One Sword to Heaven

Chapter 77

"How did you get yourself like this?"

Wu Yun, who hadn't seen him for a long time, walked into the thatched cottage and was shocked when she saw Wang Yan's appearance. Even though Xiaodouzi had given her a general description before, she still didn't expect Wang Yan to be so weak.And right behind Fifth Rhyme, a group of people filed in, including Linghu Wan, Xiaodouzi, Bai Jasmine and even Li Mo, the little devil.

"How did this happen?"

Linghu Wan was also shocked. Although she complained about Wang Yan leaving her alone to care for her, she was still very concerned.After nearly two months, Wang Yan saw Linghu Wan again, but his heart was no longer throbbing like before. Even facing Xiaodouzi, Bai Jasmine and even Fifth Rhyme, Wang Yan felt a lot colder in his heart, all because of 'Empty me'.

"No problem."

Wang Yan waved his hand, and said impatiently: "You guys go out first, I have something to talk to Miss Fifth."

Hearing these words, everyone couldn't help being stunned, Linghu Wan's expression darkened, Bai Jasmine lowered her head, Xiao Douzi looked blank, and Li Mo said bluntly: "What, I heard You were injured, and everyone came to see you with good intentions, but you drove people out without a single good word, hum."

Facing the reactions of these people, Wang Yan didn't intend to say anything but closed his eyes. Seeing this, Fifth Rhyme turned around and said: "You guys go out first, brother Wang is not in a good condition now, he must have something important Hurry up and talk to me."

"Did I do something wrong again?"

Xiaodouzi lowered her head and her eyes were red. She knew that the master didn't order anything, but she called a large group of people, and it ended like this.Seeing this, Bai Moli patted her head, took Xiaodouzi's little hand and went out, Linghu Wan didn't say much, turned around and left quietly.

In an instant, only Wang Yan and Fifth Yun were left in the small broken house. Wang Yan immediately opened his eyes and said straight to the point: "You once told me that self-nature is the root of the soul, and a person's disposition, likes and dislikes, etc. The expression derived from the Self, it is the core of the personality, the key to coordination, unification and integration of all parts of a person, only having the Self is a healthy person, right?"

"Correct!"

Although Fifth Rhyme didn't understand why Wang Yan suddenly asked about this, she still gave an affirmative answer.Just hearing this answer, Wang Yan shook his head and said, "But I feel that I have no self-nature, or my self-nature is incomplete."

Hearing this, Fifth Rhyme was not surprised at all, but his eyes lit up, and said: "Why do you say that, what did you find?"

"I found another self, and I called him the 'empty self'. Perhaps this description is not accurate enough. A more accurate statement should be that the 'empty self' is the original soul of this body. Although this soul is blank, there is no Self-awareness is like a pair of cold eyes on the sidelines, in your words, the 'empty self' carries the program instructions, and then quietly watches the repetition of this body."

There was a look of surprise in Wu Yun's eyes, but she didn't say much, but said with great interest: "And then?"

"If it's just like this, I don't have too many doubts, but although the 'empty self' has no self-awareness, it will obey the body's instinct and respond outside the command program."

"Are you sure it's outside the command program?"

The fifth rhyme grasped the key point in an instant, Wang Yan nodded, and said: "Although I still don't understand what the command program means, but if it is regarded as a kind of will, this will itself is just a set The cyclical lifestyle of my body has not endowed me with emotional or other changes.

And I entered the world of my self through the secret technique of Aojian Villa, and carried out memory retrieval, and I did discover this.For example, 'I' used to repeatedly dig mines in Jingtie Cave every day, and people laughed at 'me' day after day. Perhaps this is also a setting, but at first 'I' didn't respond at all, but Later, I gradually developed anger, and the daily labor would also make my body tired. The long-term accumulation of fatigue combined with the anger of ridicule, 'I' began to get tired of repeatedly digging in the fine iron cave, eager to make a change , and finally the present me was born. "

Fifth Rhyme was completely shocked, and murmured: "Surprisingly, you can use the program in the game to find the reason for your own birth. You are the most incredible life I have ever seen."

"What life?"

Wang Yan stared at the fifth rhyme fiercely. He felt that the fifth rhyme seemed to say something important just now, but the fifth rhyme was vague at the key point, so Wang Yan immediately asked eagerly, but the fifth rhyme said: "This is a discussion about the types of life. Are you sure you need to know now? Can you recognize it, and will it make yourself more confused? Have you forgotten the warning of Grandma Long?"

