Handsome position is not easy

Chapter 56 Closing remarks, non-updates
The first volume is over, I have a lot to say to my book friends, not just talking about books, but also a lot about myself, I held back for a long time.

It was a year ago that I wanted to write this book. At that time, I felt that my life was a failure and terrible. After graduating from college, I experienced a lot of things and lost a lot of things.For a whole year, my state of mind deteriorated rapidly, with anger, doubts, self-blame, and decadence. 2018 was a year of extreme grief for me.

During the Chinese New Year last year, I considered several options. I worked as an advertising copywriter, wrote a ball commentary on the Caijing, spent several months reviewing for the civil service exam, and even thought about taking the postgraduate entrance examination, but none of them had good results. Even now , I am still full of confusion about the future path.

A year ago, Jan Rodriguez was just an empty name, living in Mourinho's chronicle catalog, I didn't even collect much information, and there was no skeleton or context at all.

On January 18, 21, I registered this author account, and on December 18, 28, I started publishing this novel on Qidian.In the middle of this period, I almost forgot the starting point and what the novel was until mid-December, when I happened to see something on the Internet called the Reading Sports Essay Contest. The deadline for soliciting papers was December NO.30. I hesitated for a few days, and then reopened the Word document. It was only a few kb at the time, and now it is more than 400. It takes enough time to read the document to make a cup of coffee.

During the past half month, I checked the information at home during the day, thinking about the plot, and stared at the laptop in a daze at night.I am ashamed to say that at the very beginning, I could only write three to five hundred words a day. You read that right, 300-500 words. It was very difficult.While listening to the nagging of job hunting, I was secretly writing a book. I was almost autistic. I stayed up late into the night, and I was still writing very slowly. I once doubted whether I could write a good thing.

I am an undergraduate student in the Chinese Department, and I seem to have an advantage in my old profession, but everyone in universities now knows that if you want to learn something, you must rely on yourself, and the school is just a platform.To tell you the truth, I was also a half-babe in college. I didn’t take the Chinese language and literature exam at the University of Finance and Economics. I didn’t take the teacher’s qualification certificate, but I took the securities qualification certificate.

When I was in college, I liked photography very much. With the SLR I bought at home, I took pictures here and there, and I was able to write a little when I was a child. I always felt that I could earn a living after I left school. I think too simple (PS: sometimes feel simply stupid).

I found out later, no.Not professional, or not professional enough, just can't eat that bowl of rice.I didn’t know that I was color-blind until the physical examination of the college entrance examination. Color-blindness is better than color-blindness, and worse than ordinary people (a few color cards for the driver’s license test are garbled in my opinion). When I was studying photography in college, I didn’t find it too big. (It’s true, I took a few photos that I thought were pretty good at the time, without any sense of color weakness), but then there was a very accidental opportunity, when I was helping others to retouch pictures, I suddenly found that I was right Color perception was off (or maybe it was a problem with the computer monitor), and I barely touched the camera since then.

Speaking of writing novels, when I was in a daze in the first year of high school, I wrote [-] words of fantasy in my reading notebook, and drew a map of the world view (hahaha, the second year was a mess), but I couldn’t find it. I guess I found it and found it That's a bunch of shit.When I was in college, I wrote tens of thousands of words related to feelings. At that time, I liked to watch Feng Tang, so I was full of the sour taste of Wenqing and full of shame.It wasn't until I read a lot of Wang Xiaobo's books that I was able to calm down a bit. To put it bluntly, I was his lackey (believe it or not, this is a compliment), and even my graduation thesis was related to him. .

As for the difficulty of being handsome, I first admit that my update is indeed slow, the reason is haha.When my family knew that I was writing online novels, I was very desperate. In the eyes of the older generation, this is not a serious job at all. I still have lingering fears. If my dad hadn’t supported me, I would definitely have to be crammed with values ​​during the Chinese New Year. .It's also bad luck. Both places where I can write books have terrible upstairs neighbors. To be honest, it's really noisy and annoying. I almost exploded in place. I can't wait to find a bungalow and stuff myself in it. Nothing but God.

Half a month, coupled with the fast code words at that time, everyone knows how many manuscripts can be saved. From the Chinese New Year to now, I have only saved two chapters. Come out and break the update.Now at least the environment we live in should be more stable, noisy, noisy, and slowly there will definitely be more, otherwise I will be sorry for the dozens of book lovers who are not easy to collect handsome positions.

To answer a question about the title and content of the book, since the name contains the word handsome, it is natural to write about the career of the head coach. As for how the plot develops, please forgive me for not spoiling the story. Please look forward to the following story .

Finally, I would like to thank vhdfgdx, My favorite egg custard, Bu Lugu, Where there is me in my dream, Yuan——and many other book friends for their support. Your rewards and recommendation tickets really gave me great encouragement, Thank you, it will be of great help to read your names when you are in Calvin.

I originally wanted to send something related to the work, but it seems that there is no chapter about it, and I plan to chat with you in this chapter, so I will send it to the end of the first volume. Chatting~
(End of this chapter)