Fast travel, this host is a little bit

Chapter 39
I tasted it, and I guess it might be too much cream - greasy!

But I can see that she loves to eat fruit, because when she eats fruit, she looks so satisfied—beautiful!

She didn’t know how cute her salivating little expression was when she stared at my cake after eating!I know what she covets, so I say I don’t like cherries…

In the cake shop that day, she also asked me about my birthday!I'm so happy because my birthday is coming soon!

That day I grabbed her hand, she touched my face...

We made an appointment that day, and she was going to give me a very thoughtful gift on the night of my birthday!

All the beautiful memories about that day, piece by piece, form the future I am looking forward to!
But, I don't know, that day turned out to be the last good memory between us...

I never thought that on my birthday, we would meet with our identity in that way.

For breakfast on my birthday my father—Yesuohe—was absent!

Although he is not a very competent father (especially when I was young), it is undeniable that he loves me and he loves my mother!

Every year on my birthday, he will accompany me. On my birthday, I will see him when I open my eyes, and I will see him before going to bed!24 hours a day, he is always by my side!Even in his busiest years!
But he wasn't there that day...

Only then did I know that he actually went to Jiangfeng Mountain, he knew my identity, and he was going to clear the way for me.

But he forgot that he had been out of touch for a long time, so long that some people had forgotten his existence...

I have always known the madness of Viper and his obsession with Eagle Head.So I decided to check it out!
It was really messy on the mountain, the poisonous snake died, and my father was injured a little bit.It's not too serious, but I'm very angry!
I used extremely ruthless means to stop the turmoil!Cleaned up the remnants of the Viper faction.Only then did I realize that an outsider had gotten in.

I sent people to bait their people, and blocked them at the door of hope.

I didn't expect her to be there, I can't describe my anger at that time, I think she betrayed me!For a moment I really wanted to kill her.

But when I met her eyes, I couldn't bear it.I despise myself: it is the owner of these eyes that you think are clean who lied to you.

She really lied to me, her name is not Yin Xuan, she is not Yin Xuan.

Her name is Su Ning, she has a close person, a man, a man who must die!A man who had to be tortured to die!
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She was also surprised when she saw me, her eyes were full of disbelief, but...

I have already seen through her disguise, and the purposeful approach from the beginning was for today's moment!Now why?

Are you playing the emotional card?
Sorry, I have never been an emotionless person!
But - I have obsessions!
Since she is the person I want to stay by my side, even if she betrays her, she still has to stay by my side. The worst possible outcome is that I will break her wings and chop off her feet!
So I made a quick decision to let her suffer a bit and then let her stay with me.

I throw temptations at them.I watched the people on their side turn against each other, watched their civil strife, watched...the two of them fight each other!
I finally couldn't help but shoot her. No one knew how tightly I held my left hand, nor how sweaty the palm of my right hand was, nor how many inches I deliberately deflected the muzzle of the gun.

I finally disguised myself in front of her once, and asked my men to send the others away when she fell, because this was what I promised from the beginning.

But how can I be a person who keeps promises?Those people should be damned...

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It never occurred to me that I would still make mistakes.When I heard the doctor tell me: "Master, the patient... was shot in the heart and can't be saved!"

I roared angrily, I couldn't believe it.I felt that I must have heard wrongly, but when I saw that pale and shameless face, I felt the warmth gradually draining from her.

I know she's really gone...

I can't keep it any longer...

After recognizing this fact, I quickly regained my senses.I asked someone to find a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters and a wide view to bury her.

Because she likes beautiful places very much, we must find her a beautiful place with a good view to 'home', so that she will not run around, after all, she is very lazy!

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That was my saddest and most memorable birthday. After I went back that day, I wandered to her place somehow.

That light will never be turned on again, and even if it is turned on, it will not be the same person...

I walked to the door unknowingly, imagining the scene when I knocked on the door and she opened the door, she must have a smile on her face!
I knocked on the door out of nowhere, but there was no response. She... was really gone...

I turned around in despair and prepared to leave.

"Hey! Young man, are you here to find Comrade Xiao Yin?" Maybe it was the sound of my knock on the door that alarmed the owner's wife.

