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Chapter 2

Lin Yue was carrying a black and red travel bag, pushing an electric car and walking slowly along the road. He didn't want to go home, and he didn't know what to do when he got back.What's more, it wasn't his home at all, it was just a house he shared with Li Kang.

Gululu, suddenly there was a sound in his stomach, he stopped, couldn't help but smiled helplessly, he was so busy delivering the courier, he didn't eat lunch, he took out his phone and saw that it was three o'clock.

He glanced at the mobile phone with a crack, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart, as if it was also cracked all of a sudden.

How can I be so miserable, everyone else is using the iPhone 7, and I still use this to recharge the airtime, even if it breaks a crack, I am not willing to change it.I always wanted to stabilize my job, so I just changed it, but my job was intermittent, and things always happened.

After graduating from university, I went to BJ and Tianjin to apply for a job with enthusiasm, but unexpectedly everything went wrong.

First, he was cheated out of 500 yuan by a black intermediary, and then he joined an informal company with low wages and poor human relations. He was asked to do some errands and miscellaneous work every day, and he was still in arrears of wages. He felt that there was no development, so he continued to do odd jobs.

I finally found a regular company with insurance, dormitories, and canteens. Although the salary is only more than 3000 yuan, it is not bad.His position is an administrative assistant, and there are messy things in the office, logistics, workshop, and dormitory. Although he is very busy, he is still quite fulfilling.He also decided to settle down to do a good job and settle here in the future.

However, his upright character accidentally offended some old employees, and he spoke ill of him to the leaders, did not cooperate with his work, caused troubles for him, isolated and excluded him.

As time went by, he felt so stressed and struggling to move forward that when he was inspecting the dormitory, he had a conflict with someone and started a fight, and finally had no choice but to leave.

During the two years outside, he realized that he was not very capable, and his personality was out of gregariousness, and subconsciously, the employer was full of contempt for his obese body, and would not give him better positions and opportunities, or even give himself job opportunities.

Living in a big city is not easy. If you want to survive, you must choose a city that is suitable for your life, at least you must be able to earn money to support yourself.So he decided to return to his hometown L City to work.

Both his parents are from rural areas, and they work hard at home. Although they are very supportive of his decision, they can't help him because they don't have any money.

The younger brother is also a farmer. He is married and has a daughter. The couple opened a snack bar in the township.He can only discuss work with Li Kang.

Li Kang is his classmate in high school and university, and the friendship between the two is naturally strong.Li Kang's family conditions are better. After graduation, he went back to City L directly and worked in a construction company. He started as a clerk and is now a deputy director. Although his income is not high, it is relatively leisurely and stable.

Li Kang didn't want to live with his parents at home, but wanted to live with his girlfriend. Seeing that Lin Yue was looking for a room when he came back, he rented a large two-bedroom room. He and his girlfriend lived in the master bedroom, and Lin Yue lived in the smaller second bedroom alone. , and only asked him to pay a monthly rent of 600, and Li Kang paid for water and electricity.

On the recommendation of Li Kang, he went to an Internet company to apply for an editor.Although Lin Yue looks ordinary, she is actually quite talented.He is good at writing, loves sports, literature and history, and has unique insights on things, but he just doesn't talk to others easily.

After the initial test and retest, he successfully went to this Internet company.This job is more suitable for Lin Yue's ability, but it involves too much communication with people, showing his independent thinking and gorgeous writing, but he needs to strengthen his study in computer design, text layout and other aspects.

Generally speaking, he is still qualified for this job, which is also his favorite type of work. In order to integrate into it more quickly and master the network platform, he also learns various design basics and editing skills at home after work. The three-month probationary period passed quickly, and he looked forward to the future life even more.

However, the good times didn't last long. Because he was introverted and not sociable, he didn't give gifts to the leaders during the holidays, which made the leaders very dissatisfied with him. He caught a mistake in the organization of an event and criticized him severely. First, some deductions salary, and then transferred to logistics, managing some chores in the warehouse, and criticizing and educating him from time to time.

He also saw clearly the dangers of the workplace and the ugly faces of some people. Not only would he not have a chance to succeed here, but he might also be ruined. After discussing with Li Kang, he submitted his resignation letter.

In the resignation letter, he wrote the rhetoric of "I would rather make good steel than scrap iron", so he came to this express delivery company again.

Unexpectedly, after just two months of working, he faced unemployment again. Could it be that he is doomed to accomplish nothing?

"Hey, young man, what do you want to eat? You've been standing for a long time, and the people behind are waiting." A soprano rang in Lin Yue's ear, bringing him back to reality.

"Oh, big sister, give me a small set of egg-filled biscuits, just one egg, nothing else, how much?"

"Six yuan, tell me earlier, Moji didn't speak for a long time, I thought I was stupid." The eldest sister who sold snacks muttered to make cakes. He put the money in a box and moved it aside to wait.

This kind of cake filling is still cheaper. I usually cook some porridge, eat a pickled egg, and buy steamed buns and cakes at night, and stir-fry cabbage and tofu. I seldom eat fish, and I seldom go out to eat.Li Kang told him not to wrong himself and eat something good. He smiled and said that he lost weight.

In fact, losing weight is one aspect. The key is that you don’t have much savings and you don’t want to eat. Once you gain weight, you have to buy new clothes, which is a big expense.

