Not in love upgrade system

Chapter 131 Wen Wen Desires to Be Rescued by a Hero 4
"You, hello!"

For the first time in her life, the girl took the initiative to say hello to a stranger.

The young man turned around and looked at his expression, as if he was also surprised by this coincidence.

Then the two started talking naturally.

When the young man saw her nervous and laughed at himself saying that he was too scumbag, Wen Wen became anxious, and even forgot her phobia for a moment, and said with piercing eyes, "That's, that's not it!"

Regardless of her mentality before, at this moment, she sincerely admires the young man who went forward bravely yesterday.

Therefore, in the subsequent conversation, she said, "Please teach me, senior, how to become more courageous!"

She also really wants to be brave enough to be able to say loudly to be friends with others;
She also wanted to muster up the courage to face the cruelty of that man;

Moreover, if she can become strong, she must also have the confidence to break into society and survive.

Because there is no material basis for survival, are you lingering under the cruelty of that man?

No, it's not like that, or rather, it's not quite like that.

If you are alone and try your best, you can always find some hope in the rolling tide of society, right?Even if it's just a faint glow, it's enough to support her and let her live her life safely, right?

But the girl didn't risk her life to escape from someone's clutches. She was just too cowardly and didn't believe that her weak self could survive the storm.

Therefore, after seeing the brave young man, Wen Wen is like a drowning man catching a life-saving straw, hoping that he can save herself.

I hope he can become his own hero.

"Do you want to learn from me and make friends?"

Facing the young man's questions, Wen Wen nodded repeatedly.

Yes, this is the first step, and the first step that must be taken.

Wait for the girl to do this, and then do the next thing, then, sooner or later, she will be able to bravely live alone...

Unfortunately, she couldn't do it.

"Please be friends with me" - she couldn't even open her mouth to say these simple words.

Eh, why?

The reason, probably, is because of the existence of Nangong Qian.

Jiang Tian took the initiative to become friends with Nangong Qian, and she is now trying to take the initiative to become friends with Jiang Tian.

From this point of view, the girl suddenly realized that she was so humble and inferior to others.

In fact, there is no need to care about it. Whoever is active and who is passive does not indicate the level of status. Anyway, in the end, when we become friends, we are all on the same level.

Wen Wen knew all of this, very clearly.

She thought, as long as you become friends with the senior and gain courage from it, other things don't matter at all, right?

However, even so, even though she could figure everything out, a powerful evil still couldn't be stopped, taking root and sprouting in the girl's heart.

Its name is "jealousy".

……

After the conversation, she continued to follow the boy and walked through the familiar and no longer familiar road, but suddenly felt that it was a lot more fresh than usual.

It's a pity that the distance is too short, why did it come to the end so soon?

Senior, I know that road is closer, but let me walk with you for a while, can't you?
Uh, play dumb, I don't understand.

Well, since you pointed it out, I can't pretend to be confused anymore.

In the end, Wen Wen took the shortcut.However, halfway through, she suddenly remembered that she wanted to ask the boy to try to do something that should be done among friends, so she turned her head and followed the boy's path, quickly looking for him.

As a result, she saw beside the boy, there were two lovely girls who were very close to him, no matter which one she was, she felt ashamed.

Then, she understood——

It turns out that he and she have never been the same person.

Well, this suspected "hero" boy can be exiled to the "would feel scared" crowd again.

She suddenly felt that she hated that boy a little bit.

She knew the reason, but she didn't want to say it now.

……

Inside the library.

She happily chatted with him about the contents of the book, she just mentioned it a little bit, and the boy smiled and praised the young lady for being cute.

what……

Wen Wen's face changed.

Even though you were on the road that time, you still praised me for being cute. Sure enough, it was just a hypocritical polite talk?
The girl felt nauseous.

At this moment, in her opinion, the boy was not far from her cousin and hair dealer.

Then, Nangong Qian appeared, the silly young man didn't see that the eldest lady was jealous and lost her temper, and even stayed with her...

Ha ha!Are you stupid?

Because a certain person was so cute and stupid, Wen Wen couldn't hold back her smile, revealed two copies on her face, and became as if she was very happy.

However, she was not happy.

You see, the efforts of this young man, this ordinary young man like her, seem to have not been in vain.

It's... really disgusting!
……

I don't know when, the school began to spread the word "that passer-by got off the car with Miss Nangong", "he was still holding Nangongqian's hand", "Nangongqian followed him closely like a well-behaved girlfriend", "they We're already living together" rumors like that.

No one knows whether it is true or not, everyone thinks that life is boring, and they take these interesting things as after-dinner conversation and just for fun.

But since then, Wen Wen, who has never seen the boy again, understands that that idiot senior has probably succeeded.

There is already a relationship between Jiang Tian and Nangong Qian as friends, or it is very possible that they are a little closer.

Until now, Wen Wen has become more disgusted and afraid of Jiang Tian, ​​and she can finally tell the reason - if there are no previous stories, it must be extremely troublesome to explain -

She and him are both the same kind of people. She chose cowardly tolerance, and she couldn't believe that she could live strong alone.But Jiang Tianyi did not look back, and with the courage of an idiot, he tried what she was afraid of, and what was even more frightening was that he succeeded.

She hates him because, with his bravery and success, he proves that she is just a reptile living full of humiliation, just a pile of garbage that abandons its own value, just a prevarication with the excuse of "retreating to advance" , weak, poor people;

She was afraid of him, because as long as the young man lived dazzlingly, she would have no excuse to linger on.She must straighten her back and face all the hardships in life.

The most important thing is that she is still cowardly and lacks the courage, so she trembles with fear.

She hated that man first, because he was the instigator, the root cause of all this, the one who destroyed her from the reality level;

She hates Jiang Tian secondly because he wants to completely destroy her spiritual level.

Ah, here comes the problem——

Why does she hate him so much and want to get close to him so foolishly?

That must be because she wants to be redeemed.

In the war, soldiers who slaughtered countless lives, their hands were stained with blood, and when they were half-buried in the loess, their thin hearts were shrouded in overwhelming guilt-at this moment, they wished they could kneel on the clean soil and use The muddy tears at the corners of the wrinkled eyes wash away my sins.

But this is just their wishful thinking, and it still can't save themselves.Therefore, in order to repay all this, they will work hard to care for the new life, hoping to obtain salvation.

The same is true for Wen Wen.

Hey, what did she do to feel so guilty?
Maybe, it's about this—

The girl was riddled with crimes, and she made a wish for her "jealousy": to make Nangong Qian disappear from this world forever.

(End of this chapter)