Not in love upgrade system

Chapter 217 The World After Jiang Tian's Death
What do you regret?

Oops, because Lin Lin was in pain all over, Lin Lin couldn't organize his words to explain this question.

However, she can explain it in one sentence——

She sincerely hoped that the person who tortured her and left her covered in bruises was not Xie Qiu, but Jiang Tian.

Masochist?Maybe, but not everyone's abuse can get her approval.

Taking the current situation as an example, Lin Lin felt extremely unhappy, thinking that he would die soon.If the person who attacked her was replaced by Jiang Tian, ​​she thought, she would accept all this very happily and calmly.

She could even laugh out loud, looking at the young man and his expression when he was kind-hearted and struggled, but had to be cruel to herself for the sake of someone important to him.

Ah, speaking of this, Lin Lin can suddenly describe her regret in words——

It's very simple, she regretted and killed Jiang Tian.

snort!
Let me make it clear in advance that it's not that she doesn't want to avenge Nangong Ling, she just feels that she has chosen the wrong method.

She should live and continue to hurt the people around Jiang Tian, ​​seeing his painful expression, seeing him struggling in the torment, even if she was whipped mercilessly for this, she would regard it as a medal for her successful revenge.

Xie Qiu's harm to her was meaningless except for pain; but every time Jiang Tian hurt her, she received an extra medal.

Ah, that should be—what a joy!

pity!hateful!sad!

Damn it, that kind of thing that makes people happy and happy is no longer possible under her impulse.

Before Lin Lin met Nangong Ling, just like before Le Zhengmeng met Eve, he was a flawed human being.

So, here comes the question: what are they missing?

To put it bluntly, they lack someone to love; to put it bluntly, their life is as empty as a blank canvas, and if they find someone to love, they can use each other without authorization and paint on that canvas.

Slowly, the canvas is filled with beautiful or ugly traces, and the blank spaces are filled with paintings.

This made Lin Lin, who had a monotonous life, feel fulfilled and motivated to live hard.

Of course, whether she regards Nangong Ling as a tool for smearing or someone who can be loved, she is extremely important to Lin Lin.

However, Jiang Tian mercilessly erased her from the world, which was equivalent to bleaching that canvas again.For Linlin, her life was emptied again.

Similarly, if someone makes Eve disappear, Le Zhengmeng will also go crazy.

In the past, the difference was that without Eve, Le Zhengmeng might still have Peony, and maybe Jiang Tian; but without Nangongling, Lin Lin would really have nothing.

Now, with a vacillating attitude and helpless behavior, Jiang Tian drew out Lin Lin's blood, and forcibly painted the canvas with ugly traces.Finally, he also became a part of Lin Lin's life.

Originally, he was a passer-by in her life, but in the end, he stayed and did not leave.

Where do you live?
It took root in Lin Lin's heart and soul.

That's why Lin Lin said that she shouldn't have killed Jiang Tian.

Because of this, she once again has nothing.

"Kill me……"

The above is Lin Lin's last wish.

She is not afraid of pain, no matter what Xie Qiu does to her next, she dares to say that she can bear it.

However, what is the meaning of living?

Gone.

Ling'er is gone, the name of revenge is gone, and Jiang Tian... is gone.

Since everything is gone, then she should die too, which is the best ending, right?
"You want to die?"

Xie Qiu chuckled, shook his head slowly, and rejected the girl's last request, "It's not that easy...I want to make your life worse than death!"

Oh, why don't you understand?
Lin Lin was very troubled.

Pain or something doesn't mean anything to me at all.

Tell me some reason, okay, you can't get any pleasure of revenge from me.However, since you want to satisfy yourself, let me linger on for a while...

If you can't die, then you can't do without a goal.

Lin Lin made up her mind, she would hold on to it, and not show any expression of surrender, so that the bastard who dragged her would be very upset, right?

Then, if the other party is upset, she may feel very happy~
Fuck you bastard!
From the moment he made up his mind, Lin Lin never said a word.

……

Nangong Qian couldn't help being lonely.

Speaking of which, a person's circle is actually very small.On the surface, I meet a lot of people and know a lot of people, but there are only a few people who can accompany me, right?
When Xiaolan and Xiaozhu were not around, she could only face the air and chat with her sister, who didn't know if she could hear her.

But after she finished talking about her own affairs and confiding her thoughts and complaints, she had nothing to say. She could only stay in the empty room, curled up on the large sofa, hugged the pillow, and stared at each other. Wushen, wait for the soles of your feet to slowly become cold.

A certain guy doesn't care about her anymore.

Na na, isn't it a bit strange?

Obviously in a non-existent space, she stayed alone for a long time, why hasn't she learned to get used to loneliness?

Or is man just a social animal that cannot adapt to solitude?

Well, it's better not to touch this kind of philosophical question.Nangong Qian just hoped that a certain boy would come to see her.

Although, in that space, she has already learned that the person the boy really cares about is not her, but she still hopes that there will be a place for her in the corner of Jiang Tian's heart.

Wow, the upgrade system without love is really scary.Generally speaking, there is no such infatuation in the world, right?Knowing that you can't get it, you still look forward to it?

Hehe, stop kidding.

Let's not talk about special cases, let's take a common example: when we were teenagers, everyone had someone they dreamed of, and they all felt that he or she was the only one in their future life.But what about the facts?When they grow up and separate, they will marry when they should marry, and marry when they should marry.

Sure enough, time has to change everything.

"Oh, it's so boring~" But it is undeniable that Nangong Qian's feelings are still purely distressing, "Why don't I go see Eve, anyway, home is not far away..."

As if she had found something worth doing, the eldest lady's eyes suddenly lit up.

……

When Nangongqian walked around the villa in her memory, she was a little hesitant, wondering whether she should knock on the door or not.

After all, it's morning now, and I don't know if people have woken up.

While she was hesitating, a figure that seemed familiar but somewhat embarrassed also came to this door.

Le Zhengmeng!
Nangongqian knew that this young woman was the "cute sister" of a certain boy, and she cared about him.

At the same time, Le Zhengmeng was also taken aback.

She suddenly remembered that she met this girl once when she was shopping in the supermarket.

Jiang Tian was with her at that time, and it seemed that the two were very close.

"Ahem, do you want to go in and have a seat?"

Le Zhengmeng coughed, and regardless of her appearance, directly invited the other party into the room.

The other party came here on purpose, maybe it has something to do with Jiang Tian's matter, so let's be more polite.

(End of this chapter)