She never considered these things. After seeing the boy in the art exhibition, she always thought that after learning manga, everyone would like her. painting.It is for this goal that I chose to give up everything in the UK and come to Japan to study manga.

"What I'm after is the paintings that everyone likes. Those paintings that were hung on the walls in the art exhibition were admired by others, so, I was wrong?" Zhenbai looked at Qingye with dull eyes, and it turned out that he thought so, Was it always wrong?Is it wrong for me to give up everything and choose to come to Japan?

Aoba sighed, he suddenly felt a little distressed seeing Mashiro being deeply shocked by his words.

"Zhenbai, I'm sorry to tell you this, I just want you to know what you really want in your heart, and it's not too late now." Qingye sighed, obviously such a simple and obvious question, why didn't people think?

Or is this the fault of Kamo Shidaichi, the author of "The Pet Girl of Sakurasou"?

The so-called mental attack?

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