Data rivers and lakes

Chapter 256, Betrayal

Later, when I was not short of money, I seldom went to her.I basically lived in Laiqianfang, and she also said that she would leave me, but she couldn't stand my sweet words and threats. She couldn't leave me, and she hoped that I would change my mind.She treats me like a gambler, she is as obsessed with me as I am with Lai Qianfang.Knowing that there is no hope, but still looking forward to a miracle.

Soon, I was arrested by the government.Sentenced to three years.I wounded, robbed, stole, and other petty crimes that I don't even remember. Three years.I suspect I was murdered, but... no one thinks I'm wronged.Everyone thinks I deserve it!
I regret it.People who are caught in prison regret it.But it was of no use to anyone.You are already in.

How far is four years?See how you live.Here, four months is longer than your four years.If you don't believe me, you can try it.

In a dark prison, spent with snakes, rats, ants, and the smell of damp and moldy, what else can you expect here?Why are you alive?Is it out of prison?Or is someone visiting?I have relatives, an old father.A down-and-out old scholar who hates my affairs.The fact that I was in prison made him feel ashamed, and told the neighbors that he didn't have a son like me!

Although some friends came, they were only my gambling friends who used to come to see me, and none of the people from Dongxiang Pavilion came.But this is only once in a year and a half.She is the only one who often comes to see me. Due to the distance, she can only come once a month at the beginning of the month.She comes, eats, and uses. Naturally, she is like a god to me at that time, and I hope that the days will pass sooner and she will come sooner.At that time, I made the deepest reflection on her, and told her with tears that when I come out, I must lead you to live a good life.He also said "I love you" and "We will be together forever after death", and now it seems that what he said was true at the time, but the shelf life is shorter and it is easy to deteriorate.

There was a flood in Dongzhou County, and the bridge on the pipeline was washed away.Someone needs to fix it.But the government treasury didn't have that much money to pay people wages, so we conquered sinners like us to serve as laborers. I joined the labor force, because the cell boss said that entering the labor force could reduce my sentence, and fools don't want to come out.The commutation treatment in the labor force is better than the delicious food in the prison. After all, if you have to do physical work, you can eat enough.Otherwise, where is the strength to work?I won't talk about the things in the prison.Worse than pig food!

We often come out to work and enjoy the sunshine and cool breeze.You can't enjoy it inside.But it was in a room like an iron cage, and people were enclosed in it like a pen of livestock. The purpose was to make us cancerous tumors moldy and hairy.It would be best if it disappeared into the world!

"You know how to cherish when you lose it." I never cared about freedom before.But now, I know how precious it is.Even a beggar on the street is worthy of my envy, yearning for a free life.I think a lot in it, and looking forward to the "future" is a good way for me to pass the time.I really want to be a "human" and lead her to live a "happy" life.

Coming out soon.I did well in prison.I am very ceremonial, and every time she brings everything she brings to me, I share everything, and I never bully others, nor do I allow others to bully others.They envied me and said I was blessed.Compared with her, their wives were not even one-tenth of hers.Said that I was not in vain to get along with her once.I need to cherish them. Many of their wives were busy remarrying just after they were imprisoned.I'm proud of myself.I look forward to her.They also used her money, the money she earned with her body, to give to the cell leader and the jailer.They all helped say something nice.I was only in there for a year and a half, and I got out!

We still live together.Mom is mean though.But he didn't say anything.Because she is still making money for her.She also bought some things for her mother, probably for me.

But this time I'm going the right way.She is still working in Dongxiang Pavilion, working hard to make money.I used her savings from selling her body over the past few years and borrowed a little money from here and there for me.Bought a carriage, helped people deliver goods, and ran short distances.I ran like crazy, had irregular sleep, and worked hard, which made me lose 20 pounds, just to get my car money (part of it was all her savings from selling her body and part of it to her friends) and my gambling debt earlier. (My loved ones who once loved me) Still on.

We try our best to save money, and she doesn't like to go shopping anymore, she even eats a little bit when she eats, and she excuses to lose weight, and I leave it to me, because my mother doesn't care about our food, and she can tolerate me. be kind.Said she knew that driving for long periods of time was quite exhausting.Although that period was bitter, it was the happiest period of our life.I said that we will go far away after persisting for 2 years.

In half a year, I was still very smart and made a lot of money.With some capital in my hands, I speculate everywhere. As long as I make money, I will do anything. Things that make trouble all over the sky are the things of punks.After 30 days, I can't miss the "noon" of this man's life.After several efforts, I have gained a little. If I don't pay her back, I can spend a lot of money and live a very prosperous life.

I excused myself to be busy and didn't go back to her place.But she often came to me, but never said a word about repaying the money.The debts of her and her sisters seemed to be borne by her alone!I tried to keep her as far away as possible, maybe I wanted to kick her away when the days were good, and I felt uncomfortable when I saw her, the air was full of dirty and rancid smell, and I felt unspeakably bored.She sensed it.

But what can she do?Maybe it's just my nature, I'm so ungrateful, I have blamed myself, but that can't be changed.Until one day I got annoyed and hit her.She cried and scolded me for not being human, but for being a beast whose conscience was eaten by dogs.

I fell in love with a girl.It's because she has a huge family and is an only daughter. I don't even know what she looks like, but she is a lucky star for my fortune.I'm a bit famous now though.But not very rich.If I marry her, I can even become a married woman, then I will have countless money, and I don't have to struggle anymore!
But one day, the servants of this girl's family refused my No. 40 visits. After several inquiries, they found out that she had been here, and told the family everything about my past.I was blown away.I go to her.

I went back to that "home".I feel a little rusty in a trance, because... I haven't been back for a long time, but the lock still hasn't been changed.I opened the door with the original key, and the room was messy and smelled of wine and a mixture of bad carmine.I heard that she didn't go out for a few days, but my mother surprisingly didn't force her.It's not like Mom's style.

She was lying there, quietly looking at the picture scroll on the wall. I remember that I accompanied her to draw it, but I didn't draw it myself. It's been so many years.Still haven't drawn my own, her figure is haggard.Even I feel sorry for her. After all, all the money she traded for her youth and body was on me.

In the past few years, she could have been the top star, but because of me.The entire Dongxiang Pavilion knew about this, and all the high-end guests looked down upon her. It was me who ruined and delayed her, and now... I stabbed her deeply in her heart.I felt a little guilty. It was all my fault that she was like this. After all, my conscience hadn’t been completely eaten by the dog.

(End of this chapter)