legendary basket god

Chapter 31 Chatting

Lin Hao suddenly remembered what Lotte had said and decided to try to care for Sister Ru, and asked, "Sister Ru, since you have such a good opportunity in China, why did you choose to study abroad and eventually became a yoga instructor?"

Sister Ru showed a trace of sadness in her eyes, and said, "You said you would drink with me, right?" Lin Hao nodded.

Then Sister Ru took out two bottles of wine, pulled out the cork and handed a bottle to Lin Hao. Lin Hao couldn't bear to see Sister Ru at this time, regretting that it had brought back Sister Ru's sad past.

Sister Ru took a big gulp, and Lin Hao also took a big gulp unceremoniously when he saw this.

Sister Ru looked at Lin Hao's cheerfulness and couldn't help admiring: "Not bad, not bad, I can't see that you are quite refreshing, I appreciate it."

Fortunately, it was red wine. If it was white wine, Lin Hao might have been half drunk. Lin Hao seldom drank alcohol except beer since he was a child, and he only drank a few glasses at a time, so Lin Hao's drinking capacity was limited to two bottles of red wine.

Sister Ru took another big gulp and then asked a little confused: "Hao, didn't you ask me 'why' to go abroad?"

Lin Hao nodded, and Sister Ru took another sip and paused and said, "Actually, I just try to see if I can be reborn in this way. I try to go to a new environment and forget the past, welcome life vigorously again, love life again, and love life again." everyone around me."

"However, although I try to love every day, every time someone invites me to play together, I immediately agree. When others ask me for help, I never refuse, and I package myself as enthusiastic, cheerful, and helpful. In exchange for the love of many people, I also made a lot of friends. But you know what?"

Speaking of this, Sister Ru's eyes began to have a trace of tears, Lin Hao's heart was like a knife, regretting not knowing Sister Ru earlier, regretting not standing behind Sister Ru when she needed the most care.

Sister Ru took another sip and found that the wine was gone. Lin Hao immediately handed over the wine in her hand. Sister Ru didn't care about Lin Hao drinking it. She picked it up and took a big gulp. At this time, Sister Ru's face was already It turned red a lot, and it seemed that he was already drunk.

Sister Ru couldn't help shedding more tears. Although Sister Ru didn't sob, it was this kind of silent tears that proved Sister Ru's distress even more.At this time, Lin Hao slowly stretched out his hand and grabbed Sister Ru's left hand tightly. At this time, it was not Lin Hao who was upset, but Lin Hao wanted to tell Sister Ru that there was someone beside her, to give her warmth and care.

Sister Ru didn't mind Lin Hao's hand, and continued: "No matter how enthusiastic and happy I am on the surface, I can't hide the sadness in my heart. Whenever I am alone, whenever I stay in one place quietly Sadness always occupies my heart."

"I even thought about self-abuse, even suicide. I heard that 'work can make people forget the pain' and then I studied like crazy. In this way, I taught myself all the courses of the 4 years of university and the courses of the master's degree in my freshman and sophomore year. Complete, but I continue to learn mechanically, my heart is not filled with more knowledge, but more empty."

"Later, I also wanted to take drugs, but the last bit of reason still restrained this impulse. In the end, I am very grateful for such a magical thing as wine."

At this time, Sister Ru raised the wine bottle to look at it and took another big sip. Sister Ru took a drink and said: "When I was in my junior year, I could hardly go to class normally, and I drank alcohol almost every day. I force myself to fall asleep every day, and many of my friends around me see that I have become an alcoholic and leave me, but I don’t care at all, in fact, I don’t feel any difference with them or without them.”

"But I'm grateful for my mentor, without whom I would have died of alcohol poisoning, my mentor Grace, she is a graceful woman with a real heart and love for life."

"After she knew my depravity, she didn't feel disgusted with me. She melted me with her own warmth. She dragged me to see a psychiatrist and took me to practice yoga. After two years of treatment, I finally recovered. , can live a normal life, but I still can't get rid of the past completely, my psychiatrist told me that if I want to get rid of this pain completely, I must look at it directly, this is the last step, I can only solve it by myself, no one can help .So in the end I decided to come back."

After Sister Ru finished speaking, she stood up slowly, walked to the wine cabinet with a little floating footsteps, and opened two more bottles of wine.

Lin Hao stared at Sister Ru nervously, fearing that Sister Ru would not stand still and knocked down, Sister Ru sat back with two bottles again, Lin Hao watched Sister Ru drinking continuously, his eyes were filled with tears, Sister Ru Looking at the dumb Lin Hao, he said, "Drink, keep drinking."

Hearing this, Lin Hao also picked up a bottle of wine and took a long gulp.Sister Ru smiled "hee hee" when she saw this and said, "Not bad, not bad, let's have a toast."

Lin Hao also raised the wine bottle to touch it, and then took a big sip. At this time, Lin Hao's face was also red, and he also felt a little drunk.

Sister Ru was more than half drunk after two bottles, and said vaguely: "Hao, do you know? The reason why sister is your coach is actually just to find something to play with. Do you hate sister for torturing you like this?" Ah." After saying this, Sister Ru burst into tears, and kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Even though Lin Hao heard Sister Ru say "it's just for fun", he still couldn't feel a trace of anger in his heart, as if he was "played" willingly.

Sister Ru picked up the wine and poured a bottle of wine, her whole face turned red, and she muttered, "Why is it so hot?"

Then he was taking off his clothes, Lin Hao was also anxious at this moment, the heating was turned on in the room, sister Ru didn't have much clothes on, so taking off like this, wouldn't this make Lin Hao commit a crime?Lin Hao quickly stopped Sister Ru's actions.

Sister Ru sensed Lin Hao's movements in a daze, and then smiled wickedly and said, "Xiao Hao, do you like sister?"

Lin Hao didn't know how to answer for a moment. Sister Ru looked at Lin Hao who was silent and said with a "hee hee" smile: "If you like it, just say it, and if you say that you are a big man, you dare not say it."

Then Sister Ru put her face in front of Lin Hao's and asked, "Isn't it, isn't it?"

Lin Hao was forced like this, and finally summoned up the courage to raise his head to answer, but at this moment, Sister Ru had already turned her head, picked up the bottle of wine that Lin Hao had just taken a sip of, and drank it directly.

"Googoo" finished pouring directly, and then staggered, muttering: "Actually~~sister~~also~~very~~like..." before finishing speaking, Sister Ru couldn't stand still, Lin Hao immediately took a step forward and hugged Sister Ru.

Looking at Sister Ru who was sleeping in her arms, seeing the tears on Sister Ru's face, my heart was full of pity.

Lin Hao carried the sleeping sister Ru into her boudoir.

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(End of this chapter)