I was raised by the villain

Chapter 381 The Poverty Daily Life of Raising Idols (38)

"Apart from Qi Yan, who else do you remember?"

"Only Qi Yan, and you."

"Can you remember everything clearly?"

"...No, I only have a vague idea."

"What about Ji Chuyan?"

"Very real."

"Then, Ji Churan," Xuesi put her hands on the washstand and looked at him calmly, "Do you like me?"

"I like it." Ji Churan looked at her cheek that was completely different from before, but equally beautiful, which made his heart tremble.

"how many?"

Ji Churan smiled: "I like it, but it cannot be measured by data."

Xuesi: "Since you know this truth yourself, then you think how much I can like you."

Ji Churan: "Don't you like me?"

Xue Si smiled.

"Like it."

"It's just," Xuesi looked at him, and gently stroked his chest with her fingertips, "My favorite, most of the time, I have to sacrifice my life for it."

Ji Churan: "Are you dying?"

Xuesi: "You don't want it."

"I dare to take the life of the whole world, but yours." Xue Si took a step away from him, "I won't take it."

Ji Churan: "Why?"

"Ji Churan, do you understand love?"

Ji Churan looked at her steadily.

Xuesi smiled: "You don't understand, and you can't understand. Because you are not him, not the complete him, even if you understand, he won't understand."

Ji Churan: "I don't understand what you mean."

The sparkle in Xuesi's eyes moved slightly, dizzy with sadness.

"Ji Churan loves me very much."

"Qi Yan also loves me very much."

"But when they realize that they are not themselves but another person," Xue Si said slowly, "he has already become rational."

"Rational love is not the love I want. Because all the love I give you is irrational love."

"But love is not equal. Sometimes, it always has to fall to one side."

"I have this idea because you are used to it. Because every one of you gave me all the love without reservation and gave everything."

"I'm not feeling well," Xue Si looked at him with a calm expression and a chill, "I can't accept this kind of you. Because this kind of you is not the one I love, but a stranger."

"I'm a clean freak, and I won't give a single ounce of my love to a stranger."

"Chongxi," Xuesi looked into his eyes, as if looking at the strongest ice on the top of a snow peak, "I have said from the very beginning that in my world, no one can easily give up everything, get my love."

"Later you gave me everything, but I couldn't give you everything, I regretted it, and I was trying to let myself give you everything."

"But I'm just uncomfortable, very uncomfortable in my heart." Xuesi parted her red lips lightly, her voice was cold, "Why do you want to take back all the love you gave me?"

"For my experiment? In order to keep you awake? In order to keep your Hart star alive forever, and make your tens of thousands of people appreciate you for a lifetime?"

"I like you, that's right, and this kind of liking is getting stronger and stronger, and it has reached the point where it is about to become love."

"But I don't want to be a set of cold data for you, I don't want my liking to become a major milestone in your experiment, and I don't want those people I loved to eventually become a whole lot under your cruelty. Groups of weak data."

Xuesi pulled his collar with both hands, and the tears couldn't stop dripping: "I want your love with all my heart, I want them all to come back, I want them to live vividly in your memory, I want you to see me In his eyes, there is no cold, ice data... because I am real, I am alive, I am your lover, and you belong alone..."

Chong Qi embraced her violently, and kissed her lips tightly.

Xuesi stood on tiptoe, tried her best to respond to him for the first time, shed tears, because she hoped that the person who was so close to her at this moment had her in his eyes and in his heart.

The sound of breathing was heavy and intertwined, and after a while, Chong Xi let go of her, hugged her tightly, panting, and whispered in her ear with a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry."

Xuesi clasped his waist tightly with both hands, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want your sorry, it's all lies."

Chong Xi: "Then what do you want? All I can say is this sentence."

Xue Si got angry and gave him a slap in the face: "You really deserve to lead your planet to be single for the rest of your life."

Chong Qi: "Hart Star's single rate is beyond my control."

Xuesi: "It is because of a leader like you that they became like this!"

Chong Xi paused: "To a certain extent, it is true."

Xue Si was angry.She pushed Chongxi away and turned her back, as if she didn't want to see him.

Seeing her unhappy look, Chongxi subconsciously softened his voice: "How do you know it's not Ji Churan, but mine?"

Xuesi said angrily, "Ji Churan hasn't seen me for three years, so he should wish he could see me with his wings spread out, and if he dared to let me go for three hours, how could he have the ability to hold your breath like you."

Chongxi: "The guess is reasonable. When did you verify it?"

Xue Si rolled his eyes at him, she didn't want to talk too much with this logic monster at all.

"When did you wake up? Was it when you saw me for the first time?"

Chong Xi: "That's right."

Xue Si: "001 is quite exciting, it can wake you up with just one glance, and your favorability is already full, right? You still lied to me."

Chong Xi: "She is a good assistant."

Xuesi: "... Will the future world have realistic memories like you do now?"

Chongxi: "Not necessarily. It depends on the situation."

Xuesi: "What? What's the situation?"

Chong Qi: "Although I have turned off my own memory, the memories of the worlds I have experienced will slowly come back to me with the passage of time and the stimulation of key points. Just like now, I still only have Qi Yan and Ji First-flame memories. But as you said, the emotions of these memories are weakened."

"Sisi, I'm different from you. My physical body and personality data are stored separately. Due to the experiment, my memory data is too large. If I don't store a part of it, or weaken it, my brain can't handle it at all. Lots of data."

"And this time I was able to stimulate the main data back because the energy tank for stimulating me was already full. Adam automatically opened the memory hub according to my instructions. Next, if I want to wake up, it depends on the accumulation of the stimulating energy. .”

Xue Si: "Then you can only do this for the rest of your life? Pick up new memories, throw away the past, move forward and never look back?"

Chong Xi was silent.

"A person in a high position has always been involuntary."

"If, I can also choose," Chongxi looked at Xuesi, his black pupils were shining black, "I just want to keep all the memories about you, and throw away everything else."

"I will give you all my love."

　Xue Si is such a person, she is very selfish and self-willed, and in terms of feelings, she just greedily wants everything.This is an advantage, but also a disadvantage. Later, Lin Anan's case told her that sometimes love is not equal, so she gave in.As for why she did this, it has something to do with her past experience, and I will tell everyone in the future.

　　ps: My male protagonist is finally rough, it’s not easy, a certain man has a name, but I still want to call him a certain man =^_^=
　　
　
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