"Comrade Xiao Yin didn't know what was going on today. When he left in the morning, he told me that if she didn't come back at noon, I should pay attention and collect something for her.

She also said that if she didn't come back by night, I would give it to a gay guy who came to her. "

The landlady handed me a square cardboard box in her hand.

"This is for me! Did she leave any other words?" I asked nervously.

The landlady shook her head.

"Can I go to her room and have a look!" I couldn't help but make a request to the landlord that she thought was rude!

"I'm sorry, comrade, I can't let you go to Comrade Xiao Yin's room, if you want to go, she can take you there!"

The landlady's tone turned cold immediately, and she looked at me with disapproval.

"I'm sorry, but I can't find her. She..." I don't want to say that word! "She, she can't give me an answer..."

"You are Yin Xuan's landlord, right? She won't come back in the future. Is your house for sale? I bought it. The terms and price are up to you!"

I didn’t want to say anything more, but I suddenly remembered that this was the place where she lived, a place I had yet to visit...

The landlady was reluctant to sell it at first, but who in this world would have trouble with money...

If money really can't solve the problem, I don't mind using other means. After all, I have never been a good person, and I don't want to be a good person.

The house where she lived belongs to me!

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My hand trembling when I opened the door. How I wish she had opened the door for me with her own hands!

The furnishings in the room are simple and clean.A bed, a chair, a table, a wardrobe...

On the not-so-big bed, lay the big doll I gave her. She should like it very much-it just lay on her bed, covered with a quilt!

I went to the bed, touched it, imagined her smiling at it, cuddling it to sleep, cuddling it and whispering...

On her desk was a beautifully packaged carton, similar to the one in my hand, but smaller.

I have a feeling - this must be the gift she is going to give me with her own hands!
I walked over slowly and opened it slowly...

There is a scarf and an apple inside!I picked up the scarf and discovered that there was a letter underneath!
I opened the letter excitedly and tremblingly, and inside was a beautiful cardboard and a letter:
Ye Su, happy birthday!
How about this gift? Is this gift very thoughtful? Do you think that scarf is already very thoughtful?No!This is the most thoughtful gift!
All right!Let me tell you the truth!I didn't knit that scarf by myself, the landlady also helped!
That is really difficult, and the knitting needle is really difficult to use, it is thin, hard and easy to prick your hand...

The time was too short, and I couldn't finish it, so I had to ask the landlady to help.

But thinking about it seems insincere, so I specially made a postcard for you, how about it, isn’t it beautiful!

Also, the envelopes are made by myself!Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it much better than the ones sold outside!
Now you know why I asked you to go home and watch it again!Because I'm afraid you'll be too moved and cry!
Also, you must remember to eat apples!Although it may be a little late today, apples mean peace. As long as you eat them, someone will always keep you safe!
At last!
Ye Su, happy birthday!Happy every day^_^
Our first 12.25
I blinked my sore eyes, stretched the scarf around my neck, and mechanically picked up the apple and ate it.I don't know if the apple she sent was broken, anyway, I tasted bitter...

That day I sat with her all night, just sitting quietly, imagining that she was still there!Too bad I've never seen it!

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I don't know what's going on, but after my birthday, my body, which was already in good condition, started to get weaker and weaker, and then it was difficult for me to even move!
I know I don’t have much time. I even wonder if she has forgiven me and missed me...

My father was very worried about my health and tried all kinds of doctors for me, but I felt tired!

In my last days I rejected my father, I rejected the doctors, I lived in the cottage where she used to live.I want to remember her smell so I can find her in another place...

I let them bury me with her.

Don't even try to get rid of me, not in this life, nor in the next life!Who let her break into my world first and occupy the most important place!

　These two chapters are Ye Su's side story, because the story is too long and I dare not write too much, so many things are vague!In fact, some plots in the story were changed later, just to end the story sooner!It is indeed too long...

　　Originally, I wanted to add a few extra episodes, but... I think it's better to continue the plot!
　　If you want to watch the extras in the future, I’ll update them later!Because I feel that my plot is a bit delayed...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)