Otto's Birth of the Heavens

Chapter 197 I can't do it myself
At the same time, Nie Xiaoqian quietly uploaded Jun Moli's previous scene in the chat group.

Nie Xiaoqian: @全球集员Everyone, take a look, what happened to the group owner?
There was a brief silence in the chat group, as everyone seemed to be watching the pictures uploaded by Nie Xiaoqian.

Finally, Yao Lao was the first to break the silence.

Yao Lao: What a strong murderous aura!The main consciousness of the group leader seemed to be completely suppressed.

Zhen Yuanzi: It should be controlled by the evil thoughts. The group leader's cultivation should not be bad. Who can control him?

Zhang Sanfeng: This is wrong. It is indeed a demonic thought, but Pindao feels that this demonic thought should originate from the group leader himself.

Xiongba: Is it from yourself again?Why is the group leader so busy?
Xue Nu: @雄巴 Shut up!

Little Dragon Girl: @张三峰 Can you elaborate more?
Zhang Sanfeng: As the group leader walked along, from the changes in his expression, I was almost certain that the will to kill must have been suppressed by the group leader before. The group leader probably wanted to use time to control that will. Go and kill it, but the group leader seems to have failed.

Nie Xiaoqian: Is there any way?

Zhang Sanfeng: If you want to solve the problem of the group leader, you must first know where the killing will comes from and why.

source?

What did Nie Xiaoqian seem to think of?
Nie Xiaoqian: Could it be because of the previous Heaven Swallowing Devil Art?
Ruthless Emperor: Although the Heaven Swallowing Devil Art has the intention of killing, but its previous practitioners have never had this kind of situation, it should be other reasons.

Wasn't it because of the Heaven Swallowing Demon Art?

Why is that?

Zhang Sanfeng: Girl, don’t worry. Although the intention to kill is strong, after the previous release, the group leader shouldn’t have too many problems in a short time. We just need to find out the reason for the intention to kill during this period of time. Helped the boss.

……

In the starry sky, Jun Moli came back to his senses.

Sensing the cultivation in his body, Jun Moli's face was full of complexity.

The Immortal Dao cultivation has returned to the eighth level peak, and the Light Dao cultivation has returned to the seventh level after devouring countless stars.

But Jun Moli couldn't be happy.

Not only because of his killing, but also because of his state just now, which made him terrified.

Why is this happening?

Is it because of the Heaven Swallowing Demon Art?

Jun Moli opened the chat group, and was about to ask the Emperor Ruthless, but found that in the chat group, the group members were all discussing themselves!

As he looked through the chat history, Jun Moli naturally saw the video uploaded by Nie Xiaoqian.

At this moment, for some reason, Jun Moli suddenly felt angry.

"Xiaoqian, did you forget what I said when you secretly uploaded a video last time?"

Nie Xiaoqian emerged, glanced at the expressionless Jun Moli, lowered her head, and said nothing.

This time, when Nie Xiaoqian heard Jun Moli's words, she didn't try to divert Jun Moli's attention like she did last time.

Without him, Nie Xiaoqian could feel that Jun Moli's tone this time was completely different from last time.

If the last time was in a joking tone, then this time, it was serious and suppressed a lot of anger!

Master, be serious.

After an unknown amount of time, when the surrounding air seemed to condense, Nie Xiaoqian finally raised her head.

"Group leader, how do you punish Xiaoqian? Xiaoqian admits it, but Xiaoqian is really worried about the group leader."

"During this period of time, Xiaoqian feels that the group leader has really changed a lot. His behavior, speech, tone, and mental personality. Xiaoqian is not even sure whether the group leader is still the group leader."

Xiaoqian's face showed a hint of reminiscence, but more, it was sad.

"The former group leader was occasionally funny, but most of the time, he was gentle and gentle. He liked to laugh very much. No matter what situation he encountered, no matter how many things he had on his mind, he always had a smile on his face."

"He is very patient, tolerant and protective. He never cares about our mistakes and always cleans up the mess for us."

"But now..." Nie Xiaoqian smiled, but there was a hint of bitterness in her smile, "Xiaoqian really misses the former group leader."

In the starry sky, from time to time, a meteor streaked past the two of them.

Like a beautiful flame, but also like a fleeting sadness.

After hearing Nie Xiaoqian's words, Jun Moli closed his eyes to hide the fluctuations in his mood at this moment.

Have you changed yourself?
It has indeed changed!
I was a fan of the authorities before, and I didn't realize it.

But the moment he woke up after the previous killing, he clearly realized that he had changed.

Become a lot more indifferent.

Along the way, boundless killings were set off. Some people deserved what they deserved, but more were innocent people.

But what surprised me was that when everything came to my mind, I didn't feel much guilt in my heart!
This change may be due to the "Swallowing Heaven Demon Technique", or the resentment that can affect the mind that has been swallowed by oneself, or it may be another side deep in one's heart.

I wasn't sure before, but after browsing the previous chat records, Jun Moli can also guess.

Originated from one's own magic thoughts!
Whether it is the resentment swallowed by him or the "Swallowing Heaven Demon Technique" he practiced, they are just introductions and do not play a decisive role.

The seeds of all these were born from the moment Wan Wan was killed.

Although, my rationality keeps reminding myself not to change myself because of Wanwan's death, there is still hope in the future, so I have to learn to let go.

For the next half a year, I did exactly that.

But can you really let go of yourself?

Can't let go!
Because, she is Wanwan!
Reason, let yourself stick to your heart, but the seeds of revenge and becoming stronger have been deeply planted.

If you want to protect, you need to become stronger;
If you want revenge, you need to become stronger;
If you want to revive Wanwan, you need to become stronger!
This seed is an obsession and a demonic thought.

At the moment when the recovery of cultivation failed, the seal of the five elements was broken, and time was running out, the storm was about to come, this seed truly sprouted!
The "Swallowing Heaven Demon Art" learned later, and even the resentment that can arouse the mind, are just nutrients to accelerate the growth of this seed.

In the pleasure of swallowing all things and becoming stronger quickly, in the temptation of hope right in front of you, the seeds are ripe!
The mature product is the will to kill.

In order to achieve the goal, use any means, everything, just to become stronger!

guard!guard!
Guarding until the end, turned into killing!
Irony?
irony!

But very realistic.

Now, I understand all this, but can I go back to the past?
Unless, I can let go of my obsession with becoming stronger, let go of my hope of resurrecting Wanwan;
Unless, I am willing to return to the turtle-like recovery road in the universe where the black hands behind the scenes are coming on stage;
Unless, I have the heart to watch Qi'er, Xiao Daji and the others lose their lives because of their lack of cultivation, just like Wanwan!
And these, I can't do it myself!
(End of this chapter)