Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 15 Arrogant Youth 15
"In our relationship, what kind of role do you play? You say I'm playing hard to get, and I'm promiscuous, but we have nothing to do with each other, do we?"

This sentence directly touched the depths of Xu Jinyan's soul.

There is really no relationship between them, and he has no right to blame Bai Mumu.

"You!" It's unreasonable!
Xu Jinyan was very angry, he felt that he was going to have high blood pressure.

In this relationship, he is indeed not Bai Mumu's boyfriend.

He really doesn't have the qualifications to manage it.

But he just felt uncomfortable, and he just didn't like Bai Mumu being so close to other men.

"You are so close to a boy at a young age, don't you think it's too much?"

Xu Jinyan really had nothing to say.

Because all the truth seems to be in Bai Mumu.

"Then you are very close to me at a young age, and you even sleep in the same bed with me. Don't you think it's too much? We obviously have no relationship at all, but you have done that kind of thing to me for so many years. We have already settled down a long time ago. Are you trying to tie me up with this relationship because you are afraid of losing me? This will really make me think that you like me. "

Bai Mumu approached Xu Jinyan step by step.

She has now turned passive into active.

"Auntie has already come to me. She already knows about this matter. I have nothing to hide. I didn't want to make her sad before, but then I found that it was not necessary at all, because you have already said everything you need to say. Now, what is the purpose of hanging me like this?"

Xu Jinyan's eyes widened in shock.

He thought that even if his mother found out, she would never speak up.

Unexpectedly, his mother actually went to Bai Mumu and confessed these things.

"I have no family since I was a child. I regard you as a family, but you have never regarded me as a family. To you, I am just an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf, a child of someone else's family, but Now, I'm just me."

Bai Mumu's life since he was a child was too miserable, without the support and love of his family.

She is too sensible.

She knew that none of this family was her real relatives.

She pleases everyone in this house.

Xu Jinyan who doesn't like herself, Xu Jinyan's father who doesn't like herself, and Mrs. Xu who pretends to be kind.

What's more, the housekeepers and servants in those families don't like her.

She looks harmonious on the surface, but who will pay attention to her, and what will be said behind her back?

She had also heard those servants calling her a child without a father and mother behind her back.

Said that she killed her biological parents by herself.

But no one could get close to her at that time, so who should she tell these troubles to?
She can only digest herself.

She thought that if she could have a child of her own in the future, she would definitely tell her children these words.

She would never let her child become a parentless person.

It's a pity that I fell in love with Xu Jinyan.

She will never be able to be a mother in her life.

Although she was sad, she was satisfied when she thought that all these were done for Xu Jinyan.

"Insults and abuse, hypocrisy and indifference, this is your true face, right? Mrs. Xu, who seems kind and modest, only cares about me superficially, and even once thought of not wanting me. You and your Fatherly, nasty! And those housekeepers and servants, dirty swearing, how do you think I'm alive?"

If she hadn't been a little stronger in her heart, I'm afraid she wouldn't have survived today.

"I don't care about what you said at all. The person I care about most now is myself. I once dreamed that I could have a child by myself and make her the happiest little life in the world."

Bai Mumu trembled slightly with his eyes.

Even the strength in his hands began to relax.

This is a sad and sad thing, and there is no way to be happy.

She also has no way to forgive the person in front of her.

"But I can't continue to be a mother now. This matter is indeed voluntary, but you shouldn't have accepted my favor before, but then spurned it. Did I do something wrong? I just like you."

In the end, Xu Jinyan stood alone in the corridor for a long time.

Bai Mumu had already entered the room.

She didn't care what Xu Jinyan would think later, her mission was accomplished anyway.

Xu Jinyan seemed to be hearing Bai Mumu talk about these things for the first time.

He has always thought that his mother was very kind to her, and even those housekeepers and servants were respectful to Bai Mumu.

He always felt that Bai Mumu really didn't know how to be blessed when he was in the midst of blessings.

He has always felt that Bai Mumu should be kinder if he lives under someone else's roof.

But Xu Jinyan never thought that the real face of his family was like this.

The veil of hypocrisy was lifted, revealing the cruel and realistic truth.

It's like the surface of the soil is intact, but there are countless poisonous insects, snakes and scorpions inside.

Take advantage of its unpreparedness to bite you viciously.

The venom quickly spread throughout the body, and the pain of suffocation made the mind numb.

The urgent breath of death filled Xu Jinyan.

He only felt pain.

He lives an enviable life, has a good family, and doesn't have to worry about the daily necessities that those poor families should experience.

He was born in Rome, he didn't know the sufferings of the world, and he didn't know that there was such a rotten and smelly past behind the glamorous beauty.

What Bai Mumu has experienced is beyond his imagination.

In the end, Xu Jinyan didn't know how he got home.

He only knew that he was lost all the way, like a drunk who lost his way.

He locked himself in the room, staring at the bright moon in the vast starry sky.

The moonlight sprinkled on the floor, warm and lonely.

What will be in the dark corners that cannot be illuminated?

How did the mouse, which was trying to crawl out of the gutter, return to the dark corner again?
He had also heard his mother complaining about Bai Mumu behind his back, but at that time he only thought that Bai Mumu had gone too far.

Today's words exposed the disguise of human nature and exposed the gloomy bones inside.

It's time for Xu Jinyan to reflect on it.

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"If I don't let him understand now, he will really be hopeless in the future. I didn't expect him to be so stubborn."

Dai Xu was picking out the cosmetics in the bathroom.

These cosmetics are expensive and brand-name, but they work surprisingly well.

"Maybe it's just because Xu Jinyan lived in a family that everyone envied since he was a child, and he was a child of someone else's family since he was a child. It's normal to be a little arrogant, maybe a little conceited."

The system evaluates Xu Jinyan.

Humility is the most beautiful virtue of human beings, but Xu Jinyan doesn't seem to know what humility is.

He just felt that the more publicized he was, the more people would be afraid of him.

But this will only backfire.

(End of this chapter)