I was raised by the villain

Chapter 548 Snow of the Styx (25)

Xue Si shook her head: "There is nothing wrong with it."

Miyazaki looked at her for a while.

After a long time, she sighed faintly: "Si Si, never give up your trust and expectations in others."

"Because you will never know whether what you have done is right or wrong."

Just like she gave up her status as the high-ranking princess of the underworld and came to the world of the human race alone, she will never know whether everyone she talks to and contacts is true or false, whether it is good or evil.

But because of this, she was able to venture bravely in this world and meet the only person in her life.

Maybe at that carefree age, it was wrong to venture out.

She should have learned the ancient language of the Mingling clan obediently at home, practiced the ancient spells of the Mingling clan, accepted her father's training, and worked hard to be a qualified heir to the patriarch.

Maybe it was wrong to have such a big misunderstanding when meeting him.

She shouldn't have gotten into a fight with him as soon as she woke up, she shouldn't have confronted him everywhere impolitely, and she shouldn't have followed him shamelessly, holding him accountable and begging for food.

But it was precisely because of these mistakes that she felt the unswerving happiness until her death, and let her taste the sweet fruit formed by her own choice for the first time.

Therefore, during Xuesi's growth, she will not interfere with her choices.

She will respect all the choices she makes, and of course, she also needs to bear the consequences.

It's just that Xuesi at this time can't read the deeper meaning in her mother's words.

She simply chose to believe.

But for a long time since then, she has never understood why her mother made her choose to trust others without reservation.

It was not until a long, long time later, when she was asleep, that she seemed to remember this sentence in a trance.

When these words reached Xuesi's ears, she suddenly felt a warm current flowing through her body, as if she had obtained some treasure that she hadn't seen for many years, and tears filled her eyes.

Xue Si blinked, and for some reason, she shed tears.

She lowered her head, trying to wipe away the tears, but suddenly the tears seemed to be opened, and she couldn't stop no matter what.

Gong Qian looked at Xue Si, a little surprised, and began to reflect on whether she had said something serious that shouldn't be said: "Si Si, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying suddenly? I didn't say anything too extreme..."

Xue Si looked at Gong Qiang, feeling sad in her heart, but she didn't know why.She looked at her mother, but it was as if she had never seen her in a lifetime. Her nose was so sore, she could only look at her quietly, letting the tears splash on her face.

Xuesi: "Mom, will you stay with me all the time?"

Miyazaki was stunned.

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

Xuesi: "Will you? Will you promise me to stay with me forever?"

Miyazaki was silent.

She didn't know how to answer this question.

It's not so much that she doesn't know how to answer this question, it's more that she can't make this promise at all.

She didn't know if she had the ability and courage to live with her.

Since she was a child, she knew that she was an impulsive and exciting person in her bones. A person like her was only suitable for short-lived vigor and vigor, not for the long flow of warmth.

She loves wings, which may be the most vigorous thing she has done in her life. She doesn't know if she really has the courage to watch her lover leave her, and she can't guarantee that she won't do something that hurts herself to be buried with him. Act of martyrdom.

But she also loves Xuesi, she is a piece of meat in her belly.

She didn't know whether it was more important for her to be a good wife or a good mother.

Xuesi looked at her mother, and she looked at herself with a helpless face, and knew that she could not give an answer, that is to say, she could not make this promise.

She didn't know why, but her heart was surprisingly calm, as if she had already expected this result.

Gong Qian looked at Xue Si, and suddenly said: "Si Si, although mother loves father very much, she can't wait to give her whole body to him, but there are some things that mother still wants to teach you."

"Love is not everything."

"Don't get lost, don't be blind, let nature take its course, and stay awake alone. Even if you are a weak girl, you don't have to give your whole body to your husband. You must be self-reliant, self-reliant, and firmly believe in I am no worse than anyone else!"

"Especially in terms of feelings, you must live calmer and clearer than anyone else, so that you will not easily fall into unnecessary taboos and suffer eternal pain!"

"But, of course." Gong Yan looked into her daughter's eyes tenderly, her face was as soft and moving as a spring breeze, "If one day, you meet that person who makes you unable to maintain your rationality, just let it be."

"Pain for love, regret for life, sometimes, maybe it's not a bad thing... At least, your journey through the wind and snow finally has meaning, doesn't it?"

Xuesi clearly knew that she didn't really understand, but she didn't know why, the sadness in her heart was like a pool overflowing with water, and she couldn't stop it.

She stared at Gong Qiang, and Gong Qiang watched her, the mother and daughter were silent, only weeping.

"Ah."

"Si Si remembered."

"Si Si will never forget what mother said."

"Si Si, I will always remember..."

At the same time, in the depths of the black cage, there were desperate and mournful screams.

Every sound seems to contain human flesh and blood, as if forcing himself to swallow all the flesh and bones before spitting out fresh blood.

And the tall woman standing at the top of the tower stared coldly at the man screaming and falling into madness below, extremely sinister, as if she was looking at someone through that man.

It seemed that watching that person fall into despair and painful torture was like something very satisfying.

"Your Majesty, the experiment is coming to an end soon, and you will be able to see the concrete effect soon."

Lan smiled, with contentment in his eyes, when he looked at the man in black, he gave people a sense of happiness after getting rid of the new trouble.

"Well, I can't wait to see what she's going to look like."

When she said this, it seemed that she couldn't wait to see her spirit power soared, but she couldn't wait to see her being tortured so that her life would be worse than death.

The man in black could see what she was thinking at a glance. He rolled his eyes and said with a smile on his face, "However, Your Majesty, there is one thing I have to tell you clearly in advance."

　It’s a little later! Today the school moved to the campus, and I have been packing my luggage. I slept at one o’clock and woke up at four o’clock. I only slept for three hours in total =_= In the future, the stable update time will be changed to before twelve o’clock! Ten Don't wait after two o'clock, babies go to bed early!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)