Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 195
She felt helpless about her life experience, and at the same time felt sad for Chen Ming's neglect of her.

Her identity cannot match Chen Ming's.

Maybe the two of them will be criticized when they are together in the future.

But these are not factors that she should consider. Her love itself is passionate and public.

But now she really doesn't know whether she is doing right or wrong.

Can't she have love?
She just wants to find someone who will give her heart and live with her forever.

Can such a simple wish not come true?

Maybe I did it wrong in the first place.

Has she confused Chen Ming's feelings for her?
But Chen Ming has never been so close to any woman, only to her.

Every thoughtful move by Chen Ming will be marked in her heart as the right one.

She didn't want to use these to tie up Chen Ming and force him to marry her. She just wanted Chen Ming to fall in love with her willingly, so that he could have a formal identity and stay with him.

This is not wrong.

But living in these troubled times, identity itself is a very troublesome issue.

"Maybe he likes me, but it's not so obvious. After all, our identities are not equal, and so many pairs of eyes in the barracks have been staring at him."

Peach Susu sighed helplessly,

She knew that she was justifying herself, but if she didn't use this method, she couldn't accept it.

If her body is not protected a little, it will really collapse.

She still has to do something for Chen Ming, so she must not drag herself down.

"So many pairs of eyes have been watching his every move. I guess he doesn't want others to know that I am his weakness, so he treats me like this."

Ginkgo felt distressed when she heard what Tao Susu said, but she didn't know what to say and just nodded.

She knew that Tao Susu would find excuses for herself, so she didn't want to expose the beauty of this moment.

"It's possible. After all, Chen Ming doesn't have much contact with other women. He doesn't seem to know how to get along with them."

Tao Susu nodded in agreement, that's right, Chen Ming just didn't know how to get along with girls.

In fact, Chen Ming was not wrong at all, the fault was that she really didn't know what Chen Ming was thinking.

"Today we have to visit Ms. Yaya, girl, please adjust your emotional state, and I will get you something to eat."

After Ginkgo finished speaking, she turned around and left without anyone noticing the sad look on her face.

The girl has paid so much for that person that she doesn't even know how to win back the girl's heart.

To be honest, she never thought that the girl would fall in love one day, after all, the girl was not like this at the beginning.

Although she is obsessed with love, she will not bruise herself all over her body, nor will she worry about gains and losses.

This is what the girl said at the beginning, but now Tao Susu has completely changed, her whole heart is on Chen Ming, even for Chen Ming to deny everything she has done.

Such Tao Susu is really too humble and heart-wrenching, not to mention that after being insulted, she only got 30 military sticks in exchange.

There are some perfunctories, but the girl is still consoling herself, giving Chen Ming a chance, because she just likes him.

If the girl doesn't like it, she can be herself, or even do better.

It's just that she didn't understand, what happened to the girl now?Can things like love really make people lose their minds?

Ginkgo has now completely lost hope for love.

Because when she saw the girl in such pain, she felt that all the men in this world were not worthy of the girl.

Tao Susu didn't know what Ginkgo was thinking, but instead went to General Wang's Mansion to visit Miss Yaya after dinner.

When Chen Ya saw Tao Susu, she was naturally unwilling.

She always felt that Tao Susu's status was not worthy of her brother, not to mention that her brother was a brave and capable general, while Tao Susu was just a brothel girl.

Should I say it or not?Even if brother likes her, he can only be a concubine.

If she wanted to be the legal wife, she would definitely be the first to disagree. After all, her status was different, and how did she know whether Tao Susu was clean?
The world's malice towards Tao Susu is too great, even the younger sister of the man he loves doesn't like her.

"Yaya's complexion looks good recently, she seems to be in a good mood, right? I brought you some snacks from outside for you to eat. Although the taste may not be as good as the chef's in the General's Mansion, it is still delicious, and Soft and glutinous in the mouth."

Seeing Tao Susu's fawning face, Chen Ya only felt that Tao Susu's life was too humble.

But she is very useful, after all, this person still wants to please her brother through herself, and she has gained a lot of benefits from it.

For example, most of the gold and silver jewelry that Taosusu often wears on her head is from her.

She just said casually that she liked Tao Susu and generously gave her everything.

However, she also knows Taosusu's greedy nature, but she doesn't know why Taosusu pays so much.

"Don't think about trying to please my brother through me anymore. Let me tell you, I won't do this at all. Even if you can stay with my brother in the future, you can only be in the position of a concubine. If you If you want to truly become a general's wife, then your identity itself is a big issue. I will never agree to a brothel girl becoming a general's wife and my sister-in-law."

After listening to what Chen Ya said, Tao Su Su Ye just smiled reluctantly, she didn't take these things to heart.

She knew that Chenya didn't like herself, so she naturally wanted to do what she liked to please others.

But now such flattery is useless to me.

Now Chen Ming doesn't like her, even Chen Ming's younger sister doesn't like her, which makes her frustrated.

She didn't go for the position of the general's wife, she just wanted to be by Chen Ming's side, to be her staff, and even help her realize her value secretly.

She knew how difficult Chen Ming was in the military camp, so she didn't want to let Chen Ming down, and at the same time, she didn't want to let her sister down.

"Yaya is overthinking it. I just thought you would like it, so I sent it here. If you don't like it, just throw it away. I do like your brother, but I won't care about the position of the general's wife. I went because I knew that wasn’t where I belonged.”

"I like him, but what I want to do more is to be by his side, no matter in what capacity."

(End of this chapter)