Chapter 394

It might be better if she could resent herself for this, or even hate herself. In that case, she might not be too hurt. Locking herself in the room, Luo Jianxun thought of the excuse of needing a rest.

Looking at Luo Jianxun's closed door, Luo Sangqing stood there for a long time, finally couldn't help but sighed, turned and walked out.

Outside the gate of the courtyard, a white figure was seen standing under the banana tree. The moonlight filtered through the sparse leaves of the banana leaf and scattered on her body, making her look extraordinarily cold. The bamboo flute in her hand, It seems to be more peaceful.

"Haven't you rested yet?" Seeing the person under the tree, Luo Sangqing stepped forward and asked.

Ruan Sujin nodded, did not speak, but quietly looked at Luo Jianxun's closed door through the courtyard door, her eyes were calm, as if everything was as usual, but the slightly red and swollen eyes were quite different from the usual agility .

Seeing this, Luo Sangqing walked up to Ruan Sujin, dragged her to a side stone table and sat down, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Did you hear that in the afternoon?"

Hearing this, Ruan Sujin, who felt a little dazed, reacted. She turned her head and glanced at Luosangqing. After a while, she showed a helpless smile, a look of loneliness flashed in her eyes, and sighed softly. He said: "Did you hear it? Why can't you hear it? Didn't he tell me on purpose? Even if you can't hear it in the afternoon, you will always hear it tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, right?"

Ruan Sujin said the last three words extremely softly, so softly that it was almost inaudible. If it weren't for the quiet night and Luo Sangqing's martial arts was not weak, I might not have been able to hear them.

Hearing this, Luosangqing's eyes also flashed a trace of complexity, he hesitated and said: "You, don't blame senior brother, senior brother..."

"He just wants me and Miss Shi to retreat, let us forget him, forget all of this, it doesn't matter even hating him, he just wants me and Miss Shi, and even you can It's better, he thinks that he should take all the responsibilities." Before Luosang Qing finished speaking, Ruan Sujin interrupted her directly.

"You know?" Luo Sangqing said.

"Is there anything you don't know?" Ruan Sujin chuckled, and glanced at Luosangqing, her eyes were as sly and clever as ever, and her voice sounded like a silver bell: "Don't you know? Let me tell you, don't Look at this kid, his talent in martial arts is frighteningly high, even you and I are not as good as him, but emotionally, he is purely a fool, he thinks he can fool everyone, pretending to be nothing, but in fact Ah, his acting skills are so bad that you can see it at a glance."

"Even if I want to pretend I don't know, I can't do it, idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot." As she spoke, Ruan Sujin's eyes turned red, and the smile on her face gradually lost its hold. The corners of her lips trembled uncontrollably, and her voice was choked with sobs. Luo Sangqing's eyes were slightly reddened by that subdued crying, especially when she saw Ruan Sujin's tears rolling in her eyes, she felt even more sad from it, and her eyes swelled. It's hot, and my eyes are a little blurry.

"Who does he think he is? Is he the savior? He can dominate everything. Why should he decide the matter between Miss Shi and me? What qualifications does he have? If you are his junior sister, you are his. Fiancee, you are a disciple of his Happy Sect. As a senior brother, fiance, and head of the sect, it’s fine for him to dominate your feelings, but for me, Miss Shi, we are not under his control. Why should he, what are we worth? Why should you let him decide."

Ruan Sujin said tearfully, "He's just a coward. Did he think that if he got entangled with three people, he would hurt the other two? He was wrong. He only hurt himself. He was afraid. He was afraid of suffering. The condemnation of conscience, he flinched, he has been shrinking and dodging from the beginning, not daring to hurt this, not daring to hurt that, so, like a lover, he kept everything in his own Who does he think he is, coward."

"The one who is really afraid is himself, and the one who is really afraid of being hurt is himself. Since I dare to like, love, and give this sincerity, it is riddled with holes, and it is also my business. What has it to do with him? Yes, why should he be afraid of hurting me, why should he dodge, why, why." Ruan Sujin's voice became louder and louder, and in the silent night, those sad questions were like sharp swords, piercing through The heavy eaves pierced into the room, into Luo Jianxun's heart, and he couldn't help covering his eyes, feeling wet in his palms.

"No, Miss Ruan, brother, isn't he..." Seeing this, Luo Sangqing quickly stood up, pulling the excited Ruan Sujin to explain.

"What isn't it? Don't explain it to him anymore. Is it just me and Miss Shi that he escaped from?" Ruan Sujin interrupted her again, tears streaming down her face, eyes like rubies General, sharp, red and swollen, with unstoppable sadness in his words.

"As a woman, it's very obvious to you and me. Let's not talk about why the Valley Master broke the rule that disciples of Wusheng Valley are not allowed to leave the valley at will and let me come to Xiaoyao Sect. Miss Shi has done so many things. Mrs. Ruyi took care of him so many times, and for what reason, doesn't he know?"

"However, from the beginning to the end, did he ever express his feelings in a single word? He thought that he could not control his heart and hurt three women at the same time. Therefore, he did not express his heart to any woman. In this way, everything Is there no harm if you don't make it clear, wrong, big mistake, this is a coward, this is a coward, this is evasion, evasion of feelings, evasion of responsibility, evasion of one's own heart."

"Okay, now he doesn't know what stimulated him, and he finally wants to clarify this matter. In the end, he is still evading. The result of evading is to let Miss Shi and I leave completely, and let us hate him , resent him, it seems like this, he has been redeemed, you say he is not a coward, then tell me what he is not a coward, he is not a coward, why dare not look directly into his heart, why dodge again and again .”

"This time, why didn't he use the marriage contract of the two of you as a shield, he thought he was protecting me, Miss Shi, he was protecting himself, coward, selfish, he is just a coward, a person who dare not look directly into his heart , cowards who dare not love."

(End of this chapter)

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