Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 102 The Queen of Movies 41
Recently, An Sheng's trumpet has always posted some very depressing sentences.

But some fans speculated that the blogger should be suffering from depression.

After all, such an abnormal state is rare.

An Sheng also knew that his body was getting worse and worse, and his spirit was also getting worse.

But she didn't dare to go out for treatment. Once she wanted to go out, everyone would recognize her.

Not only would he recognize her, but he would speak to her in the worst tones.

She can't stand it.

She has basically never been hacked since her debut, but this time the violent public opinion made her deeply involved in evil.

She's a little out of sorts now.

She knew she must be depressed, but she didn't expect it to be serious.

She is sometimes irritable and irritable, and even can't sleep all day long, and her hair falls out more and more.

When she returned to normal, she was inexplicably quiet again.

She always felt that there was no hope for life, or even hope of living.

Sister Bai brought a psychiatrist that day.

"But what else can I do? I have no career, no one who likes me, and I don't even know what the value of my existence is? Why do you treat me like this when I obviously haven't done it? Did it hurt them?"

Anson has no emotions.

She just stated all the facts flatly.

She didn't understand. She obviously didn't hurt anyone, but why did those people hurt her in turn?

Is it because you are not worth it?
Or is it that none of them are willing to believe?
Believe that she is innocent, believe that she has done nothing, believe that she has always been kind.

"Do you know? Each of us is born with a different destiny. Maybe you have endured more than ordinary people, but life is still meaningful. Think about your lover, family and friends, and those who I have always loved your fans."

The psychiatrist comforted her slowly.

To be honest, she could see the desire to survive from any patient, but she couldn't see anything in An Sheng's expression.

Ansheng seemed to have no hope for her life. Although there were no traces of self-mutilation on Ansheng's body, she knew that Ansheng really didn't want to live anymore.

Even when she mentioned her lover, family and friends, there was no wavering on her face.

"Lover, family, friends? And fans who like me? How is that possible?"

Now no one has time to care about her, and no one cares about these things.

Her lover is very busy and has no time to talk to her, and her family is too busy to text her.

As for her friends...

Now that she has been in this industry, she doesn't have many friends. Since she was studying, no friend has been sincere to her.

It's all because her appearance has nothing to do with her.

She didn't understand why her face turned out to be the culprit in the end.

"Those fans who love me and say they will always like me, don't they still fall when they see the vicious public opinion? Aren't they still the same, don't they like me? They say they will always believe me, You say you will always be by my side, but how many times do things really happen?"

"Liar! It's all a lie! Everyone says they love me, everyone says they like me! They all lie to me! No one cares about me, no one asks me anything What is the truth, and no one firmly stands in my position and thinks for me."

"Living is meaningful. What is the meaning of living? I was not believed, ignored, and even crushed under my feet. I was always insulted."

"People who used to say they always believed in me, now they keep making rumors about me on the Internet, and even help them Pss those videos, PS those photos, what should I do?"

"You tell me, what should I do? How can I believe that they like me?"

"What did I do wrong? I never hurt anyone, why would they hurt me?"

"I have methods for those photos and videos, I have methods to clarify, I have methods to find those clues, but I really don't know what to do in the face of those rumors made by those who once said that they believe in me and love me Do."

"All liars! Liars! Liars!!!"

Anson's emotions completely collapsed.

She tugged at her hair in pain, staring red-eyed at the marble on the floor.

She could see her crazy appearance from the marble, but she couldn't control her emotions.

She couldn't control it, she just wanted to collapse now, she just wanted to cry out loudly.

What should I do?what to do? !

Why are those photos and videos circulating?Why would anyone do such a vicious thing?

Why did no one listen to her explanation?Why is no one willing to believe her?

Why did all those fans turn into black fans?
"Why did I go through all this? If there was a real chance to do it all over again, I would never walk this path in my life."

An Sheng was really disappointed.

She is disappointed and desperate, and no one can help her now.

The psychiatrist just wanted to adjust her mood, but in her eyes, Ansheng was hopeless.

An Sheng lost hope of surviving completely.

They can only rely on drug treatment to relieve An Sheng's emotions, and then slowly adjust later.

She told Sister Bai and Mr. Liang about the situation.

It's just that she didn't know when An Sheng's treatment would be able to continue, after all, she couldn't come these two days.

Because she also has something very important to do, which may have to wait until next week.

Sister Bai and Mr. Liang are both worried.

An Sheng's current emotions are not enough to support them to communicate with An Sheng normally.

After seeing off the psychiatrist, Mr. Liang sat on the sofa in silence for a long time.

"Sister Bai, am I hopeless? Has everyone given up on me?"

An Sheng stood quietly at the door, watching them secretly.

Sister Bai was startled, but turned around quickly.

"Who told you that you are hopeless? You cheer me up quickly! We still have a lot of announcements to run in the future, you must be fine, you know?! Now cheer up! I will take you out to participate in a meeting today. For the first variety show, you cleaned yourself up, got it?"

Hearing that he still had a variety show to run, An Sheng suddenly felt a glimmer of hope in his heart.

A gleam of light suddenly appeared in her eyes.

She still has a job?She can still meet her fans?She can still run the notice?

It was a happy event for her.

(End of this chapter)