Wang Yan shook his head. Of course I haven’t forgotten what happened in Mingzhengtang back then. He knows that his current cognition is still very limited, and he can’t even understand the command program, let alone analyze the essence of the world and the essence of life. And now he cares most about What I said was the 'empty self', and then said: "I call the current self, which is the group of self-consciousness, the 'id'. From what I have explored in the world of the id, the 'id' is Derived from the 'empty self', in other words, the 'self' is conceived by the 'empty self'.

I originally thought that my consciousness was completely independent and free from any influence, but now I am confused because I am obviously greatly influenced by the "empty self". Although the "empty self" has no self-consciousness, it can Instinct gave me clear feedback, which made my self-awareness greatly deviated.

With this involvement, I feel that my Self is incomplete because many times I am completely at the mercy of my 'empty self'. "

"for example?"

"Linghu Wan, I've only known her for a short time, but when I learned that she and I are of the same kind, I inexplicably wanted to protect her for the rest of my life. There was no self-consciousness in it at all. Sora completely controlled me from the perspective of physical instinct.

Another example is when I was in Shujianzhuang, someone satirized me a few words, and I drew my sword without thinking at all.

There are many other examples, just like you, the first time I saw you, I liked you from the bottom of my heart. "

Wang Yan did not shy away from it at all, and expressed his thoughts one by one. He is now at the most confused time, and he only longs for someone to guide him.

Fifth Rhyme blushed slightly, but quickly said seriously: "It is because of this that you were so indifferent before? You are not sure whether your emotions belong to the self or the empty self. Do you think you should be an independent and independent person? A conscious body affected by any influence? It is because of this confusion that you think that your self-nature is missing and your personality is not sound?"

Although Fifth Rhyme's martial arts are common, but its cognition in this aspect is very clear, and it completely grasped Wang Yan's thoughts. Wang Yan nodded and said, "That's right."

I just don’t want Fifth Rhyme to listen to his answer, but shook his head and said with a smile: “Actually, for a ‘person’ like me, these troubles of yours don’t exist. First of all, you have to understand that human nature is not A purely rational expression, it also has keen emotional tentacles, just like the likes and dislikes you mentioned before. Does it mean that if you like someone or hate someone, it must be the result of rational thinking?
Human emotions are extremely complex, and rationality and sensibility are bound to be mixed in it. It is impossible to separate them completely, especially love. You may not understand it now, but we have a saying called "love is blind." ', so do people who fall in love lose their own nature?

On the contrary, people need to experience all kinds of emotions. After receiving the training of emotions, the self-nature will become more complete, the personality will be more sound, and the soul will be a complete body. A person who is paranoid about rationality or sensibility, or Crazy people, or egos beyond the self, these people are uncommon but they all exist.

As for your confusion, I think it is mainly because you are different from ours. You discovered the reason for your own birth, witnessed the whole process, and thus became confused, and even paranoid that the self must be free from any influence. body of consciousness.

I don't know whether your idea is right or wrong. After all, I don't understand your life form, let alone what is the carrier of your soul and consciousness. Sex is constantly improving, but you are different from me after all, so I can't give you the answer.

But I think that since you come from this world, you should explore the answer to this question in the way of this world. "

Wang Yan could understand most of Fifth Rhyme's words. The most important thing is that he is completely sure that he and Linghu Wan are indeed of the same kind, and are different from other types of life like "players". Logic, philosophy, thinking viewpoints, etc. may not be applicable to him, but he still expects the fifth rhyme to point out a way for him to find the answer.

"In what way?"

The fifth rhyme smiled slightly, and then said: "See your nature when you understand your heart, and see your true self."

Wang Yan is no stranger to this sentence. This sentence is mentioned in many outlines of summaries of internal skills and mental methods. Wang Yan's eyes flashed and he repeated this sentence thoughtfully. In the end, he His eyes became brighter and brighter, and he said: "I came out of nothing, and I am stained by too many thoughts. I never forget my original intention and travel in the world. I must sing happily with my sword."

After he finished speaking, Wang Yan patted the edge of the bed with both hands, and his whole body immediately rose into the air. Then he took a shot with his right hand from the air, and the falling sand beside the bed roared up and fell into his hand. Then Wang Yan struck out with his sword in the air, But seeing three swords appearing in light, he said again: "Empty I am not empty, I have no form, the way is hard to find, and I am in a hurry? Cut!"

Following the exit of the word "cut", a fierce sword intent shot up into the sky, followed by three sword lights, and the next moment, the fifth rhyme on the side saw a sword shadow spurting from the falling sand Before she could distinguish whether it was an illusion or not, she heard a loud bang, followed by the whole thatched cottage collapsed
(End of this chapter)