The end of the world starts from the zombies

Chapter 65 Liu Qing's Past

"I was walking back to the dormitory with fantasies, dreaming that next time I could get a handful of more advanced equipment, and then I would get stronger wild monsters, so that I could defeat more people."

"It's an honor," Liu Qing said with a hint of reminiscence in his eyes, "No one restrains me, and no one tells me that being addicted to games is bad, even though I know it in my heart."

"That day was the first time I stayed up all night since I went to school. I was very excited along the way, and I didn't feel sleepy at all. After I went to the vendor to buy breakfast, I ate it while walking. By the time I walked back to the dormitory, it was already seven or eight in the morning. Order it, fortunately you don’t have to go to school, and the dormitory manager is not in that seat.”

"After walking back to the dormitory, the door was not closed tightly. I saw the roommate inside was still sleeping, and my bed in the whole dormitory was empty."

"Looking at the unfinished homework on the desktop, I sat on the chair and wanted to make up for the unfinished homework yesterday. However, my sleepiness surged up again after I calmed down, so I opened the homework page. I just couldn’t bear it anymore and wanted to go to sleep.”

"When I woke up, it was already noon. I saw my roommate walking up and down in the dormitory. My heart was empty and I regretted it. The lower bunk that I have a better relationship with asked me where I was yesterday. I just said that business was busy, so I went to stay at the house of the boss who worked part-time for one night."

"Ask him again if the teacher came to check yesterday. He told me that the new teacher is lazy and doesn't check the bed on Saturdays and Sundays. At first I heard what he said, but I didn't realize any information. I just thanked myself. Good luck, looking at the roommates and classmates walking around, watching them busy with homework, I also regret it very much."

Having said that, Liu Qing turned her head to Wu Yue, looking at her quietly listening face, "In Yueyue's situation, what do you think I will do next?"

Wu Yue remained silent and looked quite serious, "I think you will still be obsessed with games at that time."

"That's right," Liu Qing seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, "Many people will regret it, but they can't resist the temptation of the moment."

"Although I began to have some resistance to going to the Internet cafe in my heart, when the Sunday holiday came and the buddy asked me to go to the Internet cafe after closing, I did not refuse him."

Liu Qing looked at Wu Yue's tall nose, and briefly explained the next process, "The next thing is too simple, the second time I went to the Internet cafe, a rare thing broke out in the game. Equip me."

"Because my character's occupation does not match the attributes of the equipment, with the tradable system, I resold it to a person in the Internet cafe."

"I remember very clearly, that time I sold it for 20 yuan."

"20 yuan is equivalent to my income from working in the store for three days. That is, after this time, the focus of my life and even my thoughts have completely changed. The textbook and its cover that record the text are boring to me. Incomparable."

"In the third, fourth, and fifth weeks, during the three-week vacation, I stayed up all night four times. Under the guidance of a buddy, I opened more dungeons, joined the guild in the game, and resold equipment and alts. , earned a full 4 yuan."

Liu Qing settled her tone, "Very few people earn 1000 yuan by playing for such a short time, but it was a blessing or a curse. To me at the time, I couldn't see it at all. I only focused on the present moment."

"I don't know when, I hooked up with people in school who didn't like studying, started skipping classes and surfing the Internet, playing games and playing in the dark."

"In other words, I have been addicted to the Internet and games, my nerves are stimulated by games, and time is numb by games."

"It is reasonable to say that if you often walk by the river, you will never get your shoes wet. If you miss class for a long time, you will always be caught once or twice. Usually, the senior director will give you a warning, and if the number exceeds 3 times, you will report criticism."

"The first time I was warned, I was very worried. My heart felt cold, and I felt like I was in an ice cellar, but this feeling came and went quickly. After I forced myself to look at the screen, a rare equipment, and that feeling of worry is gone.”

"Why do you always reveal rare equipment?" Wu Yue asked.

"I don't know, maybe this is destiny." Liu Qing sighed, "When the warnings accumulate to a certain level, the teacher will pay more attention to poor students. During a surprise dormitory inspection, my bed in the entire dormitory was empty. , the result can be imagined."

"I was expelled. It was only in the last semester of the second year of high school. After returning to the dormitory overnight, my roommate told me that the discipline director at my age asked me to go to the office. I didn't know until I arrived. Before I knew it, I had been absent from class for 20 years. For the rest of the year, not going home at night, plus not writing a report, and not being positive, the punishment is expulsion from school and notification to the whole school.”

"When tidying up the bed and sheets, even though I had expected this result in my heart, I was still filled with disappointment, and felt that the world was a little unreal for a moment."

"But just like when I was warned for the first time, even though I felt disappointed for a longer time, after the equipment was released, those feelings disappeared again."

"When I told my friend who worked together that we wanted to rent a house together, he looked surprised and asked me why I wanted to rent a house. I didn't tell him the reason."

"After that, I played games for a living. Although the money wasn't too much, it was barely enough to make ends meet. It's strange to say that after I dropped out of school, I rarely encountered high-quality equipment again."

"I don't know if it's God's arrangement or a previous illusion."

"It does sound a bit miserable." Wu Yue nodded, "But it should be considered an illusion."

"When I think about it now, I should feel this way because I'm in a more irritable mood." Liu Qing also nodded, "Actually, my talent for playing games is really not that good."

"In this way, I went back and forth between rental houses and Internet cafes. Five years have passed. During this period, that buddy left very early, saying that he was going home to marry a wife. As a result, I and him stayed together for the next few years. Very little contact."

"When the server of a game is shut down, I will find the next one. The game is dead, but the people are alive. With the mentality of dawdling, I realized that I am nearly 30 years old."

"I also made a girlfriend who was 4 years younger, but she was just for fun. I talked to her for a year, but I still don't know where she lives. If she doesn't go to an Internet cafe one day, I don't know if she goes Where is it? One day after the quarrel, I found that my phone and WeChat were blocked by her, and I have never seen her since then."

"That's right, I'm a useless person after all, how can I expect others to have sex with me."

Speaking of this, Liu Qing thought for a while, "To sum up my previous life, it is very appropriate to say that I have achieved nothing. Later, when I got older, I didn't have any foundation and skills. I can find a job that anyone can do, but I still can't do it well."

"Is this your current situation?" Wu Yue asked.

"I said so much, not only to tell about my own experience, but also to tell you a truth." Liu Qing clutched her increasingly hot arm, feeling a little unbearable in her body.

(End of this chapter)