Chapter 191 My heart aches.

The light in Lin Zi's eyes dimmed little by little.

The sourness in her palm spread to every fingertip. She didn't want to make Gu Ling uncomfortable, and she didn't want to add to his troubles.

"Really not." Lin Zi laughed again, taking a step back calmly.

"Stop laughing," Gu Ling bent down, hugged his small body into his arms, and patted Lin Zi's back again and again, "My heart aches."

I can't tell what it feels like, it seems that the long-time liking has suddenly responded, not necessarily because he likes me so much.

But the tears in the eye sockets were forced to fall, the wind was very strong, and the eyes hurt when it was blown. The grievances that were obviously resisted, like seeds sprouting buds, and finally found their belonging.

Carefully afraid that I might make a mistake, I didn't even dare to speak out when I was excited, so I could only sniff my nose boldly, "I really didn't cry, don't worry."

Even the word "worry" was barely audible, and she had an intimate relationship with her willingly, if it was really considered as a bargaining chip to blackmail him.

She really, would, be beyond redemption.

His whole body was stiff, and he didn't even have the courage to hug him back. His knuckles moved, and then moved again, and finally resigned to his fate powerlessly and loosened his weak strength.

"Me, there are too many dogs in the yard today, and the smell is all over the clothes. I'm going to take a bath."

Lin Zi tried her best to behave normally, tried her best to smile decently, and Ye Jie tried her best to force back the tears in her eyes.

With a quick pace, the strength of his fingertips pushed aside Gu Ling's hand, and he went back to the room in a mess. Before Gu Ling came in, he quickly ran towards the guest room.

At that moment, it seemed that regret came back.

The moment the door was closed, everything seemed so ironic that she couldn't even imagine that she was in the same place, the same position, and even the door panel on which her back was leaning was the same.

As if in order not to be suspected, Lin Zi really went to take a shower, sat on the toilet seat with wet hair, and buried her face deeply in her arms.

She felt that she was very worthless. She could play tricks just now, and she could justifiably ask Gu Ling not to get close to other women in the future. He obviously said that he was Mrs. Gu.

Why can't you be a little cheeky and say that I slept with you and you can't run away.

The means and strategies turned out to be exhausted after several stumbles, and the rest was unwillingness, all weak love.

He didn't need to say a word, a single word, just a silent silence with unknown meaning, and she was able to flee without armor.

Didn't even dare to cry out.

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, and the shower head and the faucet of the sink were all turned on, concealing the panic and powerlessness in his heart.

"Xiao Zi?" Gu Ling knocked on the bathroom door twice, "Have you finished washing?"

"Well, it's almost ready."

A man who puts himself in a dilemma.

Randomly pulled a towel, wiped his hair twice, opened the door and saw Gu Ling sitting on the bed in the room.

Seeing Lin Zi's wet hair, he waved his hand and took out the prepared electric winder to blow it.

A rustling sound resounded in the room. Lin Zi was speechless, and neither was Gu Ling. His slender fingertips patiently blew strands of hair dry.

"Okay." Gu Ling put away the electric wind blower, silently put it in the cabinet beside the bed, and stared at Lin Zi fixedly.

"Yeah," Lin Zi stroked her docile hair, "It's blown dry." She was typically out of words, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."

"it is good."

The clear and cold words made Lin Zi want to explain again in his mouth.

"Well, I won't bother you, I'll just sleep in the guest room."

"it is good."

Gu Ling answered very quickly, as if waiting for her to say this early in the morning, Lin Zi was startled, and before she recovered, Gu Ling had already led the door out.

Lin Zi sat on the quilt on the edge of the bed for more than half an hour, her eyes fixed on the door panel, as if Gu Ling would change her mind and come back the next moment, her knuckles that were gripping the bed sheet gradually turned white.

It's a useless entanglement.

The feeling of suffocation in his chest made Lin Zi dizzy for a few seconds. He lifted the quilt and lay down on the edge of the bed on the other side. lie there.

The quilt was rolled up and curled up into a ball. The quilt smelled of the refreshing sunshine. Gu Ling came here for a short time, and she couldn't even catch the slightest scent of warm wood.

Just like, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't catch his heart.

The tormented person's brain hurts from random thoughts, she didn't cry but the soreness in her eyes made her blink several times but it didn't work.

She calmed down her breathing, used her mind to control her wildly guessing thoughts, and constantly comforted herself in her heart, this man, if she wanted him, he couldn't escape.

So take it easy, take it easy...

I don't know how long I struggled with myself before I finally fell asleep. The man in the dream sternly said that he would never love her, even if she tried her best, even if she tried her best.

He will never love her.

She was in so much pain that she couldn't even cry anymore, and the overlapping hands kept explaining, I didn't ask you to love me, I don't need you to love me, me, can I love you?Love without anything in return.

The man in the dream walked resolutely, with a firm face, he said clearly word by word: I don't want you.

So she seems to have a lot, but seems to have lost the whole world.

There seemed to be Gu Ling's calling, but she didn't believe it. How could Gu Ling, who was so cold and heartless, be willing to redeem her.

Her whole body was so cold, she had no choice but to curl herself up as hard as she could, her body seemed to be hugged into her arms, and the familiar and longing smell came into her nose bit by bit.

I will never hurt you, never ask you to love me.

This was the only thought in Lin Zi's chaotic mind when he woke up. As if he had experienced a catastrophe, he opened his eyes weakly, and the sweat on his forehead seeped into the corners of his eyes.

The sore eye sockets hurt, Gu Ling in front of her eyes was blurry, she couldn't see his expression clearly, the heart palpitations in her dream made her afraid of studying again and again, and the arm she was grasping subconsciously forced herself to let go.

"Have you had a nightmare?"

"No, it's a sweet dream." Lin Zi smiled indifferently, stood up and walked to the bathroom.

The Yuba in the bathroom forgot to turn on, Lin Zi sat in the cold water, trembling all over, but her mind became clearer.

Regarding Gu Ling, regarding the love between men and women that has nothing to do with love, the relationship has no future relationship.

It seemed that he had soaked for half his life, until his fingertips were wrinkled, and there was Gu Ling's hasty knock on the door.

Lin Zi smiled, if Gu Ling broke in now and saw this, would she be afraid, would she feel like a lunatic?

A man who loves too much to be driven mad.

Finally, she stood up from the freezing water, took the bathrobe on the shelf, and gently tied the belt.

Unscrew the door.

"I've washed it, is there anything wrong?"

(End of this chapter)

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