A long song into the gate of heaven

Chapter 131 Where is Home?
After leaving Xing'an Town, Le Yu should have returned to Tianshan immediately, but he didn't; because he suddenly remembered that it would be the birthday of his parents soon.He should have had days like this in his mind, but the scene just drove him crazy.

So for so many years, he has never been back to Xiping County, even when he was looking for a hermitage, he never thought about Xiping County.It's just because he is afraid. He is afraid that once he goes back, he will have to bear the boundless fear and helplessness again.
He let out a long sigh: Time has passed for so long, and I should go back because of emotion and reason.Huang Xin and I are married, and they are from the Le family, but she is far away in Tianshan, and it may take a lot of time to go there; I might as well go back alone.

If he sat in the carriage or lay down in the carriage, he could avoid those sad moments, but he chose to walk.

Now he has walked on the Langya Mountain Road, the grassland is still lush, the starry sky is still bright, it's just the people of that family.
Le Yu was lying on the grass where he had been lying several years ago. He still remembered the pancakes that the aunt gave, which looked like the full moon in the sky. At that time, he kept counting with his hands, looking for the Big Dipper.

He suddenly looked up at the sky: Big Dipper, have you changed?
The Bingying Sword in his hand has turned into Ling Han, and what he has done has already shocked the world, but the people in that family...
There is a river flowing in the sky, and this river is only mixed with a few stars, which is darker than the usual sky; this river seems to be flowing, stretching out into the distance without stopping.Le Yu fell asleep unknowingly. When he woke up again, could he go back to the time when he just went down the mountain?

In the early morning, the dewdrops falling on the apricot flowers awakened Leyu with the sunlight.

A new day contains new hope, and he was indeed full of hope at that time; with flowers blooming, green grass, and the brisk chirping of birds in his ears, everything was beautiful in his heart.

Le Yu shook the grass off his body and stood up. Home was not far away.

Of course he also wants to remember the beautiful appearance back then, but reality always gives a fatal blow to those who have illusions.The swan goose whined, and Le Yu looked at the sword in his hand. It was also silent.

He suddenly ran fast and soon arrived at a town. He found a horse in the town and left the town quickly.He just wants to run fast, he can no longer bear these sad places. As much happiness as he remembers, he has to remember the pain after the happiness.

It's just that he forgot that he still has the most painful sad place
Now that he has come to the door of Lejia, his heart seems to be suppressed by a boulder and sink to the bottom.

Home, is this still home, or is it the home I have longed for?The old tree in front of the door has already bent its waist, new shoots?Even a little bit of life can rekindle his longing for home.The plaque on the door has been eroded by wind and rain, and the characters can no longer be discerned.

This cannot be called a door anymore, because there is no door here.Le Yu stood there in a daze for a long time, but still walked in.

The bloodstains on the ground were still faintly visible in front of his eyes. He stepped on the broken leaves, and there were only hard bluestone roads, dilapidated gatehouses, and dying trees; In the grass.

The swing tree beside the door had long been burned down. He still remembered that every summer night, his mother would always wave a cattail leaf fan and hum a tune.

The cattail fan drove away the mosquitoes, and the tune drove away the loneliness.

Le Yu's stomach suddenly contracted, as if there was a stream of sour water, he couldn't help but want to vomit it out.People don't vomit when they are sick, they also want to vomit when they are too sad but unable to vent.But he couldn't spit it out, he could only cough dryly, and then he shed tears.

A few stars hung dimly in the sky, but one was particularly bright. Le Yu looked at it, and it seemed to be staring at Le Yu.The afterglow was gradually covered by the night clouds, and only a little blue was faintly revealed.

Le Yu left the house in a daze and came to a grave.This is an empty tomb with two tombstones. It was built by Shangguan Zheng's order; the fire burned everything that could be burned.

Le Yu saw that the grave was clean and tidy, as if someone had cleaned it.

He couldn't help but wonder: "This place is supposed to be overgrown with grass. Is there anyone who has come to pay homage to my parents?"

well!Dad is famous far and wide, has made countless friends in his life, and treats people with sincerity; why is it so strange for someone to come up to pay respects?On the contrary, I, as the only son, did not accomplish anything during my lifetime, nor did I fulfill any responsibilities after my parents died. I really cannot forgive him!

With a plop, Le Yu knelt down on the ground: "My child is not filial, and I'm only here now to commemorate your life in heaven. Are you okay?"

He took out two things from his bosom: "Father, this is your favorite Yongxi Huoqing, and my son brought it to you. Mom, do you still remember your favorite daylilies? You said that looking at daylilies, you can forget All unpleasant things."

Le Yu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes: "I have many things hidden in my heart that I can't tell anyone. When I first came down the mountain, I was just an ignorant boy, but I endured many things that I couldn't bear. I’ve been through so much over the years, and it’s all made me exhausted.”

"My child once met a girl, the daughter of Uncle Shangguan. That was my lowest moment, but she never disliked me. At that time, I felt that my world became brighter again. But the love of my life, for Save me." Le Yu closed his eyes and forced back tears.

"I was... knocked off the cliff in front of me! And I feel like I saw my mother's house being swallowed up by fire, but I can't do anything, I can't do anything. I can... I can only watch Watch her fall off the cliff."

Le Yu suddenly raised his head: "But until now, I still can't believe how a good person could suddenly disappear. Suddenly disappear."

Le Yu let out a long sigh, grabbed Ling Han in his hand, and said slowly: "My child got the divine sword Ling Han by chance, and thought that killing Gu Zhonglu was revenge; but now many things are happening one after another, too There are too many uncertainties, too many confusions, and I even began to wonder if Gu Zhonglu did it."

"I know that my parents will protect me at any time, and they will also act as my guides. At least when I am confused, they will light up a light and guide me where my home is. Father, mother. Can you give the child some instructions? ?I"

The moon was rising, and a ray of moonlight shone in front of him. Le Yu couldn't say anything. He knelt on the ground and kowtowed a few times, then stood up again: "Father, I'm not here to complain, and I don't want to disturb you. Your peace. It’s just been so hard for me for so many years”

(End of this chapter)