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Chapter 75 [Extra Story] Ran Xuerou Died Twice
That, that, suddenly saying that my parents are too busy to take care of myself, so I feel very lonely, and I can't be friends with my classmates... Is it too vulgar and considered to be playing the emotional card?

Hmm, troublesome...

In short, Lord God, please don’t hate me, let me have someone who can always be with me—whether it’s a friend, a family member...a stranger, or a stranger.

When she was ten years old, Ran Xuerou watched the "shooting stars" passing by in the night sky and made a wish to the gods.

Her wish is very simple, she just wants someone to accompany her.

It's a pity that she, who is pure and innocent, doesn't know that the so-called "shooting star" is just an airplane with flashing lights.

So after four years, her wish has not made any progress.

Ran Xuerou is 14 years old, and her life is still the same.

Seeing that District C is becoming more and more prosperous, with more and more passengers, the girl's parents, as always, want to make a fortune by taking advantage of their own aboriginal people.Their longing has been glowing since many years ago, and it is still full of vitality until now.

They have sold clothes and shoes, but unfortunately, because they are eager for quick success, they collect at a low price and sell at a high price, and no one cares about them in the end;
They have made snacks and opened restaurants, but in the small alleys, many people do this, and the competition is too great. As a result, they are dissatisfied with the general income and terminate this business;

They sold souvenirs at exorbitant prices to deceive outsiders, and were later reported, and all the hard-earned money was used for compensation.

Because they were too anxious to become rich and to get rid of poverty, the two parents tried their best.In the end, they gave their families a bad reputation.

Gradually, life for Ran Xuerou's family became increasingly difficult.

All three wanted to keep this family, but their rights were targeted by some powerful people.

The greedy eyes of shopping mall predators have firmly locked on the land where the aborigines live.As a result, the poorer families had no choice but to collect money and leave, allowing their original homes to be razed to the ground by demolition machines.

In Qiaolouyuan District, from [-] households to [-] households, now there are only [-] households left.

Do you leave your hometown with a good amount of compensation, or stay stubbornly, be put in small shoes, and be poor?
In fact, it is not difficult to choose.

Ran Xuerou was not very troubled, seeing her anxious parents pacing the house every day, she felt that her home was much more lively.

That's okay, is there someone to accompany you?
I don't know since when, the girl's wish has become inhumane.

In school, Ran Xuerou always sat in the corner silently.

It is actually very simple for young and passionate teenagers to make friends.However, if the opportunity is missed due to initial shyness, after that, you may never have the courage to speak up again.

That's why the girl who was worried about her family's situation being known by others and hated by others lost her initiative.

Ran Xuerou looks pretty, but she doesn't know how to dress up, and she is very shy and withdraws easily. Girls find her difficult, and boys can't put down their face and take the initiative to make friends.As a result, there is no hope of passively making friends.

Hmph, is it great to have friends?I can live a good life by myself!

The girl was unconvinced, and stubbornly worked hard to live on campus.She is like a grass in the corner of the campus playground, no matter how little rain and dew, no matter how weak the light is, but at any rate, she has grown up slowly.

However, Ran Xuerou had to admit that when she was sick or in a bad mood, she still hoped that someone would come and talk to her.Even if the other party is out of sympathy, even if the other party is pitying her, she will definitely be extremely happy.

But no, not a single one.

At this time, the girl has another wish - when she enters high school, muster up the courage to make friends!

Even if her blush turned into a big apple, redder than the flesh of a watermelon, she still, must, must express her heart well.

Ran Xuerou secretly made up her mind.

She visits the high schools in the area from time to time: Yigao requires higher scores, a simple idiot like her has problems in her studies, and she can't find anyone to answer them, how can she go to that kind of school?Therefore, she set her wish as the second high school in District C.

Sometimes, it was boring after school, sometimes it was weekends that no one cared about, sometimes it was long vacations that were so idle that she would hang around the second high school.

After going there a lot, she has a sense of intimacy with every flower, grass, brick and tile there.

She thought, if one day she lost her memory and couldn't tell Er Gao's name, she might be able to tell the scenery here.

She likes to watch the students of No. [-] High School come out in groups of two or three like little adults after school, and then walk into snack bars and coffee houses, talking freely about their experiences;
She prefers to watch the weekends of the No. [-] High School in District C-the school does not require it, and students can come to school to study on Saturdays and Sundays.Some guys come all the way to school in order to play with their friends or meet the opposite sex they like.Ran Xuerou is particularly envious of their behavior of acting for others, um, there is a smell of fetters;

She especially likes to go to No. [-] High School during summer and winter vacations.Anyway, this kind of time is super boring, and, without being watched by so many people, you can walk to the campus and see the scenery inside.Although the doors of each class are tightly locked, the girl is already very satisfied just strolling around on the big playground and watching the nets on the basketball hoop swinging in the wind.

Because of these, she had the illusion that she was one of them.

If, without that incident, her wish would have come true——

Walking into high school, living bravely, and then, there were many, many friends and girlfriends: friends would go to the cafeteria with her for lunch, and girlfriends would always tease her with certain boys, saying: "I think so and so likes you, he always I'm secretly watching you..."

Unfortunately, no if.

The girl's parents finally couldn't bear the pressure and planned to sell the ownership of their house.

Luckily, given that District C is more prosperous than it used to be, they got a lot of money.On the way back after the transaction was completed, the two were driving the second-hand car they bought in the middle of the endlessly flowing road, while happily discussing how to use the money.

Unfortunately, negligence caused the father to make driving mistakes, and the car's aging parts left them no chance of recovery.

The result was obvious—the car crashed and people died.

After Ran Xuerou heard the news, she immediately thought so - oh, the two of them, from birth to death, have been inseparable from money for the rest of their lives.

Are parents at fault?No.

They want to make a lot of money so that their daughter can live as she wants in the future.This is their dream.

Ran Xuerou said when she was very young, "I don't want to live a good life, I just want my parents to spend more time with me."

At that time, the girl still remembers their answer—"You are still young and don't understand. When you grow up, you will understand our painstaking efforts."

Is it too big now?But Ran Xuerou still didn't understand.Probably, it's because she's not old enough.

But the girl will never say such words again.Think about it, everyone has their own dream, and "living a prosperous life with their daughter" should be the dream of parents.

She can't selfishly refute other people's wishes just because of her own wishes, can she?
A long time ago, Ran Xuerou's wishes became insignificant, and now, she has reduced her existence to an insignificant pebble in the desert.

Anyway, no one cares about me anymore, so I might as well go to the river and be with the fishes!

When she was in junior high school, Ran Xuerou heard that the ice cream in Linjiang Bridge was delicious. Although she couldn't go with her friends, she ate all kinds of flavors by herself.

Occasionally, she would hold an ice cream and watch the river flow eastward by the bridge, so she knew that the river was very deep and very cold.

On this day, after eating ice cream by the Linjiang Bridge, she jumped off the bridge without any fear.

"Hey! What are you doing! Wait, wait!"

But the girl never expected that the owner of an unfamiliar voice wanted to reach out and grab her.

"Puff-"

Finally, the two fell into the river together.

(End of this chapter)