He has been exercising all the time, taking the stairs to and from get off work, and delivering goods to work is more of an exercise. When he has a rest and catches up with a good day, he will go to the square to play basketball.

He usually only buys two new clothes every year when the season changes, and he doesn’t go to any high-end shopping malls. There are many, I can only save them.

He has no suitable girlfriend so far. On the one hand, many girls are obsessed with appearance and personality, and they don't like a fat guy like him who is not outstanding in appearance, not sociable, and has connotations.On the other hand, from his clothing and work, it can be seen that he has no money and is unwilling to suffer with him.

No car, no house, no good job, no looks and figure, no skills in picking up girls, just having sincerity and connotation, in reality, no one cares about it.

The fat man is really afraid of the heat, especially now that he has no passion for work, and with the frustration of failure, the sunshine above his head, like a flame and sword, has devastated him to the point where he has no choice but to ride back to Tianyu where he lives. In the urban district, he locked the car in the corridor, opened the door, and walked into his room.

Although this fat man is a bit gluttonous, and occasionally drinks a little wine (but not too much), he is not lazy. Although the room is small, it is clean and romantic.

A wooden bed, the blue and white checked sheets are clean and tidy, and the quilt with purple flowers on a white background is folded into tofu cubes and placed at the corner of the bed.

A log-colored three-door wardrobe stands beside the bed, and the clothes are sorted and stacked neatly.There is an exquisite pine cabinet next to the bed, and there is a disciple's guide on it, which is his daily leisure reading.

At the entrance, there is a pair of bronze rattan chairs and a tea table, and a set of celadon tea sets are placed on it, which is quite simple and simple.

There is a computer desk and an adjustable computer chair in the corner. On the table are laptops, desk calendars, and file baskets. This is where he usually organizes files and writes articles.

The most conspicuous thing is a pair of calligraphy works of "Heaven rewards diligence" hanging on the wall. This calligraphy is framed in a glass frame. It is 1 meter long and 50 centimeters wide.

The word "Tian" is written in cursive, elegant and agile, and freely swaying; while the last stroke of the word "Tao" is dragged heavily, which makes it look very dignified; although the character "Shou" has many strokes, it is written more compactly and harmoniously. ;The most exciting thing is the vertical stroke of the word "Qin", like a knife piercing through the air, it is slashed from top to bottom, expressing the joy in the heart.

Frivolous, calm, forbearing, explosive, the words are like life, and the realm is full.

This calligraphy was a farewell gift from a history teacher whom Lin Yue respected very much when he was in university. He often observed and felt it.

He took out a green short-sleeve and a pair of cropped pants from the closet, and took a bag containing towels, shampoo, shower gel and other items to the bathroom to take a shower.

Speaking of taking a bath, he was also quite embarrassed.He and Li Kang are better, they have been brothers for many years, so they don't have any scruples.But with Li Kang's girlfriend, Xiaoqi, there will inevitably be many inconveniences.

It's a waste of time for girls to take a bath, go to the toilet, and wash up. He can only hold back and can't talk.Now he is the first one to take a shower after work, and when they are all asleep and no one is using the toilet, he has to walk softly and slowly to avoid disturbing others.

In summer, he should not wear too little or too short clothes. Although he wants to be out of shape and looks, he is not afraid of being seen by others, but after all, there is a woman in the family, so he can't be too casual.And Xiaoqi deliberately avoided him when she was dressing, and he became more conscious.

He was two years older than Li Kang, so he had to look good in front of his younger siblings, so that no one could find fault with him.Therefore, usually Li Kang didn't call him, and he just read books, surfed the Internet, listened to music, and drank some tea in his own room, and he felt at ease.

After taking a shower, I feel really refreshed.This house is isolated from the fiery temperature and the noise.He put on the earphones, listened to Li Zongsheng's "Song of Ordinary People" and "When Love Is a Past", and fell asleep unconsciously.

Dong dong dong, awakened by knocking on the door in a daze, he pulled on his slippers and opened the door, Li Kang, who was not tall, stood in front of the door and said, "Brother Lin, you are back."

"Well, I took a shower just now. I was a little tired and fell asleep." He smiled, but he didn't talk to Li Kang about quitting the courier job. He didn't want to trouble Li Kang, so he looked for it first.

"Brother Lin, I'll pick up Xiaoqi later. Isn't today Friday? My mother asked us to go home to eat. You can eat something good yourself. If there is anything you need to buy, I'll bring it back for you." Li Kang said.

"Well, you guys go back, the old man misses you, he must have improved for you, don't worry about me, I'll go out for a walk in a while. Come back early and be careful on the road." Lin Yue urged.

"Well, I'm leaving, Brother Lin, goodbye." Looking at Li Kang's leaving back, Lin Yue felt sour and almost shed tears.

He is only more than 20 miles away from home, and it takes only 40 minutes to get there by electric bike, but he can't go home often. He feels that he is worthless, and he is afraid of hurting his parents. Did not go back.

He simply scrambled an egg and fried rice, made a fool of himself, walked out of the community, and walked aimlessly on the road.

At this time, the sky was already dark, people and cars were passing by, and young men and women were joking, and children were making noises from time to time, but the huge city and the thousands of lights had nothing to do with him.

A sense of helplessness filled his body, and he sat in a dark corner, motionless for a long time.

I don't know when tomorrow will come, and I don't know where the future is.

(End of this chapter)